I finally got everything I wanted, I can’t tell you how good it felt to feel Charlotte beneath me. I’m rolling the dice with my life, wagering that I can steal enough of the her before this swallows me whole. I’ve loved her from a distance successfully for years, despite watching Alex tear her apart with being unfaithful and battling war within myself of wether or not I could kill him for hurting her. Yeah, I’ve battled angry seas successfully until last night.
This is a new kind of storm—the one inside me for Charlotte. And I lost. Hell, I couldn’t even put up a decent fight against this.. this obsession. It swells and grows more turbulent by the minute. I’m obsessed with her soft voice, her big green eyes that feel like they stare into my soul. The addiction is out of control now, I’ve tasted the forbidden fruit and I’ll stop at nothing to protect her and keep her.
I need to take this slow so she doesn’t freak out on me. She’ll push me away if I come on to strong and I want this more than I want my next breath, I just need to play my cards right.