My biggest mistake

The explanation

I've always had vivid dreams, but never thought anything of it until that night. My dream, while leaving me completely breathless and wanting more was wrong. I couldn't think about David in that way, let alone want him in that way. But now I couldn't stop the onslaught of emotions that came over me whenever his name was mentioned. I couldn't wait for someone to bring him up just so I could hear his name and talk about him without people getting suspicious. I needed help, needed to stop this before my obesssion became to much. So I did the only sensible, right thing someone in my situation could do. I turned to my husband, the man who I'm suppose to love with my entire heart and tried seducing him every chance I got. Giving Alex all of my attention wasn't difficult, I still loved him more than anything. I just needed to get this dream out of my head, and the best way to distract me was mind blowing s*x. The problem was when ever we was deep inside me the only face I saw was David's. How could I do this to the man I love? How could I want this from the one person that was suppose to be his best friend, his family? You see, me wanting someone else wasn't the only problem. The main one being David is my husbands cousin.