There"s a quiet snoring beside me. I look over at Lee and laugh silently to myself. It feels good to laugh, even for a second. Today is the day we either accomplish what we"ve come so far to do or we probably die trying. Surprisingly enough, I"m not scared. Back in London, I was the little chicken shite who was too afraid, too timid, to really live her life. It made everything so simple, but I didn"t know what I was missing out on. Now, life grows scarier and more complicated every day, but I wouldn"t go back to being the person that I was. It"s early, so I"m the first one awake. I decide not to get up quite yet. After tonight, life is only going to get harder. We"re going to be on the run. I have no delusions about living happily ever after with my sister. I knew what I was getting mysel

