It feels really good to have food in my stomach and my big sister by my side. We finish eating and it"s time to get back on the road. I don"t talk to anyone as we put out the fire and get going. Gabby hangs back with me to make sure I"m alright. She must"ve gotten her signals wrong about Drew. I knew he couldn"t possibly have feelings for me, but she encouraged me to try. I ended up making a fool of myself and now, I don"t know how to fix this. I feel like I"m back to being that quiet, awkward London girl. People only knew me as Gabby"s sister. I can"t let myself revert back to that all because of a stupid boy. We keep moving all afternoon under the glaring sun. The trees have thinned out quite a bit so the rays make their way directly towards us. It"s hot as hell and the sweat is drippi

