Has it been days or only hours? I lose track of time as I drift in and out of consciousness. I don"t want to be awake. Every time I open my eyes, the pain is new, fresh. I know I should ask Gabby where the others are, but I"m afraid of the answer. I don"t know how much I can handle right now. Drew. I just found you. What am I supposed to do now? Drew. I just found you. What am I supposed to do now?I"m alive and Drew is gone. I"ve lost him. The first person who ever made me feel like I was worth something, the first person who ever made me feel beautiful, is dead. Never coming back. Fresh tears well in my eyes, but I wipe them away. I"ve been told that we"re in a place called the Republic of Texas. The existence of Texas was kept out of our lessons in London. It"s in the Southern part of

