In night
I was so tired of working and Jane is so cruel she didn't let me have lunch, and I didn't deserve to have rest on Sunday I guess so... dragging my feet towards my room and I pulled the door and step inside and slammed the door behind.
I rested my back against the door and close my eyes...
Flash back
Yeah sure! it's was a couple of years back, I was on a tour to Denver and at that time I was new to the fame and all these things, my personal life was f****d up and all the pressure on me from my fans, my family, my work... all these things were squeezing the life out of me, I was suffering from depression, anxiety at the point that I ready to jumped off of 20 story building to kill myself but I was stop by girl who told me that life store something special for everyone. We just need find it and grab it with both hand and hold it tight and I find that special thing in music and hold it tight and she was right and if that day she won't come in my life then you guys will never hear this voice today. " The interviewer become silent and the audience also who was sitting in the studio.
And he continue, ' My biggest regret was that I don't know who she was? I didn't ask her name or anything she come like an angel and disappear like air. "
Interviewer say's, " What if she is hearing you right now? what you would like to say to her? He gaze up and look up at the the camera and say's.
" If she hearing me right now then I wanna to say to her that I wanna to meet you one more time to say thank you for giving me new life . "
Present
I snapped my eyes and thought, I knew him but where I can't wrapped my head around it.
I threw myself on the bed, face planted down on the pillow and heard the creaking noise of door and raised my head from the pillow and it was maxii and he jumped on my bed and he start licking my face.
" STOP IT!! Maxii!! I won't cuddle you!
Suddenly, a imagine flash across my eyes .
Flash Back
2 years ago
It was just like an normal day at the work. Me and my friend Janet was vacuuming the corridor of the 16th floor of the Leamington Hotel.
We were just finishing our work because our shift was about to get over. I check the time on the my wrist watch and it read's, 11: am.
" Janet! I think, you go home now! I'll do everything else, you shouldn't have to come to the work. "
" Thank you, Arabella I have just call Eliot he is on his way to pick me up . "
" Call him again janet and told him don't bother to come pick you up. " I heard Henry say from behind Janet and I gaze over Janet's shoulder and saw, Henry was coming towards us and I roll my eyes, he is the most annoying manager we have in my whole 2 years of working here.
" What?? what is the problem Henry? why can't she go??
" Dear, Arabella Janet already took leave from the work for a week and she promise us to do clean the restaurant for a week so, today the staff is short she need to clean the restaurant tonight. "
" Can't you see, she is pregnant!
" I can, see dear but the hotel management can't see"
" Wait, Arabella you don't need to say anything to him. Henry I will clean the restaurant. "
" Very well, Janet with out wasting any time you can start cleaning."
" Wait, Janet you go, I'll clean the restaurant instead of you and I'm sure Henry doesn't have a problem with it. "
Henry looked at me and say's, " I don't have a problem as long as the work has done and if you are doing the cleaning instead of Janet then I don't have a problem. " he say and walk back in the corridor.
" Arabella, you don't have to do that!
" But I want to do that and you can go home and have rest and I'll see you tomorrow good night " I say to her and she start getting emotional because she is pregnant I understand and I drag the cleaning cart in the elevator and Janet took another elevator to go down.
The elevator door close and I waited there, thinking bout that I should do everything quickly then go back home.
As the elevator door open and I move the cleaning cart of the elevator and step out and glance around.
The elegant and chic indoor restaurant leads out to an open-air terrace with amazing views of the Denver skyline.
While the terrace is a very popular after work spot for tasty cocktails and views, the rooftop restaurant serves great food from morning to night. As I took the vacuum cleaner and take it out of the bar area and plug it in the socket and start vacuuming the carpet at the bar area and I glance over the terrace area and turn off the vacuum and decided to go there because I need to get some fresh air and I went to the open terrace area. As I move towards the edge of the terrace.
I saw the city at night right in front of me. The lights were so bright and dazzling different colors. All glowing, towers reached the sky like it was like Christmas. The city lit up of glitter and shine: with the lights flashing from building and the cars passing by. Looking up in the sky, I see the night’s stars. The moon is so bright its fire itself. The sky is as bright as fireworks blowing up in the sky. Clouds puffy and white, like cotton candy from the carnival tossed in the sky.
I glance over to my left side and saw a man was sitting on the edge of the brick wall, dangling his legs down and he was looking down and I say's, " Hello, who are you? and what are you doing up there?
He didn't look up to me and nor responded and his eyes were glue to the down and I knew, right away he was doing something that he shouldn't have done.
I began slowly walking towards him and say's, " Okay, if you don't want talk to then it's okay but at least I can sit here to get some air "
I pass over my leg on the other of the brick wall and then the second and I just sit like him dangling my legs down but a few feet away from him.
He finally raised his head up to look up at me. He was a handsome man, several inches over six feet, green-eyed, with dark chestnut hair and features that bore the patrician stamp of aristocratic breeding. put his age at just past twenty just like me.
" What are you doing! he say's and his voice - a voice like the sound of a clarinet, at once liquid and penetrating, and lovely to listen to. -
" What do mean? I'm just chilling like you . "
" I'm not chilling here!
" Then, what are you doing down in here buddy? he became quite and I continue, " Oh, I understand what are you doing? you know, at one point of my life I was sitting there at your place and thinking about the same thing as you are thinking right now but ... I paused.
" But what??
" But then I look up at the beautiful sky and saw these star and moon, seeing this I found out I just need to find a special thing in my life just like moon found stars and without star's moon can't shine . You need to find it and never let it go . " I say and pointed towards the moon and he looked at the full moon and say's , " So, did you find that special thing?
" Not yet, but I believe one day, I will find it . "
" How do you believe in the thing which you never know. "
" Believe is the most powerful thing in the world and I think you needed that right now . " I say and outstretched my hand towards him and he looked at my hand for a hot mint and I was hoping that he hold my hand and change his mind.
He grab my hand and say, I believe in that some day I will find that special thing just like moon found stars . " I smile
Present
I jumped out of the bed and screams
" THAT GIRL WAS ME!!