I can't hide it anymore. My butterfly is kicking and moving around now. Heath hasn't said a word to me about her yet, and I'm starting to get nervous. She's due in a month. I can feel the anxiety he has when he touches my belly, and I don't know how to feel about it. I've been avoiding the pack so far, but now my clothes don't fit. Heath wants me to eat at the pack house with him tonight. He wants to show me off, but I feel ashamed. Why would he want to show off his mate while she's pregnant with another man's child? I feel disposable and low. I try my best to feel confident in my sweater, which is starting to ride up over my tummy. I'm wearing a skirt today too. It flows down to my ankles, covering my skinny calves. My back has been aching, but being mated this past month has really

