"Why her?!" Eon suddenly hit her with the bottle he was holding, they were in a bar that times. She was serving the man who always hurt her heart. If he was hurts because he was broken hearted then what about her. He does not want her to be here. While looking at him hurt, it hurts her more, he just look at me as his friend and his employee. Just a text or just a call she can not refuse.
It's because she love him.
And was stupid.
"Stop it eon." He snatch the bottle I was holding and quikly drink it. "You're already drunk."
"Don't tamper me aleeyah! You don't know what I feel because you never loved yet." He said. He wouldn't have say that if he knew how I feel for him. I know the feeling of loving someone who doesn't love you back.
"Go home eon, you're already drunk."
"No! I do not want to go home I will only remember Xyler. I will just remember how much I love her."
She sigh seeing him sad. She need to do it so she could not cry. How many times did she said to her self to leave him. Because everytime he's hurt, it hurt her more and she would end up crying.
How many times did she pretend that she was okay?
"I told you to tell what you feel for her." She said and get a beer and also drink. She wants to forget her own pain too, she feels too painful to her heart.
"Why do I need to say it if I know that I don't have chance. I'm always the Last Choice, even in my older brother and Ainsley I'm always the second and I am always the last option." He continues.
She want to say that he will never be the last option for her. Because she was willing to leave everything for him.
"Just Move On Already Eon you will also find the right girl for you. Do not Settle for Someone Who Doesn't Even Know What You Feels. There is a proper girl for you and you will always be her first priority."
He laugh sarcasticly and then look at her. She really hates it when he looks at her and caught her eyes, why? Because it tells her how stupid she can be.
"Who is that woman? You?" He laughs as if that idea of that woman is so much. She quickly keep her mouth shut. She just thought that he was drunk so he said whatsoever. "You aren't xyler, aleeyah. You are not her so it was impossible for me to love you."
She does not want to notice what he said but it hurt her to hear this from him. She knows that it was impossible for him to love her because she was not his dream girl.
Who is she? She is a humble woman who cannot even buys the dress she wants because she would rather prioritize her family's needs. She doesn't even have time for her self. She was use with dirt and grease from vehicles.
Not like Xyler, Xyler is Every Man's Perfect Girl. She's gorgeous, Classy, Elegant, Smart, Rich, Successful and from Buena Familia. No one can be compared to her because she's already perfect. In the heart of the man she loved xyler still wins, she doesn't hate Xyler, envy? Yes. but angry? No. Why would she will be angry with her if she doesn't show anything bad.
Even her agree that her rival is very perfect so she could not blame if Eon would prefer her. She was nothing compared to the woman he loves, nothing, no one can be compared. She's Just A Spect of Dust While Xyler Is A Pot Of Gold.
"I did not say that It was me." She said poorly.
"That's good." He stand up and if she Didn't hold him maybe he was Hit On The Floor. He fell in her neck and hug her tight. "Xy-ler." He whispered the name of the woman he loves. She fight her tears so she will not cry while holding him.
"Will go home Eon." She said and carefully supported him until they arrived at the parking lot. She took the key of his car and she was the one who was driving the vehicle. She was use to manually lead the man to his condo unit when his drunk. The neighbors and tenants of the unit as well as the Guard already knew her because she always carry the man when his drunk. Of course when he wakes up he doesn't remember what happened last night so she wil remained silent.
And then she also does not want him to remember what happened because she doesn't have courange to face him. He was her first, it happened when he was so depressed with xyler and he got drunk. She knew that he remembered the first time that something happened to them because he was awake that time. But he did not speak as if it did not happend at all that's why she just hide it. She also pretend that nothing had happened to them and she knew that tonight, when she delivered the man to his unit there would be something to happen again.
"Xyler ..." He murmured When they reached His unit, she opened the door of his room. She sat him down down in bed to remove the shoe he was wearing, she wanted to go home immediately. Her pride is already broken to rescue herself.
“Sleep now eon.”
She already leaving when suddenly he grab her hand, using his spectacular eyes, and again she gave up.
"Do not leave me please." He Beg As He Pulled Her Closer To Him And hug her waist. "Xyler please do not leave me." she bit her lips because even though she knew that she was not the woman he was calling, she still stay, "Don't leave me, I really love you."
"Sleep Eon-." He moves quickly. She found herself under his body. He is undressing her, wanting to take her, and she did nothing because she was his slave. Her heart is already his slave.
"Xy." She close her eyes and allowed to do what he wanted. She is tired of thinking, she is tired of stopping what she feels. "Xyler I Love You So Much." She covered her eyes with her palm so that he could not see The tears in her eyes. He was with her but he was calling another name...