I was scared. I didn't know what to do in that situation. I wanted to call an ambulance, but then I realized if I called an ambulance, there might be interference from the police too.
Even though I didn't do it on purpose, even though it was all self-defense, there would still be an investigation. The whole college would know what happened to me.
People think it's brave to speak out, brave to share your story. But they don't know how hard it can be to repeat the whole horrible story again and again.
Moreover, when they say that you shouldn't have been studying late at night or that you should have worn "appropriate clothes" and all, it just tears at your heart and tempts you to be the devil that no one can hurt.
I already shared my story once with my friends and, as a result, I only
