SERENA
The quiet was unbearable.
It stretched through the halls of the manor like an unseen force, pressing against my skin, making the air feel thick and heavy. The distant hum of the wind outside the windows was the only sound that filled the emptiness.
I stood in the center of my new bedroom, surrounded by my belongings—neatly stacked suitcases, carefully folded clothes, and a few small boxes that had been brought in just moments ago. The house staff had been efficient, moving my things with silent precision before disappearing as quickly as they had arrived.
This was my room now.
The thought made my stomach twist uncomfortably.
The space was grand, far bigger than my old bedroom at my parents’ house, yet it felt suffocating. The high ceilings and deep mahogany furniture made it feel imposing rather than welcoming. A large four-poster bed sat in the center, its pristine white sheets untouched. The curtains were drawn halfway, allowing the soft glow of the evening light to cast long shadows across the walls.
I didn’t belong here.
I could still feel the weight of the pen in my hand, the ink drying on the marriage certificate that had sealed my fate just hours ago. The murmured words of our family still echoed in my mind—empty congratulations, relieved sighs, quiet acknowledgments that the scandal had been avoided.
That was all I was to them. A solution.
A bandage to cover the wound that Eleanor’s death had left in its wake.
I exhaled slowly, dragging a hand through my hair.
Damien hadn’t come back.
After we left the signing, he had disappeared into his study without a word, retreating into the walls he always kept between himself and the rest of the world.
And me?
I had spent the last few hours with the twins, feeding them, cradling them in my arms, letting their tiny fingers grasp at my shirt as they clung to me like I was the only thing keeping them safe. Lucas had fussed the most, his cries sharp and insistent, his little body trembling from exhaustion until I rocked him to sleep.
Lucy had been quieter, but her grip on me had been just as desperate.
They didn’t understand what had changed today.
They didn’t know that the woman they saw as their mother was gone, that the man they looked to for comfort had buried his grief beneath layers of cold detachment.
They only knew that I was still here.
That I hadn’t left them.
The thought made something tighten painfully in my chest.
I had never asked for this responsibility, but I couldn’t ignore the way their tiny bodies had relaxed against me, their breathing evening out as they drifted off in my arms.
They trusted me.
And I couldn’t fail them.
I sighed, rubbing my temples as exhaustion weighed heavily on my limbs.
I should sleep. The day had drained every ounce of energy from me, but the moment I stepped toward the bed, a wave of unease washed over me.
Sleeping here felt… wrong.
This wasn’t my home.
Not really.
I turned away from the bed and walked toward the window instead, pulling back the curtains. Outside, the night stretched endlessly, the moon casting a faint silver glow over the gardens below.
Everything was still.
Everything was quiet.
But inside me, a storm raged.
I hated this.
I hated how my life had been reduced to a transaction. How my choices had been stripped away, leaving me with nothing but the weight of duty and expectation.
I hated how Damien had barely looked at me, how he had signed our marriage certificate without a flicker of hesitation, as if this arrangement meant nothing to him.
And maybe it didn’t.
Maybe I was the only one struggling to accept this new reality.
A knock at the door startled me from my thoughts.
I turned sharply, my pulse jumping for a split second. But when the door remained closed, I realized it had only been one of the house staff—likely checking if I needed anything before they retired for the night.
I swallowed hard. “I’m fine,” I called out, my voice steadier than I felt.
Silence followed.
Then, soft footsteps faded down the hall.
I exhaled slowly, pressing my fingers against my temples.
I should sleep.
But as I moved back toward the bed, I knew the moment my head hit the pillow, my mind would keep spinning—reminding me of everything I had lost.
Of everything I had been forced to accept.
So instead, I sat on the edge of the mattress, staring at the closed door.
Waiting.
For what, I wasn’t sure.
But deep down, I knew I wouldn’t find rest tonight.
The silence of the house felt heavier at night.
The kind that pressed against my ears and settled into my bones, making each breath feel louder than it should. I had tossed and turned in bed for hours, staring up at the ceiling, my mind too restless to let sleep claim me. The events of the day replayed over and over—the marriage, the looks from our family, the twins clinging to me, Damien’s absence.
The bed beneath me was too soft, too unfamiliar. The walls felt too high, the air too thick.
I needed to clear my head.
With a sigh, I pushed the covers back and slipped out of bed, my bare feet meeting the cold wooden floor. The chill ran up my spine, but I ignored it, grabbing the silk robe draped over the chair before stepping out into the dimly lit hallway.
The manor was eerily quiet at this hour.
Even the faintest creak of the wooden floorboards beneath me sounded too loud. The chandeliers above were turned off, leaving only the soft glow of wall sconces to guide my way. Shadows stretched across the corridors, making everything feel colder than it already was.
I wrapped my arms around myself as I walked toward the kitchen.
I just needed some water.
Maybe then I could finally sleep.
But the moment I stepped into the dimly lit kitchen, I froze.
I wasn’t alone.
A man stood near the counter, pouring himself a drink.
Tall, broad-shouldered, and dressed in dark slacks and a crisp white dress shirt with the top few buttons undone, he looked like he had just returned from an event—or perhaps never left work at all. His dark brown hair was neatly styled, and when he turned at the sound of my footsteps, his eyes—so much like Damien’s—locked onto mine.
Vincent Black.
Damien’s older brother.
I had seen him at the funeral, of course. And again today at the quiet wedding ceremony, where he had stood amongst the family, watching everything unfold with an unreadable expression. But we had never spoken directly before now.
For a moment, neither of us said anything.
Then Vincent’s lips curled into an easy smile, his gaze sweeping over me. “Ah, the reluctant bride,” he said smoothly, raising his glass slightly in greeting. “Couldn’t sleep?”
I exhaled, shaking my head. “No.”
He hummed as if he expected that answer.
I hesitated before stepping further into the kitchen, suddenly feeling self-conscious about my silk robe. It barely reached my knees, and though it covered me well enough, I still felt exposed under his sharp gaze.
Vincent, however, didn’t seem bothered.
Instead, he turned back to the counter, reaching for the bottle of whiskey beside him. “Water, was it?” he asked, already moving toward the fridge.
“Yes,” I murmured, watching as he took out a chilled glass bottle and poured some into a tumbler before handing it to me.
“Thanks.”
He leaned against the counter, studying me as I took a sip. His gaze was curious, but there was something else beneath it—something more knowing.
“You’re taking this all in stride,” he remarked. “Most people would’ve run by now.”
I scoffed, setting the glass down. “Run where?”
Vincent chuckled, swirling the amber liquid in his glass. “Fair point.”
Silence settled between us for a moment.
Despite his easy demeanor, there was something sharp about Vincent—something watchful. He wasn’t like Damien. Where Damien was cold and distant, Vincent was warm and engaging. But that warmth felt deliberate, like he used it to disarm people.
Like he was always calculating something.
“You know, when Eleanor married Damien, I thought she was making a mistake.”
I tensed at the mention of my sister’s name.
Vincent smirked, clearly noticing my reaction. “Don’t get me wrong, I love my brother. But he’s…” He exhaled, tilting his head slightly. “He’s not the easiest man to love.”
I scoffed. “Yeah, I figured that out myself.”
Vincent laughed at that, the sound light and easy, unlike anything I had heard from Damien. “You’re bold. I like that.”
I frowned. “I wasn’t trying to be.”
“I know.” He took another sip of his drink. “That’s what makes it better.”
I didn’t know what to say to that, so I focused on my water instead.
Vincent leaned forward slightly, resting his elbows on the counter. “Tell me, Serena—why did you agree to this marriage?”
I met his gaze, my fingers tightening around my glass.
“For the twins,” I said simply. “No other reason.”
Vincent hummed, unconvinced. “And here I thought you’d say something about duty or family honor.”
I scoffed. “Honor? That’s a joke.”
His grin widened. “I like you more and more.”
I sighed, setting my glass down. “Why are you here, Vincent?”
His smile didn’t fade, but something shifted in his eyes. “I could ask you the same thing.”
“I told you. The twins.”
He tilted his head. “And what happens when they grow up? When they don’t need you as much anymore?”
I stiffened.
I hadn’t thought that far ahead.
Vincent leaned in slightly, his voice lowering. “You’re young, Serena. Do you really want to spend the best years of your life tied to a man who will never love you?”
His words hit harder than I expected.
But I didn’t let him see that.
Instead, I forced a small smile. “That’s none of your business.”
Vincent studied me for a long moment before chuckling. “Fair enough.”
I turned away, ready to leave, but his voice stopped me.
“One last piece of advice.”
I glanced back at him.
Vincent’s smirk faded slightly, his gaze darkening. “Be careful with Damien. He’s not as heartless as he seems. And that might be the most dangerous thing about him.”
His words sent a strange chill down my spine.
But I didn’t ask what he meant.
Instead, I nodded, picked up my water, and walked back toward my room—ignoring the way my heart pounded just a little harder.