I wasn't so happy or looking forward to us moving I wanted to stay and be with my friends. I knew I was going to miss them like crazy.... I sigh making my dad look at me while getting in the car. Dad keeps asking what's wrong as if he didn't know already, I just look out the window ignoring him. I could tell that hurt him there was an awkward silence the rest of the car ride. I didn't really mind much I preferred it quiet I like looking out the window and just getting lost in my thoughts.
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We finally arrived at the house, I just wanted to get out of the car and stretch my legs honestly I love car rides but jeez. Dad still didn't want to talk to me he knew I was still upset so we both just unpacked and never said a word to each other. It was better that way I wasn't really in the mood for much talk. I just spent the day in my room wondering how this new school was going to go.
My boyfriend was missing me but he had a car and it was about an hour ride so he could come see me when he wanted. Only when Dad wasn't home he still wasn't letting me date. It's weird I was only a freshman and he was a senior never dated older guys. I didn't really care how old they were only thing they would get is a hug anyways. I wasn't planning on losing my virginity that easily. During those four weeks though of waiting for school to start we broke up wasn't really sad I don't get attached for reasons. We didn't have a bad breakup we decided to be friends even though we never really talked after.
School was taking forever but don't get me wrong I enjoyed being home but being there for so long it can get to you sometimes. I would try and distract myself but at some point everything just got annoying. I was starting school in a few days and I don't know why but I wanted to be different I was going to a new school and no one knew me. They didn't know my family or my past we didn't grow up together, this was my chance. I wasn't really much of in attention type of girl I just wanted to keep a low profile and that's what I intended to do. Let's see how this goes.