John
When I got home that night, I couldn't help but think about how my life will the drastically change tomorrow
If I go on that trip with the other seminarians there is no going back
Do I go and leave the girl I like behind?
Do I stay and let my mother down? I will also be letting myself down because I have worked so hard for this ever since I was a child
I sighed and sat on the edge of my bed
Is Ruby really worth it?
Do I really want to live a life of pure celibacy?
I like Ruby and even if we don't end up together in the long run, I may want to experience life with women.
I may want to start a family too. I've never questioned my intentions of becoming a priest until Ruby came into my life. Is this a sign?
What of my mum? What about her wish for me?
"What about your happiness
