Chapter 3

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CLARA I did not sleep that night. I lay in that big empty bed in my isolated room at the far end of the east wing and stared at the ceiling and thought about the note. Leave while you can. Four words written in neat careful handwriting by a woman who had smiled at me like we were already friends while meaning every single one of them as a threat. I thought about leaving. I will not lie, the thought crossed my mind more than once in those dark quiet hours. But every time it did I thought about what waited outside pack boundaries for a wolf without protection. Rogues. Hunger. Lyra getting weaker and weaker until she disappeared entirely. That was not a life. That was just a slower death. So I got up in the morning, washed my face, put on my clothes and went downstairs. Diana was already in the kitchen. Of course she was. She was sitting at the head of the long kitchen table with a cup of tea and a stack of papers and the comfortable settled look of someone who had been doing this for years. Which she had. That was the problem. "Good morning," she said pleasantly. "Did you sleep well?" "Very well thank you," I said, which was a complete lie and we both knew it. "Good." She gestured at the counter. "Tea is there. Breakfast will be brought up shortly. I run the household schedule so if you need anything just ask me." I poured myself some tea and sat down at the table, not at the far end where she had probably expected me to put myself, but right in the middle, close enough that she would have to look at me directly if she wanted to speak. Something moved behind her eyes. Quick and gone. "I would love to see the household schedule," I said pleasantly. "And the inner court records too if you do not mind. I want to understand how things are run here." "That will not be necessary," she said, just as pleasantly. "Everything is already being managed." "I am sure it is. I would still like to see it." We smiled at each other across the table like two people who were absolutely not having the conversation we were actually having. Lucian walked in before Diana could respond. He stopped when he saw us both sitting there and something moved across his face that I could not read. He was dressed already, dark clothes, that same wall of cold authority wrapped around him like a second skin. "Alpha," Diana said warmly, rising slightly. "Breakfast will be ready shortly." He nodded without looking at her. He looked at me instead. "How was your first night." I was so surprised he had spoken to me directly that it took me a half second to answer. "Fine thank you." "Good." He poured himself coffee and left the room. That was it. That was the whole conversation. Diana watched him go and then looked back at me and her smile this time was different. Smaller. More certain. Like she had just proven something. And maybe she had. Maybe she was showing me that even when Lucian was standing right there she was the one who mattered. She was the one he was comfortable with. I was just the wife he had taken on to settle a debt and we all knew it. I drank my tea and said nothing and filed everything away. I spent that first week learning the packhouse. Not obviously. I did not go marching around asking questions and demanding access to things. I just moved quietly through the halls and talked to people and listened and noticed. The pack members were polite but careful around me, the way people are careful around something new that they have not figured out yet. Most of them looked at Diana before they answered my questions. That told me everything I needed to know about who actually ran things here. The inner court records room was on the second floor, small and dusty and so disorganised it made my eye twitch just looking through the doorway. Years of documents piled in no particular order. Disputes unresolved. Pack member requests sitting in stacks that had clearly not been looked at in months. I stood in that doorway for a long time. Then I went in and started working. Nobody told me I could. Nobody told me I could not. I just started and I kept going and by the end of the week I had organised three months of backlogged records and identified four pack disputes that had been sitting unresolved long enough to turn into genuine problems. I brought my findings to Lucian. He was in his study, papers spread across his desk, looking like a man who had too much to do and not enough patience for any of it. He looked up when I knocked and something flickered across his face when he saw me, surprise maybe, or just the mild irritation of being interrupted. "What is it," he said. I put my folder on his desk. "I have been going through the inner court records. There are four disputes that need to be addressed before they become serious problems. I have summarised them here with suggested approaches for each one." He looked at the folder. Then he looked at me. "Diana manages the inner court." "Diana has not looked at these records in at least three months," I said, keeping my voice completely even. "The Greywood family boundary dispute alone is going to become a problem by next month if nobody addresses it." A pause. He opened the folder and looked at the first page. I waited. "I will look at it," he said finally. "Thank you." I turned to leave. "Clara." I stopped. It was the first time he had used my name. "How did you know about the Greywood dispute," he said. "I talked to people," I said. "Pack members will tell you a great deal if you simply ask them and then actually listen to the answer." I left before he could respond. Diana was waiting in the hallway outside. She had clearly been standing there long enough to hear at least part of the conversation and the pleasantness was completely gone from her face now. What was there instead was something much more honest and much less comfortable to look at. "You need to be very careful," she said quietly. "About how much you involve yourself in things that are not your business." "I am the Luna," I said. "The inner court is my business." "You are a wife who was brought here to settle a debt," she said. "That is all you are. Do not forget it." She walked away. I stood in the empty hallway and breathed slowly and told myself not to let her see that her words had landed exactly where she aimed them. That night I heard raised voices from Lucian's study. Diana's voice. Lucian's voice. I could not make out the words but I did not need to because twenty minutes later Lucian knocked on my door and when I opened it his face was back to that flat unreadable expression and he said, very calmly, "In future please bring any pack concerns to Diana first. She will decide what needs my attention." He left before I could respond. I closed the door and stood in the middle of my room and felt something hot and furious rise up in my chest. He had not even looked at my folder. He had taken Diana's word over mine without asking me a single question and he had not even looked at what I had put together. He had just come here to tell me to stay in my lane. I sat down on the edge of my bed and pressed my hands flat on my knees and breathed. Then from down the hall I heard something that made me go very still. A door opening. Soft footsteps. And then Diana's voice, low and satisfied, saying to someone on the phone, "She is exactly what I expected. This is going to be even easier than last time." Last time. Last time? What did that mean?
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