I hurt

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Is it remotely possible to abhor someone so much that you just wish you could rip their heart out from the very valves that held them ? That was absolutely what I was feeling right now ..hatred like no one has seen before because I swear to you , I was angry as hell !! Not only did he have the audacity to call me trash ..he said he wish I was dead . That hurts alot because I'm the way I am because of him , he passed the curse to me , I didn't ask for any of this ! As I was standing trying to get myself together so I could flash the fake smiles ,my mind kept replying everything like a bad rerun . ... "Now what I need to say to you is , the news of you being a good for nothing is out and frankly I don't feel like weathering that storm because you are useless . You're reduced to nothing , but a slave and I hope you're pleased with it. The list I have given you is a list of all the people you should avoid at all costs . If you mess this up I will exterminate you like the adder you are !" His voice was laced with poison it was  as if he wanted to claw my throat out..quite literally . I then remembered my reply . I know I shouldn't have talked back ,but it was a impulsive act something I shouldn't have done . He is my father after all . ... "Dad clearly you don't remember you are my father ...you made me when you were drunk completely forgetting about the curse in our family line . If anyone here is at fault it you !! " I had screamed my heart out quite literally ,but I wasn't done . "And before you say anything ..aren't you my father aren't you supposed to love me ?" By that time my voice was cracking because I was tired . Years of a***e that  I repulsed till I forgot and all the garbage that was said yesterday , it was taking it's toll on me . "No Leonardo ..I don't love you because you were a mistake so get out now !!!" He shouts , breathing heavily . It felt as if the room shook and through all this arguing I couldn't take a minute to notice how different it looked . I hadn't moved because I have as frozen as ice . Did he just admit I was a mistake ? "I said get out !!" He shouted with even more force , walking over and grabbing me by the collar opening the door and throwing me to the floor .   ... I remembered how I walked away until I was here feeling quite abashed because I was just abased . I had this thing I loved to do and that was to notice the tiniest detail in every room I was in . Maybe looking at the finely decorated hall would bring me out of my thoughts until my set of guests started to arrive . The ceiling was glamoured with huge chandeliers hanging daintily from a shiny roof  , the hue was golden as if we were in some eatheral hall . The walls were golden coloured ,laced with rows of shiny diamonds that curved to form wolves and each and everyr time a slight wind blew the diamonds would glitter akin to a watch colliding with sunlight. The was one huge painting behind the podium of all of us . Russ , mother father and Me . The royal family of wolves ... dominators of the species . On the podium there were lone seats , that I assume were for the four pack masters since there were four of them . There were also seats neatly arranged for all the other guests . Facing directly to the podium . There was enough space for dance and for the band that was playing . It was definitely akin to a ball . Not to mention how adorned the people were . The men sported black or white or black and white tuxedo's and suits . The women wore long gowns of all colours elegantly hugging their bodies ,along with shining jewelry and small purses . Everything and everyone in here shined . I was also trying to fight myself . My mate was less than 30 steps away from me ,but I couldn't approach her no matter how much I wanted . Why didn't she acknowledge me by now ? Didn't she sense the mate burn ? Maybe just maybe I was the one making the mistake , did the moon goddess really pair me with a girl that'll never like me , but my brother instead ? The irony of all this is ..my brother has been trying to court her since as long as I could remember . Why wouldn't she choose him though ? He was taller , cuter ,bulker and had more honour than me . I was just average although I did have brains to make up for it . The fact was , I all had to do was fight it some more and hope it goes away ..like the seasons change . "The Half moons have arrived !" I heard a loud feminine voice from the front of the hall . Those were the people I was supposed to Escort . Hurrying over I straightened my dress shirt collar and tie ,did I forget to mention I was underdress ? I walked up to the red carpet , my mother's attempt of imitating humans and held my hands out so that they knew I was their escort . They looked pleased ..at least there were some people who still liked me or at least they would only like me for a little bit more because when they find out their second prince and future Duke of Atlantim was an omega ...I doubt things would go well . I led them to the fifth table . It seemed as if they were a dignified family, why hasn't I heard of them before ? "Please sit here , we have refreshments anything you could think of . I do hope you enjoy the annual ball and have a splendid evening , the king and queen sends their greetings and appreciation ." I made sure I did what I was told to do ,so that their wouldn't be any complaint . They seemed pleased looking at me so I assume my job was done .. although it did feel uncomfortable having them state at me with such fascination . I was in the process of walking off when I smelt something . It smelt like honey and chocolate an enchanting sweet smell rafted my wolf into being carrying me on with it . I think I knew where this was going and I tried to fight it ,but in my moment of weakness he took over and now I couldn't do anything ,but hope I don't embarrass myself or my family for that matter . I was five steps away from Emily , I was hot and bothered and there Emily stood clad in the most beautiful dress I'd ever seen her wear . Her makeup perfect , her eyes perfect ,her smell perfect . She was the most perfect human non human being I've ever seen , but she was talking to my brother and smiling . Immediately like the rushing of a breaking damn , a loud growled escaped causing gasps to sound from the conversing crowd . "What's your problem ?" My brother stepped in front of Emily crossing his muscular arms .. what right did he have stepping in front of my mate like that . "Get out of my way !" I shouted at him anger seeping into my blue eyes , my eyes scrunched up tightly until they felt squeezed . "Why ?" He asked an eyebrow raised looking amused . "Mine ." I mutter softly looking at Emily with care , her smell still left me dizzy from pleasure and all I longed to do was hold her soft body in my less than muscular arms and have her stare up at me with those beautiful eyes with love. "Excuse me ?" She asked stepping closer to stand beside Russ , looking confused . I wasn't expecting that reaction , was something like that supposed to happen ? "Let's go Emily this outcast doesn't know what he's is talking about ." He put his hands on her shoulder , that was my shoulder not his ,not that I was objectifying her body it's just that my wolf was very frustrated right now and the feeling was mutual . As if to taunt me , Russ reached out for her hand placing it into his and that was it . "I said !" I shouted shoving him away from her so that he hit the floor . "MINE !" My wolf growled with dominance looking her into the eyes for some sort of reaction ..she was quiet looking even more confused and I'm sure that wasn't supposed to happen . Everyone stood silent looking at what would happen next , as if what was happening now was some sort of movie . After a long while she muttered . "No ... Y-y-you can't be my mate , I won't allow it ." she said turning away a tear sliding down her cheeks . Did I just hear that right my heart felt broken , it's rhythmic pattern was a fast ,slow skip a beat pace was she going to reject me ? I gulped . "What is going on down here !!!!" The loud booming voice of my father echoed causing my eardrums to explode and my feet to tremble . I felt a cold shiver run through and up my back What would he do , he hated me and so did she . I saw as someone whispered to my parents and my dad's face distorted into five emotions . Shame , guilt ,anger,pain and hate and frankly it was all directed at me. My soul shivered on it's knees . It was like catching a terrible cold or being outside in winter without winter clothes .A step at a time he descended the winding stairs , mother casually walking behind him . I hadn't even realised that she held no emotion on her hard prismarine face . He was now standing before Emily . He was quiet , silence assaulted the atmosphere like the terrors of a deadly Doomsday . It was pin drop silence and it scared me half into a heart attack . It was then I heard the phrase that I never thought my father would encourage . He could hate me right ,but not so much ..not so much that he'd tell my mate to .. "What sir ?" Emily asked her right eyebrow raised , tears trickling down her face . I felt hurt for making her cry because that's not how it's supposed to happen . "You heard me Em I said reject him !" The way his voice sounded . Deep , hard ,cold it was akin to taking a knife dipped in wolfsbane and cutting out my heart . "B-but S-s-sir your son ..." Emily muttered her eyes wide open . "I don't care about him . A worthless omega doesn't deserve the title nor does he deserve a mate , reject him now ." I couldn't find words to describe the sheer agony I felt after hearing those words . Who was going to atone for all the name calling when I was small . Did he forget all the bruises I had from all the permanent wolfsbane poisoning they used with a hot rod to beat me senseless until my bones broke . With every shatter did they think of the pain I felt !!!? It was worse than changing on a full moon and now they want to take away the one thing , the one moon blessed thing , that might give me happiness . How much more revolting can they be ? "I Emily Fullmoon  reject you Leonardo Elijah Moon , with the moon as my witness I set you free ." "No what did you do , why ?" I shout . "Because I don't want to be tied down my entire life and frankly all this mate s**t isn't my style . Go and live your life Prince it'll be better without me ." Emily left those few words with me before walking away , linked to Russ . Dipshit ! The rejection pain had yet to set in , so I left the room going to mine to crash myself on the bed ...until I fell asleep . It was so much better than facing reality right now as the sleep came I dropped into the dark depths . I was in a uncaring world so why should I care .
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