The day of the funeral was long, I didn't want to be there or come to terms with the fact he was gone. He'd saved me more ways than one , he'd be the one telling me what to do now. Instead he was on his way back to Russia in a f*****g vase. I'd been with the lads working out our next move. When I'd confronted Uncle Jayden about Carlos , to see if everything he'd said to Rupaul was true. " most of it " he'd sighed " we had tabs on him years ago, but he disappeared into thin air. Went under ground and not seen , we had been so close to busting him. We think that's what sent him packing , he wasn't big time back then. We figured he'd got scared tucked tail and ran. But there's been a big mover who we couldn't get a name on for years now, as soon as Rupaul named him. Your mum and brother

