Carter didn't trust me , not with his heart I could see that a mile off. But his question , what if he didn't want what I wanted. Those few days he wouldn't even look at me fully made up my mind it was him I wanted. Weird how him bot talking g and being mad at me now made up my mind. Not the last 5 years , well he wasn't mad he was jealous . Jen had helped me realise that , she said Leory had once got jealous. Its not the act , sometimes its the person they don't wat touching you.
It had made sense, when we had shared with Leroy and Jen, Carter had no issues . His heart beat steadily under my ear , his warm breath was shallow and deep. It was peaceful, stolen moments to discuss theissionnwas getting further apart. But when he told me about Jayden and the people we now had looking out
