I didn't feel nervous more like surreal like I was living in some action movie or something. The gun I felt attached to my thigh and the knife to my other felt asif they was props. Like I was going to give the best performance of my life to hidden cameras. I had in an hidden earpiece, the mic was attached to the bra I had on under the robe. If anyone was to open my robe before I get to Mr Charlesworth I was screwed. I'd been warned of the possibility, they wouldn't kill me on site they'd question me. Well that was the theory , but Rupaul had been there when he received girls before Mr Charlesworth got paranoid. He always took them to his room , he was a very jealous and and didn't share with his men only when he grew bored of his purchases. Carter and the men would be behind me and ju

