" Boss we didn't find her " , it was after the party he'd sent me upto our room to rest. Then him and Carter had come up when everything was over, I was laid in the living room on the sofa Freya knelt at my side ready to be called upon. Rupaul had been fuming since coming upstairs, " How can she get away where would she go " he screams. He repulsed me more by the day, the devil and the tarnish behind the shining exterior kept coming out. I kept quiet , even though I didn't exactly know where she went and I didn't like her. I think our rough beginning was product of her shitty situation. The vunrability she showed was a shock, to me she just seemed like she wanted to be loved. A girls that had a f**k ton of past trauma. The shrink in me ached to help her , I just hope if this is all I

