Things had started to become weird for me , my emotions was mixing up. Killing this people no matter how bad was causing me to belive I deserved to be as bad as them almost. The pictures of the dead boy didn't stir any emotions , it should do right. Maybe after taking a life I was on self preservation. Making it so death didn't affect me. Who the f**k knows , that was two weeks ago now my days where spent with Rupaul. I'd meant more f*****g secrets than I cared to know and he'd f****d me a million times in that office now. Three people was my total number anymore , the lifes I've took now was seven . Ryder , u mean Carter would be out in his own jobs and Rupaul would take me to meets. Dressed slutty with an order to kill they guy if he didn't comply, I'd pull my gun and ahoot at the

