I had been feeling a lot of guilt as of lately and I was having a hard time dealing with all of it. We had lost eight pack members in the battle.
Cayden had tried to explain to me that it was a small number and in the end only a small casualty but I still felt heartbroken for their families.
We attended the death ceremonies for those eight men yesterday and the guilt that seeing their families brought was almost unbearable.
Though that was one thing amongst a lost of things that I felt guilt for the thing that I regretted the most had to be killing Manuel.
I had never intended to kill him. I was simply trying to save Cayden from the death that I knew Manuel had planned for him but somewhere along the like my pent up rage exploded from within me and I couldn't stop myself.
Only after h
