Be Mine Forever

Chapter 1

Warm sun rays kissed my cheeks as I turned around to shut the alarm on my fone.So stupid of me to forget to put off the alarm night before as it was Saturday and 2 weeks school holidays just started.Suddenly my mind woke up and I jumped out of my warm comfy bed.How can I forget?.Tomorrow was Zara's Mehendi(Henna)ceremony and we had lots of preparations to do.Zara is my best friend Sana's cousin sister.They all live in a big 20 acre land near our house.Zara's father and Sana's father are brothers.Sana's father is the eldest brother of 5 brothers and they all live in their ancestors land and work in Sana's fathers company.They have a huge business in all over India and from what I hear from Sana,they are planning to extend their business overseas.

I am supposed to meet Sana and her family and go shopping with them.Than later today I had to practice for my dance which I was going to perform in the Mehendi(Henna) ceremony tomorrow.I quickly made my way to washroom to get ready and in 30mins I was all ready to go.

"Have some breakfast before you go Bani"my mum called out from kitchen.But I was too excited so I replied "no thanks mum,I will have breakfast with Sana.I am already late and they must be on my way to pick me up already." Mum peeped from the kitchen and told me to not to be naughty and not to get into any trouble.I blew her a kiss and rushed outside as I heard a car honking in our driveway.

"Goodmoring Sana" I said as I approached the van.Wait a minute, it wasn't uncle Saadiq's van.As Sana wished me a good morning I got inside the van.I was excited about our shopping so much that I didn't even look at the person at the driver's seat.As usual we started our chit chat and in no time we were parked outside a huge shopping mall,infact one of the biggest malls in Mumbai.Sana got out and I got out after her.But before both my feet could land on the road I tripped over my own leg and was about to fall when suddenly a strong hand held me at the waist.I let out a little shaky small laugh and lifted my head to say Thank-you.That's when I noticed.

Shiraaz.Holy shit.It was Sana's elder brother Shiraaz.The most handsome man I had ever seen.If it weren't for his dark blackish-brown eyes I couldn't have recognized him.Last time I saw him was three years ago when he came home for a break.But my God he isn't the same anymore.The three year ago Shiraaz was still tall and had a very lean body but this Shiraaz seemed more tall,...maybe 6"3 inches in height.And gone was the lean boy.The person who stood in front of me was a 6"3 inches tall and bulging with muscles.Time seem to have frozen.

"Should be careful little girl" came a heavy voice that broke my stance...I suddenly became aware of the situation.Shiraaz was holding my waist to stop me from falling and I was looking up into his eyes without blinking.I realized how awkward my position was as it brought our bodies so close and suddenly tapped on his hand to land me on my feet.I wasn't much...just 5'2 in height and with just enough curves.He took some time before letting me go which was weird.

Looking past Shiraaz I could see Sana starting at us.Now she was acting weird."Whats up with these two?" I thought before moving towards Sana.

As I moved towards Sana I felt my hand slightly brush against Shiraaz and something like a spark went inside my body.Looking up I thought he felt it too but in a second his face became expressionless so I didn't give it much thought.

"Hi and thanks" I said to him not exactly making eye contact

"Hi" was all I got before I said to Sana" come on...let's go,..we will be late for our dance practice otherwise.And by the way,why did aunty and uncle come shopping " I asked Sana.

Sana said " Well dad had some last minute urgent meeting so he had to go.Mum asked Shiraaz to bring us shopping ".... " Ohh" was all I said before we were back to being our normal cheeky selves and moving towards the mall.Sana turned around and said " you coming along bhai(bro)?" .And without answering Shiraaz started following us inside.

Once inside we went straight to our shop where Sana had her lehenga.Sana wanted a unique peice for her cousins wedding and I was happy to accompany her.We saw lots of lehenga's and shop assistants were very helpful.Finally Sana picked up a colour in purple that she wanted and went into trying room with an assistant after her.Now that left me and Shiraaz alone.I wasn't a person to feel awkward around anyone but I don't know why I felt awkward around him.He has always treated me like he treats Sana.Just like his kid sister.But something felt odd at this moment.I could feel him looking at me.So I decided to move around abit.It was a branded shop and I couldn't afford any dress from here since my father was an accountant in a bank.But that did not mean i couldn't look around.I walked around the shop.I could smell the fragrance of the new garments and it felt wonderful.I was just roaming around trying to avoid Shiraaz when I saw a pretty red lehenga.The material was pure silk and silver stone work done around all the edges in a flare.The dupatta( scarf) for the lahenga was in a beautiful red which had silver lines running throughout it.All of a sudden a voice came from behind me " why don't you try it?"...I knew it was him.

I slowly turned around saying "no thanks...I was just looking".....and turned to leave when he suddenly caught my hand.I was so shocked that I was rooted to the ground.My hands felt so small in his large ones.I tried to take my hands away but he just tighted his hold.Before I could process what was happening he pulled me towards him.With my little weight I went easily near him.Realizing how close I was to him I could feel heat growing on my cheeks.

Wait a minute...was I blushing??...Was I blushing because my best friends brother was holding my hands??..

"Why don't you try this lahenga?..maybe you will like it?..if not than there is no harm in trying is there?" ..asked Shiraaz.

I was stunned.I couldn't understand anything.I knew he always treated me like his sister so I guess it was ok if he was saying to try it.I trusted him just like I trusted my brother.So I said " ok..I will try it"..I smiled at him and went towards the trying room....

On the way I saw an excited Sana coming out " hey doll my lahenga fit me just great.It just needs some alterations which they are going to do now.So we can take it today.Yeyyy...I am so happy" she said as she tightly hugged me.

"I am happy for you..I also beamed..you go ahead..I will see you soon." with that she sprinted off with an assistant and I looked back and saw Shiraaz looking into his fone.He wasn't very talkative anyway so I let him be and went inside.Once inside I hung my bag in the loops provided and than got out of my clothes.I wore a ripped black jeans with a sleeve less blue top and had my hair in a bun at top of my head.My hair was a big problem to keep but I loved it so much,..it ran till my ass in black waves.I looked at the lahenga and exhaled...all I had to do was try it..so I did.

I got into the lahenga and put the zipper on...than I took out the small blouse and looked at it...ohh my...it was so pretty...with a deep cleavage and just three strings to be tied at the back to hold the blouse.The fitting was just perfect...like it was just made for me...I wore a black lacy bra which I took out to put the blouse on.When done I realized that I needed help in trying the strings at the back of the blouse.So I went against the door and said..."excuse...can someone please help me with this please...I need to tie the strings at the back...please can someone help..."..I turned around as I was sure some sale assistant lady must have heard.

I was really happy to see that it fit me so well.

So excited I was that I didn't even look up when I heard the knock at the door.

I just opened the lock and turned away looking at all the beautiful patterns made in my lahenga.

"it's so pretty and fits me so well..it's a pity I can't buy it"...I said to the assistant.

" I am supposed to perform a dance in a wedding tomorrow and I am so excited."...I was talking nonstop when suddenly I felt warm fingers brush at my back where the blouse lay open.

My eyes short upwards to be met by dark black brown eyes staring back at me in the mirror infront...

"What the hell Shiraaz"..I was so shocked that my voice just came out in a whisper.

"Please get out of here"..I said as I looked anywhere but at him.

"You need help little kitten"..he shrugged..."so here I am".."now turn around so I can tie it for you"...he said.

"No..I will manage...please leave"..I was shocked beyond words...How can I let him do it?..

" I will ask some assistant..please go.."

But Shiraaz replied "look it's wedding season and shop is full...all assistants are buzy..so come here and let me do it".

I was making too much out of it...he was after all my brothers best friend also and always treated me like a sister...so what harm is there?..right?.

So I slowly turned around giving him the view of my back.

I held the blouse in front of me too strongly.

I could feel him coming close behind me.And than his fingers were touching my back.It felt warm against my skin.Too warm to be honest.

I didn't know I held me breath until I heard him saying " breathe little kitten..I won't hurt you".

My eyes snapped open suddenly.Hold on.When had I closed my eyes.And what was this warm feeling inside my stomach.

He tied one knot than went to the other one.By the time he was one the last string I could hear myself breathing hard.

His perfumes smell was all over in the room.I could feel him linger on the last string before tieing it.

I looked up into the mirror.And that's when I noticed that his eyes has gone a shade more darker...like he was thinking something.

I could only look at him.I was trying to understand what was going in his mind but couldn't.So I slowly tired to make my way out.

I was just past him when he seemed to suddenly come out of his thoughts and before I knew I was pushed back again the wall and he was so close to me...just inches away.

I had to crane my neck upwards to look at him.I was trying everything in my will power to understand what he was thinking.But failed.

Seems like my brain went on leave.I had to go..that's all I was thinking..so I pushed myself from the wall saying "Let me go..I want to go...my sentence was cut short when I felt his hands covering my mouth.Ohh ohhhh.Now am starting to feel scared.

I brought my hands to remove his hand but it didn't make any difference.He was too strong.

Slowly he let go of my covered lips and used his thumb to trace across my bottom lip.

A soft moan escaped my mouth and something in his behavior changed.

It was like a flash went inside his eyes and was gone.

I couldn't breathe properly.I felt weak and about to faint.

It seemed like he realized what I was feeling and suddenly held my small waist with his other hand bringing me even more close to his body.

I couldn't look into his eyes.All I wanted to do was run away and hide somewhere.

This was my best friends elder brother for God's sake.

He traced my upper full lips which I had painted a bright pink shade with my favorite lips stick.

Slowly his fingers traced down my cheek to my ear.

I could see myself trembling now.

But that didn't bother him.His fingers went from my ear to my neck to my collar bone where it lingered.

Suddenly I could feel his arms around my waist tightening almost as if wanting to crush me.

Now my breath started to come in shallow gasps.

His fingers went from my collar bone to my chest nearing my cleavage.

I felt very conscious because I knew there wasn't a thing under that blouse.

Bani?....Bani?...wait...someone was calling me?.It was Sana.Gosh what am I doing with her brother.

The reality went down on me like cold water.

With all the power I could manage I pushed him.

He was caught off guard so his hold relaxed.Before I could analyze the situation I raised my hand and landed a tight slap on his right cheek.

He was too dazed as to what had happened.I tried to make run for the door but cried out loud as one of his hand went to my head and pulled me roughly against him bringing my hair open and falling down past my waist.

That gave him a good grip of my head as he held my hair tightly making me wince in pain.

"Let me go or I will shout" I said.

Shiraaz replied "You shouldn't have done that little kitten...you will definitely pay for this.No one slaps me.Ever."

He tightened his grip and brought me more close to his face.His lips now almost touching mine.

Ohh my God..was he going to steal my first kiss?..and that too as a punishment?

No way...I had to make him let me go.

So I used a girls most common weapon against him.Tears.Tears were spilling from my eyes and I begged him" Let me go please..Please"

He suddenly let me go replying " am letting you go this time but you will pay for the slap"

With that he let me go and I ran out of the room.

Once outside I could see him clenching and unclenching his hand as if trying to fight for control.

I peeped from outside and said "Hey Shiraaz?"...he turned to look at me with an eyebrow raised.

"Firstly don't ever call me little kitten again and secondly"...I took a pause before saying..".Fuck you" before running away with all my speed.

Before I ran I saw how his face became red when I sweared at him.

Ohh boy.I just made him very angry.But what was I supposed to do?.He was going to steal my first kiss.And I wasn't letting that happen in a changing room.

Shiraaz(POV)

That little witch...she had the audacity to slap me and than swear at me with that small beautiful mouth of hers.She is going to regret this soo much.

But hey...what was I even thinking?I was about to kiss my best friends kid sister.A sixteen year old teenager whom I have treated like a little sister all my life.But hell...she didn't seem like that little to me anymore.

With light brown eyes,full luscious lips in bow shape,slender yet having curves in all the right places....Fuck....how can I do that?.

How can I want to kiss her?.But to be honest I was mesmerized by her once I laid my eyes on her when she was coming out of her house.She was wearing dark jeans and a blue top which showed a line of her creamy small waist.Even her hair was down than.She was all chattery with Sana and didn't even notice me.When she tripped my hands automatically reached for her tiny waist to steady her.I felt as I have been schored by fire when our skin touched.I felt like some hormonal teenager who couldn't control himself so I put all my will power as to not touch her than necessary.I could hear her shaky breath and sweet voice soon follow as I let her go.Oh my...what sweet voice.

I didn't want to,but I kept staring at her...and she felt it.I knew from the way she was trying to maintain distance between us.Than I saw her touching that red lahenga.It would look so good on her so I approached her to try it.She refused but don't know why she agreed later.

I had no intention of going to her in trial room but I couldn't stop myself.

My feet dragged me there and after what I saw I was lost.

I don't know what happened to me.Its like some demon inside me overtook my body.

Otherwise who would kiss his best friends kid sister in a trial room.Well almost kissed.

Hell she felt so good in my hands.So warm and soft.I wanted to taste that mouth of hers until she begged me to stop.Ohh fuck...who thinks like that for a 16year old?.

I lost all control when my hands touched her back.If she were any girlfriend of mine I would have taken her right there and than..but Bani was different...she was just a teenager with the most alluring figure and most kissable lips.

Hell I couldn't control my hands.And than that little witch slapped me.

No one...no f*****g one has ever slapped me.And she even got away with it.Showing me fake tears.And than she made other big mistake.Probably the biggest mistake of her life because I am not leaving her after this.That God danm girl sweared at me.And ran off.Now with my sister with us I couldn't do anything but very soon.Very very soon.