Chapter 11Toby It’s difficult to believe that what is happening to me is real. Things like this happen to a guy like Franklin, someone who’s always looking for new experiences and excitement, but not to someone like me—a person who deliberately chooses a boring, lonely life. I was okay with the way things were—or at least pretending to be—but after this, I’m afraid I won’t be able to go back to that. Because I don’t want to anymore. As a result of what Kai asked me to do, there’s a puddle of c*m resting on his chest. It glistens in the light as his chest rises and falls with his quick breathing, and I can’t bring myself to look away. I’m transfixed on it. After all, I did that, didn’t I? My touch may have only been brief, but still, I’m the cause of that. And it gets even better than th

