Drive Him Crazy

Crossroads

''Lets go for a walk..'' ... i say to Luke as we our friends and head outside for the cool air.

Walking the grounds towards the woods taking in the fresh cool air and scenery as the moonlight beams down on us.

''So are you having a good time...'' ...Luke asks with a beautiful grin on his beautiful lips.

''I am...thanks to you...and i cant thank you enough for helping me tonight''...i tell him truthfully as he holds my hand and we pause looking at each other.

''Ave...you are so beautiful and you don't even know it...if your mate rejects you...let him...he is loosing out and doesn't deserve you...'' ... he says with a serious brow.

''Luke you barely know me...but can i ask you a serious question?''

''I think i read you quite well...but Sure...ask me anything'' he nods with a small smile

''Have you met your Mate?'' I ask as i sit down leaning next to tree

He stirs as he turns away from me...i can tell he is hurt...i can feel it, and i feel my heart sink...i just ruined the mood

I feel guilty and my Wolf wants me to comfort him.

He is hurting Ave...we need to show him we care and comfort him. I know he is not our Mate, but our Mate has another and i like Luke...he will be a good match

I stand up and wrap my arms around his waist and lean my head on his back.

He stands there quietly not saying anything but his breaths...are laced with pain and sadness.

''Im sorry i asked...i should have never pried''

'He sighs and turns to me placing his hands around my waist.

Our eye's meet and we just stare into each others souls trying to read each others emotions.

''Im truely sorry'' ... i say softly as i pull my eye's away from his and look down.

''Hey its okay...im sorry its just complicated and tonight is not about me...its about you''

He cup's my cheek and i look up to meet his gaze. His eye's hold so much emotion and i just ... i just ... give him a kiss ... not for show ... but because i truly want to, because even tho we dont know each other well ... even tho i didnt come here to this party for him ... even tho he's made me feel more alive and full of butterflies in such a short time ... i just want to feel his lips on mine...i want to erase his pain that i caused with my careless words.

Pure and soft and full of affection...a kiss that shows i care... because i truly care...

I feel something for him...a connection.... and my wolf puuurs at his touch...his kiss.

We break away and i sit down once more.

He sits down with me and intertwines our fingers as we sit in silence.

...After a while...

''We should head back...lets go have some fun'' Luke says as he stands up and offers me his hand... a smile on his face

''Lets ... '' i reply with a smile on my face as i accept and stand up to walk back with him.

Once we get back Luke goes to see his friends and i go to see mine. We separate...but not from the moment we shared moments ago...silence and understanding....but because we know we will meet up again and that there is still much that can happen tonight. Its getting late but not nearing the end of the night.

As i stand talking to my friends enjoying their company i feel someone watching me.

As i start to feel awkward and a little uneasy i excuse myself from my friends as i head towards the ladies room.

I see Luke still with his friends and i smile at his smile as he is deep in conversation not noticing me walking away.

I head to the hallway into an empty room...the same one my friends and i found earlier in the night where my wings still are.

I close the bedroom door and head into the bathroom. Once iv finished relieving my bladder i wash my hands and brush my hair out to tame it. I touch up my lip gloss as i hear a click...

I head out of the bathroom knowing someone has come into the room and i see Sebastian leaning on the wall next to the bathroom.

''Hi again...'' i say to him casually.

''You look so tasty...'' ... he says licking his lips as he stalks closer to me.

I just giggle and push him away then turn my back to him as i fold my arms and he sighs.

He is drunk and this is not how things should be between mates. He should not see me as a one night stand...someone to hook up with and then reject...not reject as a one night stand of quick pleasure but break my heart after giving me the pleasure a mate is supposed to give to their other half...the pleasure he gives to his chosen mate.

''Your driving my wolf crazy and i cant seem to think of anything other than your sweet lips on mine...'' He says sexily as he softly touches the sides of my arms and the sparks make goosebumps appear where his fingers trail.

I close my eye's not saying anything ... just feeling the sparks as his breath starts tickling my neck...he starts kissing my neck going down to my shoulder...

All i do is stand there...frozen...

Frozen in pleasure and fear of the rejection that i know is coming.

AVE...my wolf screams at me

Waking me up from my frozen state. A low growl leaves my lips as i think of the pain he will inflict on me...and how much more it will hurt if i let him continue to do what he is doing.

I feel drawn to his touch but i cant be hopeful...i want to be... but logic has sent in...

''Just reject me and get it over and done with...dont make it harder than it already is'' I say in a whisper as my eye's start to water at my words and a tear falls down my cheek.

He stops and takes a deep breath. ''I already have a mate...and although it is not love, i am not a good match for you. You are a good girl...and i could never give you the loyalty or love youd expect from your Mate...I want you to have the freedom to love someone who will give you unconditional love...not heartbreak which i can only give you''

''You dont even know me...yet you presume to know what i want and how our mated relationship will be...its not a fairytale that you can just predict'' I retort as more tears stream down my cheeks.

''I have to rejec....

Just as he starts to say he has to reject me i take a leap of faith and kiss him...a little contradictory i know...but i need to do it...to have tried...to make sure that if he does he 100% sure he doesnt feel anything more than lust and the mate pull for me...no love and no hope of love.

My arms wrap around his neck as he kisses me back.

Sparks flying and tears streaming down my cheeks ... im still crying because i know my whole world could end in the next few seconds....he turns us around and pushes me up against the wall as he's hands are feeling all over my back...our lips still not parting.

He then stops...and looks at me with black eye's ... full of lust and suddenly they change to red.

I Sebastian Donovan reject you Ave as my my mate and Luna...

I gasp at his words as i feel instant pain in my chest... My heart breaking in two...a pain iv read about but never could have imagined...words do not describe... I feel empty and cold and pain instantly.

I run past him to the bathroom locking myself in as i fall to the ground clutching my chest and my world goes black as my vision blurred and i just lay there.