Why

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***Sebastian*** I was forced into making Victoria Luna of my pack. Because i didn't find my mate it was arranged by my dad when he handed the title down to me on my 18th Birthday. It wasn't love...but we had allot of Hot s*x. She was Sexy ... but she was a slut... she slept with me and other men but i too slept with other woman. I couldn't stay faithful to her because she was not my mate and i had given up on finding my mate. I was living the life Or so i thought One night we decided to go out to release some stress...i didn't go to clubs often but it seemed like a good idea. I had Victoria with me...she was looking sexy as always in a tight lil bodycon dress that she knew i couldn't resist. I asked Damian my beta to join us with Sam my Gamma. They had some business to tend to before they met us there. We were at the club and Victoria was loving the attention. She would tease me with her body...dancing infront of me while i drank my drink on the couch upstairs. After a while i led her away as the lust was getting too much and i needed to release. We ended up at the end of the dark hallway...away from prying eyes. We were hot and all over eachother kissing passionately and full of lust. My wolf started howling and said to me i should stop...that this was not a good idea...but i didnt listen to him. All i wanted was Victoria's body. and then i smelt it.... It was soft but then started getting stronger and stronger... The smell of Opium.. My Wolf started puuuring and i knew it was because of the scent and not because of Victoria. I looked back down the hall where the scent came from and saw a girl... no... a woman... She was tall with long dark hair...she was wearing a flowy thin strapped black dress... she had a look of innocence but in that was also sexiness. Her dark eyes looked shocked...wide with sadness and anger... It was only a few seconds but it felt like hours. She turned and walked back and into the bathroom behind her...i caught a glimpse of a tattoo on her arm...her left arm below her inner elbow...it was a raven. I pushed Victoria off of me as i was now angry...confused..pained. Mate...i want Mate ... my wolf said. ''What is it Babe...do u not want this...'' Victoria said to me pouting her lips. Honestly...looking at her...i felt repulsed...i just saw my mate and she saw me with Victoria. I finally found her and iv already hurt her...this was the feeling of anger and pain...but it was done. Am i going crazy...Victoria was hot and sexy...?? Why would i suddenly feel different. I cant have a mate... Victoria is my Luna. I don't need love... ... ... Your making a mistake Sebastian...you need our Mate...And we will Love her as much as she Loves us already... Your crazy i said to my wolf. Then i heard glass shatter. Victoria was kissing my neck but i wasn't into it anymore as i felt conflicted. And then my mate left the bathroom...but she didn't look at me. I Smelt the blood...it wasn't strong and then i noticed her hand as she walked away. I want Mate...go to Mate and leave this Slut Sebastian... Stop it... i said to my wolf...and pulled Victoria with me to the bar for a stiff drink. I didn't look for my mate...i didn't want to...how can she make me feel so conflicted after only a few minutes...i was better than this. I could smell her scent but i ignored it... it was for the best. I don't need Love. I am not worthy of Love... Damian and Sam finally arrived finally... i loved these dudes like brothers. They were my best friends. ''Victoria why don't you go dance on the dance floor...'' ''Okay Babe...dont miss me too much'' ''Why do you look so depressed dude...''Damian asked me as i sat deep in thought. ''I found my Mate...and she saw me with Victoria''....i said casually trying not to feel or show my conflicted emotions. ''Finally dude...where is she and what are you going to do...?'' Sam said confused. ''Nothing...i cant be with her...i mean iv got Victoria...and i dont need relationship drama... '' i replied with a smirk on my face. ''You say that now...but you know you need her and even if your afraid to admit it...you wont be happy until you've accepted her... rejection will be the biggest regret of your life...'' Damian said as he put his arm over my shoulder. ''Na...im happy with my life...i just need to face her and reject her'' ... i said with a serious look. ''Okay bro...its your choice...'' Sam said Damian then walked away as he spotted his sister who came running to him to hug her and then suddenly my mate and another girl greeted Damian too. It wasn't a long chat and once they left Damian came back to me... ''Damian...that girl...with your sister ... the one with the Raven Tattoo...'' i asked him with a raised brow Yeah that's Ave...one of my sisters best friends...she's very cool. Sweet and caring...adventurous and fun. ''That's my mate''..i said to them as Damian gasped.
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