Tough decision Joana pov His touch, breath, and scent. Everything was setting my body on fire. Though I was grieving, I needed him. I need it deeply buried inside of me. I wanted his teeth to clamp around my n*****s. I want him to f**k me till this grief leaves me. I was broken at the loss of the baby. But, I should be happy right? The contract between us was over. 'You once opted for an abortion so why do you feel so pained?' a voice said in my heart. That was an early stage. I had wanted to get rid of it but now? I love the fact that I'm having a baby, the fact that I'll be a mother soon. I've saved some ideas from social media on how I'm going to take care of my child and document every moment of us on a disc. In my old days, I'd replay it and laugh at ev

