En of Love: TOSSARA by FADIST(English Translation)

EP 3: I went to see you

TOSSARA 3

[Tossakan]

I have morning classes today, but I was leaving early for the Great Art Room of the Faculty of Medicine than the other students. It is still the same even in the Great Hall; there was a separating fence. It's good, not very busy.

I walked across the street to the popular group of women. I have to thank the president who built a dormitory near P'Bar. I may have to thank my mother for forcing me to live in the dormitory.

Tossakan: Where are you?

Bar: at the Gear Statue

Tossakan: I'm going there.

Bar: Why?

Tossakan: I miss you

Bar: Damn you!

He cursed at me since the first day.

I smile a little while looking at my phone. Then I entered the Faculty of Engineering. The truth is; I wanted to study Engineering but my father wants me to be a doctor, because my family runs a hospital business. Therefore, I have to study medicine according to their will. Okay, I don't have any courses that I like or dislike. I can study anything; I just have to finish college, work, earn money, and help people.

I chose to walk down the road instead of driving. People keep on looking at me too. The Faculty of Engineering is very large. There are so many buildings that I don't even know some of them. But each building is beautiful unlike my Faculty, my Faculty is a good building but my Faculty has a hospital which already exists.

"Nong, *Khun"

[*Khun means Miss, Mrs and even Mr or basically means you ]

"Handsome"

"Why are you here?"

"Yesterday, I heard that he asked to flirt with Bar"

"Hey! Really? I've been looking at P'Bar for a long time and I haven't dared to flirt with him. Who is it?"

"Does P'Bar like men? I've never seen him have a boyfriend before."

"Bar likes girls. You guys have tried; I've been punished for ten days."

"But I want them to be together"

"You are going far, Nong Gun is my husband"

"Ahh~ you dared to say the Nong is your husband but he flirted with P'Bar"

I heard the non-stop gossips and as I walked, the strange eyes of men couldn't stop staring at me. Women looked at me with sweet eyes not even leaving her friends, I heard them all. That's it. I can't understand some things but I kept on walking until I arrived at the place where I met P'Bar yesterday. He was sitting with a group of four or five friends.

Is this the place where they hang out?

"Nong Gun!" A small high-pitched voice P'Yihwaa shouted as she raised her face from a pile of sheets and saw me. The entire table turned to look at me. No... other tables also looked at me. A girl waved at me, I smiled back at her before walking in the building.

"Hello" I said while smiling at the seniors before sitting down next to P'Bar, who looked at me a little and turned his attention back to the sheets to continue studying.

"Who is it?" said an older man whom I wasn't familiar with.

"Nong Gun Tossakan, from the Faculty of Medicine." P'Yihwaa answered.

"Ah... you are flirting every day."

"Crazy... he's shy. He's sitting there." P'Yihwaa said and shakes me back and forth. So I smiled back at her that made her blush even more.

"Why are you here?" The same senior asked me

"Do you remember what I said earlier? Also yesterday, I missed P' a lot." I answered to the senior who is now confused who I was talking about. His eyebrows rose like asking them what I mean.

"He is here to flirt." Dare said

"Bastard! I'm happy for you Yihwaa." P'Nua (North) said and looked at P'Wa. Before raising his hand into a high-five.

"Why are you happy for me?"

"Well, He is flirting with you. There is only one female here. Oho, there's a doctor who flirts with you and you didn't tell me." sai P'Nua while smiling at me and I smiled back.

"If he is flirting with me for a while, I won't be here to study. I will hug him, and I will spend my whole time with him." P'Yihwaa replied. Her answer made me feel a bit tense.

"Ai'Yihwaa you shouldn't same something like that" P'Bar looked up from the sheets he was studying and scolded P'Yihwaa.

"Oho, are you jealous Bar?" P'Yihwaa joked as she rubbed my arm. Ah... I was actually scared.

"Hold on! Why do you talk to girls like that?"

"Don't tell me..."

"I came here to hit on P'Bar." I replied before P'Nua asks.

"You did the right thing, my dear friend. It is better for you to find a husband rather than a wife." P'North knocks on the table before speaking while laughing.

"Who said I'm finding one? He comes to find me by himself" P'Bar said

"You should open up your heart, He is handsome and he's from the Faculty of Medicine. Just one look and I know he is rich. You are stupid if you won't have him." Nua still continued talking.

"Why are you guys forcing me to him? And you?! What are you doing here?" Bar said to his friends before turning to tell me the last sentence.

"I already told you... Hmm~" his small hand covered my mouth before I finished talking. P' looked at me with a warning before scolding me.

"Shut up, stop talking!" he said before turning his face back to the sheet.

"Why?" I asked and moved my face closer to P'Bar who is looking at the sheets.

"Go away"

"I won't go"

"Go!"

"I won't"

"Damn!"

"P'Bar"

"Ai'Gun!!"

"Ow~ stop being sweet. It's 9 o'clock in the morning" P'Yihwaa said.

"Who's sweet? You can see that he's getting on my nerves." He said and glared at me.

"My girlfriend and I are not that sweet." P'Vee said

"Damn you!" he turned to curse his friends before collecting the sheets and puts them in his bag.

"Are you going to study?" I asked

"Don't you have classes?" he turned to answer me before complaining.

"There is only one class in the afternoon. All the other subjects are at eight." I answered

"Oho~ you damn bastard! I have nine o'clock class and I hardly ever wake up." P'Phun told me. To which I just smiled back because I don't know what to answer.

"Anyways, we must go to our classroom now. We are ten minutes late the professor will be angry." P'Yihwaa said and rushed to collect her things.

"Let's go." Vee said and stood up

"Er, how about him?" P'Vee pointed at me before turning to look at P'Bar.

"He came alone, he can go back my himself too." He replied, not interested in my effort to walk at all.

"I walked," I said softly. Then lowered my head to look the most pathetic. Have you seen it? Cool, clear, and does anything cute.

"Oh! So are you going to study with P'? Here, we study only in the mornings, in the afternoon, we prepare for the younger students. You just have to wait for Bar to finish." Yihwaa said

"What about me? Stupid, walk back then." P'Bar said and looked directly at me.

"You're so mean..." I spoke softly before slowly turning around. So that's it, you just met me for just two days. How will you be moved? I will just go and come back later.

"Fine, come with me."

Huh!?

"Are coming with me or not?" He said again

"Let's go." I accepted and sent a big smile.

Ah... He is just a vulnerable person

********

Strange

It's strange

There are only engineering students here. Even if it's just a small room, there are only seniors but I am still a stranger. Well, he is in third year who is studying Mechanical Engineering, and they are wearing a college shirt. As for me... the freshmen's school uniform is very organized.

Many eyes looked at me. There are only three women in the room but if the teacher is included, it would be four because P'Yihwaa said the teacher is a woman. Although it is a little bit cruel but if I sit still and don't bother them, it will be fine.

"It's because of you that's why people are staring." P'Bar complained softly. Then he grinned at me. His friends chose to sit at the back with me and P'Bar sitting at the far edge of the room.

"Well, I just want to be with you P'" I said and made a sad face for him to be guilty. Since I was born, I never had done anything like this. Acting to be cute, I never did any of that.

"You don't have to make that face. Look at Eli, it looks like he is going to get pregnant." He said with a fierce look. I saw a fat, white man in front of the room.

"Why are you looking at me Bar!" The senior shouted from the front of the room.

"Why are you looking at me?" He yelled back

"I'm not looking at you. I am looking at Tossakan thousand loves sitting next to you." P'Li replied

"Tossakan thousand loves?" P'Bar repeated P'Li's words while raising his eyebrows and looked at my face. I just shrugged my shoulders because I don't know what they are talking about.

"Oho~ Khun Gun's Bar, many people has been confessing at him a thousand times a day. Dew from the Faculty of Fine Arts gave him that nickname." P'Yihwaa whispered to P'Bar softly but I heard it.

"You mean, Dew Daily?"

"Yep"

"Nong Gun, let's go play in the water!" Li asked while shouting

"Ummm..."

"Go and play with Tee Tee next to you!" Nua shouted back

"Wow, what are you saying? We will kill each other first!" the person sitting next to me said.

"Hey! There are really many people wanted to be with you" the person next to me said

"What are you talking about? What people are saying is not true." I turned back slowly to answer him.

"But there are people who confessed to you, right?"

"There are, but not a thousand per day"

"If there are a thousand people confesses to you everyday, you will get everyone within one year." He said while looking around, I regretted it.

"Are you jealous?" I said and smiled at him distracting him from studying.

"Who's jealous?"

"You always talk impolitely to me." I said softly

"If you don't like it, then go flirt with someone else. Accept those love confessions" He said as if he was unhappy and read his sheets again.

"I like you. Why would I flirt with someone else?" I said softly. I bowed my head on the table and leaned my face to look at him.

"You!"

"Mr. Sarawut and that student!" the professor in front said loudly and pointed at me. I heard P'Bars voice softly saying he lost, and P'Yihwaa whispered back at him I will call you.

"I am a teacher," she said. Instead of answering, I saw P'Bar sat straight so I sat up straight as well.

"I was speaking here in front and you all are just talking there. What is going on back there? I came in for a while but I couldn't get your attention. And who is that student back there? Oh, it is Tossakan." At first everyone was scared. But when the professor saw my face and called my name, everyone was shocked by the wide smile of the professor.

What? Don't tell me I'm popular on the teachers too.

"Ah~ Tossakan from the Faculty of Medicine, freshman right?" the teacher walked passed her students to find me at the back.

"Yes..." I stood up and bowed to the professor and responded while shacking.

"My daughter likes you a lot. She is studying in this school, that girl was in fifth grade, she told me that she will study medicine like P'Gun."

 What?! When I am studying I was a quiet person. I didn't think people would know me.

"Ummm..."

"Can I ask for an autograph to give it to my daughter? And take a picture of you, she really likes it." She said and handed me an A4 paper.

"Um..." I accepted the paper and wrote my name. Before I finished writing, the professor prepared a camera and waited, are you asking a celebrity?

"So you can sit here. But don't disturb the seniors. Okay?"

"Yes"

"As for you, Sarawut. Don't make a conversation with the freshman. I will check if you are looking at the projector or not." The teacher said to P'Bar and pointed at the square screen in front. Before walking back.

"Double standard," the sound next to me is loud and clear. I looked at him once again.

"What?!" the teacher's loud voice can be heard again. I don't think she heard it.

"Nothing, I will focus on studying." The person next to me shouted back. then he turned his attention to the teacher as usual.

*******

For the past two hours, I've been looking at him like that. The face that looked as good as if God had created it for him, especially that didn't look directly at the front as the professor told him. He glanced around the room, sometimes playing some pens. He also picks up his phone to play and now he is eating a second piece of chocolate.

"Bad habits." I whispered gently into his ear. Because in the whole room, you can only hear the hum of the air conditioning. With a faint voice of the teacher, I believe that all of the students are already sleeping.

"I feel sleepy," P'Bar said while biting a piece of chocolate.

"What did you do last night?"

"I got drunk"

"Did you know you have to study early and you still drink?"

"Do you know why?"

"Oh! What can I say?" I said back to him

He didn't answer back because the teacher is going to have a quiz at the end of the class. Everyone woke up from their dream world, took out a paper and pen, crossed it out and wrote nothing. I was looking at the person next to me. He was pressing the calculator while frowning.

Ah... so cute

I picked up my phone to take a picture of him from the side, which his face can't be captured. Because of me, the seniors agreed to make P'Bar look at me. It seems like he doesn't know that he was secretly photographed. I smiled at the photo again before uploading it to IG, which has enough people that follows me. Along with the caption: This engineer is studying hard. There is probably no one to apply. #Apply for less than a minute. The likes on the picture is increasing rapidly. The top comments are coming soon. Most of them ask who the person is, and where am I.

"Are you finished?" I asked the person next to me. When I felt that he was staring at me.

"Um, what are you doing?"

"Nothing"

"You lie to me," he said. So I gave him my phone that was showing his face.

"Damn! Getting bolder." P'Vee came to me and patted me on the shoulder after looking at the phone with P'Bar.

"Oh... I want to see too," Yihwaa said.

"What would you like? Why are you down?" P'Bar said and gave the phone back to me; his face frowned after his friends teased him.

"You don't like it? I can delete it." I said and preparing to delete the photo.

"Don't delete anything, Gun. The likes are flooding." P'Yihwaa said and took off the phone.

"P'Bar doesn't like it..."

"Interesting, he's very aggressive today. The truth is he is shy." I said and shakes P'Bars head.

"What am I shy about?" P'Bar said fiercely. Then he took away my hand on his head.

"It's embarrassing," Vee said

"Enough! I am not shy about anything!" the smallest person kept shouting so loud that the other students looked at us.

"Your face is red Bar~" P' said and pointed at his face, teasing P'Bar. Ah... my face is getting hot too.

"I'm not red. I just feel hot." P'Bar said then grabbed his bag and walked out quickly.

Only me can follow him. Some people walked ahead I hurriedly followed him. As for his friends? They are still sitting comfortably at the back. I looked at P'Yihwaa and he held two fingers up. Pee pointed at P'Bar and moved his mouth saying that He was shy. I smiled at them and hurriedly walk to follow P'Bar. He bowed his head to the point where he can't see where he is going.

If someone hits him...

"So shy?" I whispered softly into his ear. P'Bar is shorter than me by at least ten centimetres. For small women, P'Bar may be tall but for me, he is small.

"I'm not shy, I just don't like it," he said and stopped in front of the college cafeteria.

"You don't like what I posted? I can delete it." I said and picked up the phone again.

"No! I just..."

"... ..."

"They are teasing me so I don't like it." He said while laughing and make a crinkled face. Come to think of it, if some white people are thin and act like this in front of you how would you feel? I smile even wider than a plate of fried rice.

What a lovely man.