T- Can we go back to the cabin now that we have an audience? I don't want everyone else knowing my personal business it's just meant for you.
E- Yeah, that's fine lead the way. I'm kind of turned around being at the bottom of the waterfall instead of at the top.
As we continued our journey back to the cabin, I could hear him taking deep long breaths, and slightly growling under his breath. I didn't understand what was going on? Should I ask if everything is okay? Should I leave it alone? Was he upset with something, or me?
E- Is everything okay? You seem upset or frustrated? Did I do something to upset you?
T- I am frustrated but not with you. It's the whole situation. You don't understand the things you do to me, the things you bring out of me.
E- What do you mean? What do I do to you? What do I bring out of you?
T- Remember when I said I was so distracted with what we were doing earlier that I couldn't smell that they were there or something else could have been and what that scream was about?
E- Yes, I remember and I'm still waiting for an answer by the way. But, I thought you wanted to go back to the cabin first before discussing it?
T- I can't take it anymore, I can hear that no one is around so I'll explain the smell thing quickly before we get back. You drive me crazy. Do you know that?
E- How do I...?
T- Shh love let me explain first okay, or I might have to calm you down again. (wink)
I nod in response because I'm nervous and excited. I wasn't sure if there was going to be a next time of what we just did, but he just implied otherwise.
T- You drive me crazy with lust, I can't think straight. All my senses are out of wack when I'm around you. All I can think about is you and nothing else matters. When I smell you it's the most mouth-watering scent, I'm addicted to it, like my very own personal drug. After what happened back there between us, when it got all hot and heavy, the scream pulled me out of the fog of you. But, after things died down and I realized we well you weren't in danger the smell came back to me times ten. I couldn't just smell your scent but your arousal, and it's driving me nuts. Each step we take when your legs lightly part to walk I get a strong smell of you, and I can hear how wet you are all well. Yes, the moment might have been ruined but I can tell you are still affected by it.
I blushed but with my mouth slightly open what was this man saying, could he really hear the waterfall between my legs he gave me earlier, and do I really smell? If I smell does it stink or smell good, I never really noticed an odor, and from what he is saying how it drives him crazy it must be good right? Of course, I'm still affected by it who wouldn't be? With a body like that, and strong hands that knew just where to touch me and how roughly. Don't get me started on those amazing lips of his, I bet his mouth could work wonders, well they already do but you know what I'm saying. Calm down Elena you are going to get yourself going again. Now I understand what he meant back at the cabin. "Those aren't the kinds of things I fantasize about." What is up with this man? Why am I so attracted to him? I trust him fully, yet just met him. He said something about the mate touch what is that? Is it some kind of religion, or feeling? I have so many questions, and I know now probably isn't the right time, but he opened up that can of worms or did I? This is so confusing, he is looking at me I should probably say something.
E- So what do I smell like is it bad?
Of course, you would lead with that Elena really? He slowly started walking closer to me, with this look on his face I couldn't quite distinguish, almost like an animal stalking its prey.
T- Of course, you smell good, amazing actually. You are a need for me, not just a want. I crave every part of you, heart, mind, body, and soul. But, I'm scared if I started toughing you again I would never stop, I don't want to scare you away. I'm different Elena by now I'm sure you can see or sense that?
E- Yes, but I don't know if your crazy or trying to get at something else which also sounds a little crazy?
Then I did something I thought I would never do I poked the bear so to speak.
E- Why would it be such a bad thing to stop touching me.
Damn my hormones I can't believe I just said that out loud? With that, I guess that was the only invitation he needed because he was in front of me in a blink of an eye. He picked me up and sandwiched me against a tree, as he wrapped my legs around his waist. It wasn't too hard but rough enough to be sexy and show his want well how he put it his "need for me." He whispered in my ear, "don't be scared I would never hurt you, tell me anytime If you want me to stop okay? I nodded my head as he slowly weaved his fingers through my hair and pulled tilting my head back so he could access my mouth better.
T- Use your words love, so I know if this is okay?
E- Yesss, okay.
I trembled at his touch of his mouth on my ear and his endearing words of asking for my consent. Never in my wildest dreams would I of thought that, that would be sexy? I always thought that would ruin the mood but not with him. He started with his hands on my hips and slowly working his way up to just under my breasts. Where he slightly grazed the underneath of them with his thumbs, looking at my reaction to see if that was okay? I held his gaze and let out a soft moan letting him know I liked that. I had never been touched like this before, it was new to me and felt amazing. I had heard stories from my friends and watch movies thinking it was all fake, no one could feel that way. But, I guess you can with the right person. He slowly cupped one breast then the other as he slowly massaged them in small circles. He started kissing my neck and I was in heaven. I tilted my head to the side to give him more access. I never thought I could be the girl being put against a wall, well tree. I was always too insecure both mind and body, but he makes me feel weightless like I didn't need to worry he had me, had us. As he was drawling out soft moans from me he moved his fingers to my n*****s, which were erect. He slowly and softly pinched and twisted them around with his thumb and fingers making me gasp with pleasure. This always looked so painful but this feeling inside of me is building and I don't know what it is, I feel like I'm going to explode any minute. He captured my lips and all other thoughts were lost, I was just in the here and now. He started grinding against me, but it wasn't enough I wanted more. That building feeling inside screaming at me to be released. What? How? More! He sensed my need and positioned his hands between my legs. Slowly at first he needed and worked his fingers over my core, landing on my sweet spot, that soft delicate bundle of nerves. As he released he found my sensitive bud he drew small circles over and over again. I couldn't take it anymore this was driving me crazy, too slow, not enough. I bucked my hips into his hand letting him know. He took the hint and started going fast all while peppering kisses all down my neck. He kept heading south with his mouth until he reached my breasts. With his free hand, he pulled my cover off over my head while still balancing us and continuing his assault at my core. Then slowly he pulled the strings to my suit free and tossed it on the ground. He gently massaged my breasts again with his free hand while kissing the peaks of them. Then all of a sudden he sucked one of my n*****s into his mouth, and that's all it took. I threw my head back while digging my nails into his shoulders, letting out a scream of pleasure. My stomach and core contracting, pulsation, with the satisfaction of getting what it needed, that he gave me. Aftershocks of trembling pleasure pulsed through me as I slowly came down from my high. How had I lived without this my whole life? That was amazing better than amazing if there's another word. Could anyone make you feel this way or was it just him? I have never had an orgasm before in my life, this was my first, he was my first. I'm breathing heavily trying to catch my breath as he pulls up from my chest to look me in the eyes and give me a gentle kiss on the lips, asking if I enjoyed that. If that was what I needed? What I was asking for/demanding. Um didn't you hear me scream out in pleasure guy? Hell, yes that was the most amazing best thing I have ever felt and experienced in my life, and for the first time nonetheless.
E- That was amazing, I have never felt anything like that before. Your amazing, thank you.
T- I'm happy I could please you love, but what I really want to do is um... Can I taste you?
E- Taste me like with your mouth? Like down there? Um... I actually have never done anything like that before, or let anyone. I don't know um... we are out in the middle of the woods, what if I get dirty down there?
T- You have never had anyone go down on you before? I would be honored to be the first! And, trust me you won't be anywhere near the dirt or ground for that matter. (wink)
E- But how would that work don't I need to lay down for that?
T- Well I would just pick you up like this, (squealing) and wrapped those sexy little legs around my head. Like a reversed shoulder ride. I promise I can make you feel the way you just did if you let me!
E- Um... I don't know what if I fall or you slip this is a lot longer fall than before. Like I said I have never had someone do that for me? To me, before? I'm nervous, worried, what if you get down there and don't like doing that? Or, what if I don't like you down there? I'm self-conscience a little bit.
T- Let me tell you something, there will never be a time where I go down on you hun, and don't love it. And, trust me I think you will like it as well. Did you like what I did earlier with my mouth and hands?
E- Ye Ye Yesss.
Just remembering it makes me quiver and liquid pool between my legs some more. God, I want another orgasm, just do it Elena you never know if you like something if you don't try right?
E- Um... okay I guess we could try it.
With that, he balanced me on his shoulders where I was perched and grabbed my suit bottoms, and with one strong pull ripped them off of me in one go. I was shocked yet aroused that was thick material damn he much me strong. Well look where I'm at yep, definitely strong, this so so freaking hot.
E- Can I hold onto your head or hair? Oh My Gosh, did I do that to your shoulders earlier? I'm so sorry I didn't even know I didn't mean to hurt you!
T- Oh it didn't hurt love, it turned me on even more. When you do that it lets me know I'm doing a good job! (Wink) Trust me they will be gone here in a little bit, you really don't have to worry, I'm a fast healer. And, you can grab my head, hair, or the branch above you. By the way, I like it when your rough, bite me or scratch me all you want!
E- Oh I didn't know I was that high, okay promise you won't drop me right?
T- I promise you are safe with me always love.
Shit, he likes it rough what does that even mean? Just for me to be rough with him like he said "It lets me know I'm doing a good job," or like rough in bed, or both? Maybe I'll find out, but ooh what is he doing? s**t, that feels amazing, I grab onto the small branch above me with one hand and tangle my other one through his hair. Ooh God yes, I feel that pressure building up inside me again. Either it's him or me or both but he makes quick work of getting me to where I want and need to be. Yes, just like that right there, I wonder if he actually likes doing this and is enjoying it as much as me. Well obviously not Elena he isn't coming you are, but still, he pretty much begged to eat me out so he must like it right? One hand snuck under his chin spreading my folds as he slid his tongue up and down my dripping wet core. Wait, was he moaning, or is that me? s**t, it's both of us I guess that answers my question. He slowly plunged his tongue in and out of me lapping up all my juices before he quickened his pace. Then he crept his way up to my sensitive bud and started drawing circles with his tongue. Yep yes, that is what I wanted right there. I started bucking my hips lightly riding his tongue. He took that as a sign to go faster. He started moving his tongue up and down and side to side fastly trying to figure out which one I preferred. He got his answer when I pulled his hair and let out a loud moan when he was going up and down.
T- Don't be afraid to make all the noise if you want to love. I think it's sexy and no one's around. You tell me how you like it what you want, teach me how to please you, show me how you want me to make you c*m.
E- Okay, and just like that Yesssss.
He reached up with his free hand and slowly trailed it up my stomach till he got to his destination. God, this man was a giant I was on top of his shoulders yet he could still reach what he needed to get to. He started working and kneading my breasts going back and forth never forgetting about the other. I was so close, I was right on the edge. Then he pinched and twisted my n****e like before, and that sent me over. I pulled up on the branch with my one hand, while pulling his hair with the other, as my legs twitched and shook around his head. All while letting out a silent scream of pleasure finishing with a yes. When I looked down he was licking and slurping up every last drop he helped spill. Okay, this was amazing and hot, and I liked it a lot, no, I loved it. Well, I can mark this off my bucket list because I don't think it gets any better than this.
E- How? How did you do that? That was amazing, you were right I did like that very much. You are amazing!!!
T- As I said before Hun, I only want to make you happy, which includes in every way possible. And, you tasted just like I imagined, amazing, delicious, I could eat you out every day if you let me?
E- I um... well I would like that but maybe baby steps yeah? You can let me down now before I fall. I'm a little light head, I think I forgot how to breathe or to breathe, I don't know? Can I tell you something?
T- Yeah your probably right might want to slow down some get to know each other more. Because I was serious about wanting to know all of you. Of course, you can tell me anything.
As he slowly lowered me to the woodsy ground I contemplated on telling him that I was a virgin. Not only was that the first time someone went down on me but the first time doing anything with a man. Would he freak out? Would he still want to get to know me and be with me in that way? I always wanted to wait to have it be special and wait till I felt it was with the right person well, check and check. I just can't believe we did those things and for my first time out in the middle of the woods. Special is an understatement, more like exciting, invigorating, bold, maybe dangerous even. I definitely felt like a new woman, this is why I came out here. Well, not to have s*x or do s****l things but to explore, to find me, and reinvent myself. So what the hell I'm going to tell him, I might be freaking out a bit but he deserves to know.
T- Oh careful there are your legs still wobbly some haha.
He laughed as he caught me around the waist satisfied with what he had done. While I was a blushing, embarrassed mess.
E- Yeah, they are I have never experienced anything like that before. I feel like a newborn deer trying to learn to walk for the first time. Wait what about you? Did you finish, I didn't really do anything for you?
T- No, but that's okay I have wanted to please you from the moment I met you. Hopefully, if I did my job right and you are happy and satisfied for now, then that's all that matters to me, Hun. There's always another time I can be patient, I can wait. You know what they say "good things come to those who wait" right, and I'm waiting on the best thing that has ever happened to me, so I think it will be phenomenal when it finally does happen no pressure okay.
He kisses me on top of the head and wraps his arms around me to comfort me that he is content with his decision, which helps me relax some.
E- So speaking of never experienced that before. I have actually um... never been with a man before like this was my first time doing and experiencing those things today with you.
T- Wait what? Really?
T- OH MY GOSH, Exavier did you hear that? We were her first she waited for us, or waited for someone special, and decided it was us.
Ex- God, she makes me so happy. I can't believe we were her first? I hope we met her expectation she had for her first time doing those things?
T- s**t, s**t, s**t, s**t!!!
Ex- What? What's the matter?
T- We let her first time be in the woods!
Ex- But, we didn't know it was her first time and she was into it and told us yes.
T- True, but I don't know what to say and the longer I wait probably the more worried she is getting, thinking I'm mad or upset about it you know?
Ex- Let her know you wouldn't have cared either way. That you're happy she chose us I mean you, and sorry her first time doing anything was out in the woods. Say you wish you could have helped make it more magical.
T- Okay, yeah, that sounds good thanks bud.
Ex- No problem please don't mess this up we have just found her, I love her so much I don't want to lose her, tread lightly.
T- I will, okay she is waiting, talk soon.
T- Well honestly, I'm a little surprised not in a bad way, but in a good way. I wish you would have said something sooner, so your first experience didn't have to be in the woods. But, it's not like we knew this was going to happen between us when we first came out here. So, I get it. I just hope I lived up to some of your expectations you had for your first time? I'm glad you felt comfortable to chose me to be your first in that way. It makes me happy knowing that I was your first. Know that I never want to be with another not after I have been with you, and we haven't even fully made love yet. That's how much of a good first impression you have made on me.
Ex- Well said you were sensitive about it and endearing.
E- So, you're not mad? Do you still want to get to know me more? Every time I got close to doing anything it just never felt right, but with you, it just did. I don't know how to explain it? I really like you and I feel like there is this connection between us I can't explain, but It made me open up to you in a way I never have before. And, honestly, it was more than I ever expected, you have set the bar very high, not like I would know but yeah. As for being out in the woods, I think it was the best place for my first time experiencing the things you made me experience. I feel like everyone has their firsts in a bedroom or house, this was different more, more, magical.
T- Of course, I still want to get to know you, that will never change no matter what, and no I'm not mad. Like I said before how could we have known it would have led to that? Don't get me wrong I'm glad it did happen but, it was quite the surprise. A very happy surprise at that.
E- Good, so I was freaking out over nothing then, thinking that? Well, you're still dressed and I'm not and would like to be. You ripped my suit bottoms, I can't find my top anywhere or my suit cover can you help me find them, please?
T- Uhh, sorry about that by the way I might have gotten a little excited. Here you can take my shirt while I look for them.
E- Thanx, but will it even fit me?
T- No, it probably won't you're so tiny it will most like be a dress on you. But, I wouldn't mind seeing you in my shirt. (Wink)
E- Ohh you're right well I'm just happy that it covers all the important bits.
T- More like covers you down to your knees, Your swimsuit covered the important bits. If you haven't noticed I quite bigger than you.
E- Mostly just way taller.
T- Are you shy being naked in front of me Elena? Maybe even nervous, or self-conscience? Well, don't be because your body is absolutely gorgeous.
E- Um... thank you, and yes all those things and because I'm the only one naked!
T- Ohh if that's the problem then let me even the playing field.
E- No, that's not what I meant...
Too late he is standing there in all his naked glory, and he still had a hard-on. How? Oh God, Elena, don't stare he is looking, s**t, I looked. How do you look away from something so big and just there? It's like it's staring at me, I don't know what to do? I'll just stare at the rest of him, I mean um... face. I'm going to die of embarrassment I swear, please, hurry, find my clothes I thought. But, instead, he takes a step towards me. Oh no, what's he doing, why is he looking at me like that for? I did practically tell him it wasn't fair that he wasn't naked too, so who's fault is this really? Oh, Elena, when will you learn to keep your mouth shut? There was a step or two of distance between us I didn't know what to do? I tried to keep looking at his face but he towered over me, and it was starting to hurt my neck to look up at him. He had a mischievous smile playing across his face when he said me.
T- Have you ever seen a man naked before Elena?
Ex- What are you doing trying to scare her away?
T- Chill dude just having some fun and I want to know?
E- Well, Umm... in like shows or in real life?
T- In real life, like as real as me being naked in front of you right now?
E- Umm... well, no I haven't You would be another first for me. You know what are you trying to embarrass me or make me feel stupid, or bad because it's not going to work! I bet plenty of women want to wait till marriage or till they find that special one to have firsts with it's not that weird.
Ex- Here we go I told you not to go there, now look what you did she is upset with us and we have upset her.
T- I'm sorry I wasn't trying to guilt-trip you or make you feel bad I think it's a very admirable quality that you have. I just wanted to know your answer you know getting to know each other better and you're the one that suggested I make it fair by taking my clothes off too. And, in all honesty, I wanted to see that adorable blush of yours when I make you nervous or you're being shy.
E- Ohh well, sorry I was so hostile with you I thought you were making fun of me for not seeing a naked man up until today. Do I really blush that much?
T- Ohh yes, all the time and it is quite adorable. I would never make fun of you well, not until I fully know you first then it just depends, but, I will never laugh at your expense, especially in serious situations.
E- Look I see my top! How did it get all the way up there? You must have been really lost in the moment, but it's like throwing a tissue it doesn't weigh much so how did you throw it so far?
T- Ohh, you know just like I carried you up the rocky hillside and held you against the tree, and on my shoulders. I'm way stronger than you think. Also, they were just a little bit wet (smirk) so it added some weight to them. I'm offended do you think I'm weak or something?
E- Oh um... No, I just didn't understand, I um...
T- Calm down I'm just teasing you, I like to see you get all flustered and squirm some, kind of like when you squirmed against my mouth and hand.
E- I um... dang it's getting hot out here, isn't it? So are you going to go get my top or am I?
T- Why the rush? Oh, I know you want to see every angle of me naked, don't you? If that's what you wanted all you had to do was ask sweetheart. Or, maybe you want to go up there and give me another view of what's under my shirt?
Ex- You need to calm down you are coming on too strong you might break her. She is fragile and this is a delicate situation more now than ever. We just found out that we were her first s****l experience and we don't know if she wants more? She confided in us and your acting like a jack-ass towards her. You're thinking with the wrong head right now.
T- You're right I'm so horny, and I still have this hard-on, and when she said it wasn't fair that she was the only one naked I might have lost it a little. Especially how she looked at me and took me in and seemed pleasantly surprised, yet embarrassed.
T- I'm sorry, I'm coming on a little strong aren't I? If you haven't noticed you get me a little excited, especially how you looked at me when you first saw me take off my clothes. I don't think I will be able to think right till this is taken care of later. You just tell me what you would like me to do and I'll do it okay?
E- Okay! Can we just go back to the cabin because what's the point of having a top if I don't even have any bottoms to go with them?
T- You could always wear shorts or underwear with them? I really don't mind getting them. Also, If it would make you more comfortable I can put my shorts back on as well?
E- That's a good point I never thought of that. Yes, pants would be the best for now.