Our meeting with Paris was a success and I can say.. peaceful, kahit na halos patayin sa tingin ni Silas si Paris. Despite of Paris’ sincere apologies to me, Silas still didn’t forgive him. Not only because his actions resulted to a trouble but because he touched me and even left a mark on my skin! I bet, he even wanted to punch Paris but he held back because I was with them.
But despite of Silas’ animosity to Paris, we still proceeded with the plan.
We agreed that Paris should expose that truth which he did hours after our meeting. Sa post nya, sinabi nya ang totoong pangyayari mula umpisa hangang sa sinuntok sya ni Yckos. Sinabi nya na misunderstanding lang ang lahat at di ko deserve ang galit at pambubully na natanggap ko dahil kung tutuusin ay ako ang biktima. Humingi din sya ng tawad saakin doon sa post nya at nakiusap sa lahat na itigil na ang pang gugulo saakin.
Sina Kuya Thyme at Kuya Rue naman ay inasikaso ang video uploader, tinakot nila ito na mag sasampa kami ng kaso dahil sa pag gawa nya ng istorya na nag resulta sa pang bubully saakin sa f*******:. Kaya mabilis nitong binura ang post at nag public apology saakin.
I was relieved and happy when the issue ended. Malinis na ang pangalan ko at marami ang nanghingi ng tawad sa pang huhusga saakin. Ang mga schoolmates ko naman na nag parinig at nakisawsaw sa comments sa sss ay halos di makatingin saakin ng diretso pag nakakasalubong ko sa Campus. Samantalang may ilan na nanghingi ng tawad saakin.
After we settled the issue, Silas left the Country again. He said that he’ll try to come back after three weeks. And I do really hope that he can come back home asap!
When he left, we did the same routine. Video call and chat whenever possible. It was hard but that’s better than not having a communication with him.
Gustong gusto ko na hatakin ang oras at araw, I even did a countdown sa calendar ko sa room! That’s how badly I missed him and wanted him back so bad.
I think I have finally fallen for him.
It seems like a short time pero, the way he treats me and the way he cares for me.. who’s wouldn’t fall for him? Bago pa man sya umalis I knew already that what I am feeling for him is more than LIKE level..
We might still be young, but I am sure that this is more than like or Infatuation.
Besides wala naman siguro sa bilis o tagal yan.. I have known him for almost 2 years naman.. nagkataon lang na whirlwind romance ang nangyari saamin.
A month has passed by..and it felt like the days were awfully slow. I am expecting that Silas can now go back but he didn’t. He still needs to extend because his father hasn’t recover yet and there are some major issues in the company. One of the stock holders embezzled the funds for a big project and another stockholder tried to sell infos to their rival company that’s why Silas became busier than ever. Kung dati ay video call everyday and chat every free time, ngayon may araw na hindi kami na kakapag video call or nakakachat lang sya once then kinabukasan na uli.
Slowly na walan sya ng time sakin..nawala sya ng time sa relays on namin.
Two months after..he was still in Greece and our communication still hasn’t improved..it actually became worst for there were days when he won’t be able to reply on my messages, kahit seen hindi nya magawa!
“Finally!” Nakahinga ako ng maluwag ng sumagot sya. It is already two in the morning,sinadya kong hindi matulog at subukan tawagan sya ng ganun oras. Ako na mag aadjust kung ito lang ang way para mag kausap kami! Kahit na may class ako ng seven am, handa akong magpuyat for him.
If he can’t give me time, I am willing to sacrifice mine.
“Hi Love..” pagod nyang bati.
I miss him so bad that all I want to do is to stare at him.
He looks exhausted and stressed. Para bang hindi na ito natutulog. Being an acting OIC is not easy, lalo pa’t bata palang si Silas..he shouldn’t be experiencing this kind of stress yet! Buti nalang well trained sya ng Dad nya, or else sa mga nangyayari sa Company nla, baka na bankrupt na ito!
“Are you still in the office?” Naka kunot noo kong tanong when I realized that he’s still wearing his dress shirt and coat and a necktie.
He sighed and gave me a tired smile.
“I’m almost done..I just need to read one more report and approve it-“
“North! You must rest! Wag mo naman pabayaan ang sarili mo!” He chuckled, sumandal ito at hinilot ang sentido.
“I will.. after this I promise. You should rest too..it’s already dawn there right now.”
I pouted.
“But I still want to talk yo you..I missed you so bad!” Angal ko at niyakap ang unan ng mahigpit. To be honest inaantok na talaga ako, hindi ako sanay sa puyatan pag may pasok kinabukasan, my latest sleep is at ten in the evening, but for him..nilalabanan ko ang antok!
“I know.. but you must rest, it is already dawn there and you still have a class.. I’ll call you on your break time.
I frowned.
I doubt that. He’s too busy to have a call in the morning.
“Can we talk a bit more???”lambing ko.
Gosh I never thought that time will come na ako ang mang hihingi ng oras nya! I even sounded like a clingy girlfriend!
“I still need to finish this report Love and-“
“Silas! I brought dinner! I’m sure di ka pa nag didinner. Sabay tayo!”
Mabilis na namatay ang tawag, napaahon ako sa pagkakahiga. Boses babae ang narinig ko! At familiar ang boses na iyon!
Tumunog ang phone ko matapos ng ilang minuto, Silas is calling and I answered it immediately.
“Sorry Love, I accidentally ended the call.”
Huh?! That’s not an accident, I saw the panic on his face before his finger moved, sinandya nya ibaba ang tawag!
“Whose is that?!” Mariin Kong tanong, my heart is beating fast. Bakit kinakabahan ako sa isasagot nya?!
“Love-“
“Is that Sancha?!” Hula ko, but I am hoping na mali ako.
I saw him closed his eyes. Then when he opened his eyes, pagod na tiningnan nya ako.
“She just brought me dinner.” Masuyo nyang sabi.
Wow.. just wow.. parang last time sabi nya hindi sila nag usap tapos ngayon may pag dala ng dinner?! And he didn’t even mention to me na okay na sila?!
“You don’t even have time to call me..” sarcastic kong sabi. “Minsan pati chat di mo magawa pero..nagagawa mong magka time kay Sancha?” Bitter kong sabi. I am so proud of myself for not crying in front of him kahit na ang totoo ay naiiyak na ako.
“Love..it’s nothing-“
“You are right, may pasok pa ako hours from now. I shouldn’t have disturb you.. mahahati pa ang oras mo samin ni Sancha-“
“Love! What are you talking about-“
“I’m going to sleep now, inaantok na ako. Dapat di na ako nag pakapuyat para lang tawagan ka.” I chuckled sarcastically.” Bye.” I said without waiting for his response binabaan ko sya ng tawag.
Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko. Hinihingal ako sa galit!
Wala pang ilang segundo ay tumatawag na uli sya, pero inoff ko ang phone ko.
I don’t want to talk to him.. not at this moment when I am overwhelmed with the anger that I am feeling right now.