Love and Lust

Chapter 2

There is this one day, after P.E. class, Wilma and Nath invited me to a party. Of course I came with them. I do parties, but I'm not a wild party girl. Wilma parked her car in front of a beautiful mansion. The house is so big. I asked them, "Uhm, so... Whose party are we crashing?"

They both looked back at me and laughed. "It's Railey's crib. The s*x God is also there." Nath said.

I tensed. Good thing Wilma and Nath were already walking ahead. I followed them quickly. I didn't know why I felt that way. Maybe because finally I'm going to meet this "s*x God" that Wilma and Nath were always talking about. They told me he was a senior and a football player who's good at s*x. Nath knocked at the door. A tall, good looking guy opened the door, "Nath!" he shouted then hugged her. He turned to Wilma and hugged her too, "Wilma." Then he looked at me, eye to eye, and asked, "and you are?"

"Oh, that's S." Nath told him. "S, this is Railey, the owner of this house." She added. Nath and Wilma went inside right away.

I stared at him for a while, then smiled. He gazed at me, then said, "So you're the newbie Hunter kept talking about."

"Uhm, who?" I asked.

He laughed, "Oh, you're going to meet him inside." He put his arm around my shoulder and lead me inside, "Why don't you come in. You'll meet a lot of people here." He said.

His house is really big. There's a lot of people inside --students of Graceous High, I thought. I walked in slowly. Railey walked away and went to this slutty-looking girl, then kissed her. I found Nath talking to a guy, and Wilma, with another guy. So, I am all alone. I decided to explore the house. And every corner I looked, there is always people making out. I got tired and thirsty so I decided to go to the kitchen to get some water. As I approached the kitchen, I heard noises. Girls who moaned loudly. Then I thought maybe there's a basement room down there so I just ignored the noise and continued walking through the kitchen.

I was shocked on what I saw when I walked in the kitchen. My eyes wide open, and my mouth popped open. There's a guy having s*x with two girls! I didn't know what to do. I couldn't move... Then I forced myself to move, I was out of balance, and I'm about to fall, so I reached the counter. I was catching my breath when the guy said, "Hey, newbie, care to join us?" he said. Then the two girls moaned even louder. I didn't want to look at them, so I closed my eyes, turned my back on them and said, "I-I was just looking for water... j-just continue to what you're doing and I'm gonna go now." I ran away from the kitchen and went straight to the living room as fast as I can. He is definitely the s*x God, I thought.

Then it came to my attention that the living room is full of people and they're playing spin the bottle. Wilma noticed me, "Where did you go? Are you okay?" she mouthed.

I mouthed back, "I'm fine." Then I found a free spot beside Railey on the couch, so I seated beside him.

He looked at me, "You look pale, S. Are you okay?" he asked.

"Yeah, it's all good. I just got tired exploring your big house," I answered.

He laughed, then stood up and said, "It's very nice having you here." then he walked away.

I slouched on the couch and leaned my head back. I closed my eyes, trying to relax. After a few minutes, someone sat beside me where Railey was seated earlier, so I opened my eyes and found the s*x God face to face with me. I shouted. Everybody laughed so I blushed. The s*x God stood up, then he made everybody shut up, "Let our newbie play spin the bottle." he said, pointing at me.

"I don't do games." I told him. Then the crowd was making side comments.

"You're just scared, aren't you?" He smirked at me.

I knew he was just mocking me so I accepted the challenge and I wanted him to see that he's messing with the wrong girl. I went down on my knees, turned the bottle and it started to spin. I was reading all possible dares, and there's too much kiss this person for 10 seconds, 20 seconds, etc. There were 5 different names of a guy and 3 names of a girl. I was praying that the bottle would stop in a guy's name and I promised to kiss him willingly. The bottle started to slow down, I noticed everyone is quiet and all their attention was in the game. Then the bottle stopped. My dare: Kiss Hunter for 10 seconds. And then I remembered what Railey said earlier. This Hunter kept talking about me.

I thought, Okay, thank the Gods, I got the shortest time! But who the hell is Hunter?! I scanned the room to look all the boys. Then the s*x God interruped me, "Dare time, newbie." he said.

I hated him for getting me on this situation. "Who the hell is Hunter?!" I shouted at him. Everybody laughed, but he just smiled.

Then it came to me, and I thought, Oh, no... no... He can't be Hunter! He smirked at me and said, "My name is Hunter Anderson a.k.a 'The s*x God'. It would be such an Honor to be the subject of your dare."

I looked at him disgustingly, "Please!" I growled.

"You can't do it, can you?" he said. Then the crowd said, "ooooooh."

I just glared at him. How come the bottle stopped on his name! Out of 5, he's the one I get to kiss?! This is so unfair! I didn't speak 'cause I was so mad at him.

"Maybe because you're too good, you're not just a virgin, you're a girl who have never been kissed..." he said, and he was still saying something but I can't hear it anymore 'cause my blood runs up through my head, and I thought, That's it! Then quickly, I walked towards him... grabbed his shirt with my right hand... pulled him closer to me, and kissed him. I can tell that he was surprised beacuse he tensed when I kissed him. Then the crowd started to count... 10... 9... I kissed him passionately just to get back to him. I wanted him to remember that moment... 8... 7... then he kissed me back, and pulled me closer to him... 6... 5... I bit his lip gently... 4... then get back to kissing him... hard... 3... 2... he moaned... 1... Then I pushed him away, and said, "You are messing with the wrong girl!"

He stood still, looking at me, and for the first time, he ran out of words. I went closer to him, closer to his face, but I tilted my head up because he's tall, "Never, ever mess with me again, dickhead!" I told him. Everyone was quiet. I turned away, and eventually walked away from Railey's house and went straight home.

I was so pissed at Hunter, I slammed the door on our apartment. My sister is nowhere to be found. I lied down on my bed, and texted Wilma and Nath:

» So sorry, I had to ditched the party. See you tom. Be safe! «

I removed my shoes, and lied down again. And eventually, I fell asleep.

I woke up in the sound of my phone. I checked my inbox. 5 messages. The first message was from Nathalie:

» r u okay? we need 2 talk tom. btw, u did great, S. see you! «

Next one's from Wilma:

» ..you're the talk of the school because of what you did back there! Amazing, S! «

I got 2 other texts not registered on my phone.

» Ur the 1st girl hu humiliated me in front of evrybody... See u at school, newbie. Im so goin to know your name. «

» and btw, ur a great kisser. ;) «

I didn't respond on his texts, but I was glad to know that he liked my kiss. I remembered how I kissed him. His lips were soft... he kissed me back... I realized that I liked the kiss too, but I dismissed that thought right away. I got him that time, I thought. And that day was the day I met the s*x God. And that same day, I decided to hate him.

*****

The next morning, inside the classroom, Nath and Wilma went in front of me. We talked about what happened in the party and they were giving nice comments about it, how I blew Hunter away and how everybody liked me more because of what I did. I just smiled at them. Then a familiar voice came out from nowhere, "So, what stands for S?" It was Hunter. He regarded me with his seductive eyes. I raised an eyebrow at him and said, "My name doesn't concern you, Hunter."

He smirked, "How sweet of you, S. I'll be watching you," he said, then walked away.

The mocking conversation continued between me and the s*x God, every now and then. He just doesn't want to stop until he knew my real name. But I kept on ignoring him. There is this one time, I didn't know that he followed me through my locker. As I locked my locker, and turned to walk away, he put his hands against my locker, on either side of my head which made me stepped backwards. I was leaning on my locker, trapped by Hunter. Two ladies came towards us, but they only looked at Hunter. I recognized the other girl. She's one of the two girls who had s*x with him in Railey's party. The other girl I didn't knew wrapped her hands around his waist, whispered to his ear, while looking at me, "I thought you'll be mine for tonight?... I never thought you liked girls like her..." Of course I heard what she said. Hunters' face was just inches away from me.

Hunter looked back at the girl, "I'm busy, girl. Get your hands off me, now!" he warned. Then the ladies were shocked, they might have been scared, and walked away.

I tensed. He's mad. Why is he mad? Was it me who made him mad? I didn't know what to do, but I still acted tough in front of him, "What do you want now, Hunter?" I asked. I gazed at his blue eyes.

He smiled. I thought he was mad, but then maybe he just calm himself down. I was relieved with his smile. She looked at me, gazing my eyes intently, "I just want to know you more, S. You're a mystery to me." he said.

"Don't you have any girls to f**k instead of talking to me?" I asked.

His jaw clenched, and then he closed his eyes for a while. As he opened his eyes, he said, "Well, yeah... but this is different."

I shook my head, "I don't understand what you're talking about. If you really want to know me more, you should show me that you deserve to be in my life. I-I mean, only real people got to know the real me." I said.

He put his hands down now and stood properly in front of me. He put his mouth closer to my ear and whispered, "I will, and you'll see."

I watched him walked away slowly without turning back. Wilma and Nath approached me, "Are you okay? What did he do to you?" Wilma asked.

"Nothing!" I said. "He might have said something..." I added.

"What is it?" Nath demanded.

I shrugged, "He said he wanted to know me more." I blushed.

Nathalie grinned, "Oh my God!! He likes you, S!" she shouted.

"sssshhhh!" I said, while I covered her mouth. "Don't be silly, he likes everybody!" I added.

Wilma tapped my shoulder, "It was the first time that he didn't flirt back with a girl, you know" she said.

"We never know," I said.