Love and Lust

Chapter 4

Monday came and during lunch time at the cafeteria, Wilma, Nathalie, and I were seated on our usual seats. Just a normal day. But then all of us were shocked when Hunter seated right next to me.

"Hi." he said.

I blushed. I looked at Wilma and Nath, then looked at him, "Uhm, Hi." I said, then I smiled.

"Oh, I'll just go buy some lunch. You want something?" he asked me.

"Uhm, I'm good. Thanks." I said.

He looked at Wilma and Nath. "We're fine," Wilma said. "Yep, totally fine." Nath added, but she was looking at me. Hunter stood up and walked away to buy some lunch.

"S? Please explain!?" Nathalie demanded.

I looked at her, then at Wilma, "Uhm... we hang out yesterday, a-and got to know him better." I said.

Nath raised an eyebrow to me, "By hang out, you mean you slept with him?!" she asked.

"No!!" I shouted. "We just... chat, that's all. I promise." I added.

"And what did you talked about?" Wilma asked.

I didn't want to tell them everything. It's a touchy subject, so I just said, "He told me why he became a s*x God, and you were right, Nath."

"Uhm, h-he also told me that... uhm, he wanted to know me more." I added, then I blushed.

"He likes you, S!" Wilma shouted.

I swear my face flushed crimson already. "I don't know. He never told me he likes me. He got issues you know, but I do understand now." I said.

They looked at each other, then to me. "Do you like him, S?" Nath asked.

I breathed hard. "Well, um... I don't know... I'm starting to like him, I guess. But not officially." I finally said.

They both giggle. Then suddenly, Hunter came back and seated beside me. "What are you guys talking about?" Hunter asked.

He looked at me, then I froze. Good thing Wilma saved my ass. "Oh, nothing. Just planning for prom." she said. Then she stood up, grabbed Nathalie, and said, "Nath and I were gonna go get our prom dresses, so... uhm, see you later, S!" he said. Both of them walked away, both giggling.

It was my chance to ask him some questions now, I thought. "Hey, can I ask you something?" I asked.

His mouth was full, but he answered, "What is it?"

"Uhm, why did you stop bothering me for weeks?" I asked.

He drank some coke then said, "Oh, you noticed that, huh?"

Then he turned to me. He was being serious again. "I needed to be sure." he said.

Now, I'm more confused than ever. He continued, "I thought that if I went back with, you know... um, having girls, you'll be out of my mind. But then --please don't get me wrong, all the girls I f****d during those weeks, all I thought about was you. I can't get you out of my head."

I felt hot. I had goosebumps when he said that. I tensed in front of him. But he kept talking, "Sure, at first I just really wanted to get into your pants 'cause you look really hot, but then there's something in you... that made me feel good. So I decided not to screw it up, 'cause I was longing for that kind of feeling." he finished.

It's hard to process all that he said. I looked hot to him? He just wanted to get into my pants before?! I made him feel different? And he was thinking about me when he was f*****g girls?! I know I have to feel mad or something, but I didn't. His words made me feel tensed.

The bell rang, then I still couldn't move. Someone called Hunter and he shouted, "I'll be there!" Then he turned to me, "I'll wait you outside your room." he said. He kissed me on the forehead, and went away.

I was inside the class now, but not really in the mood to listen. I touched my forehead where he kissed me. I blushed. Then I realized, that I do like him already.

*****

The next day, as usual, he waited me outside of my room, then he invited me into their house because he wanted me to meet someone. I didn't ask who, but I came with him. We parked outside their house, their BIG house.

"You didn't mention that you're rich." I said.

"Did I?" he smirked.

A red car also parked in front of their house, just in front of us. I could see it was a girl. Then the girl got out of her car and so was Hunter.

"Hon!!!" the girl said. She kissed Hunter on the cheek and hugged him. Hunter hugged her back.

Then I thought, Hon? He does have a girlfriend?! And then that time, after I saw them, I got pissed at Hunter again. They were talking now, too touchy with each other. Why is he saying sweet things on me if he has a girlfriend?! He's playing at me! Then I got out of the car. I am so angry. I walked towards Hunter, and the girl noticed me and smiled. But I ignored her and slapped Hunter to his face.

They were both shocked on what I did. They didn't say anything. The girl's mouth was wide open when she saw Hunter being slapped. So I speak up, looking at Hunter, "I thought you don't have a girlfriend!" I shouted.

Hunter touched his cheek, where I slapped him, "What?!" he said.

Then the girl laughed. Hunter looked at the girl, then realized something, and he laughed too. I was so confused, but still mad, "Why are you laughing?!" I shouted.

The girl looked at me, "I believe you are Savannah?... I'm Zyra, Hunter's sister." she said.

I swear to God I wanted to hide myself and never to come out! It was so embarrasing!

We were inside their house now. I said sorry to both of them. His sister kept laughing on what just happened. We talked over dinner, and it turned out Zyra was already married. He just wanted to visit Hunter and meet me, 'cause Hunter kept talking about me. I glanced over at Hunter and he was looking down. Then his sister had to leave. She kissed me on the cheek, and hugged me. She turned to Hunter and hugged him too. She walked out the door and drove home.

Hunter and I sat down on the couch. We were watching some movie. We were silent for a while, then he turned to me. "Why did you think Zyra is my girlfriend?" he asked.

I blushed. That was pretty much the most embarrasing moment in my life! I looked back at him, "Because she called you 'Hon', short for 'Honey?'" I said.

Then he laughed. Really loud.

I frowned at him, "Stop laughing at me!" I shouted.

He tried to stop. But it was useless. He slapped his cheek to stop laughing, "Actually... It's 'Hun', short for 'Hunter'" he chuckled.

Oh, I just love to hear it! It was real! It was the real Hunter. I pouted my lips and just stared at him.

"You see, only special girls, like my sister can call me with that nickname 'cause it's so disgusting if I heard it from Railey." he said. Then we both laughed.

He clasped his hands with mine, then he gazed at my eyes. Oh, I adore his beautiful blue eyes that matched his black hair. We stared at each other for a while, then suddenly he shivered. He was catching his breath.

"What's wrong, Hunter? You look like you're going to be sick." I said.

"I'm fine." he said. He tightened his grip in my hands.

"Breathe," I told him.

Then he breathe harder and said, "I-I, uh..."

"What?" I asked.

He exhaled a deep breath and looked at me, "I-I... I like you, S. There, I said it." he said.

I froze. Hunter Anderson likes me too! I wanted to tell him that I like him too, but what I did was I moved closer to him, touched his face, looked him in the eyes, and kissed him.

He kissed me back. He slipped his hands through my hair, and kissed me passionately... hard. Then tounge to tounge.

His hand was on my waist now, and he slowly slipped his hand under my shirt, reaching for my boobs. We were still kissing passionately as he cupped my boobs and gently massaged it. I moaned.

He slipped his fingers in my bra, and that was the time I pulled away his hands off me and broke off the kiss.

We were both shocked. "I'm not ready, Hunter." I said.

He was really shocked on what just happened, "I'm so sorry, S. I didn't mean to... I-I was carried over. Please, don't get mad." he said.

I held his hands, "It's okay. I was carried over too." I said.

He hugged me, then kissed my forehead. I hugged him back.

He drove me back home. He pulled over his car, and looked at me, "I know you're still a virgin, S. I promise I won't force you to do it until you're ready." he said.

I looked back at him and smiled, "Thank you." I said.

He held my hand, "But you see, I have needs. I only want to do it with you and not to anyone else anymore." he said.

I didn't want him to go f**k other girls either. Especially now that I know he likes me too. I want him. "Are you willing to wait?" I asked.

He scratched his head, "Hmm, only if you're willing to try and learn." He smirked at me.

I frowned at him, "What's that suppose to mean?!" I asked.

He grinned, "We could do oral s*x. No s*x, actually. It's just about touching and licking." he said.

I didn't say anything. I was shocked. I just stared at him. Then he said, "Please think about it, S. It's a win-win situation. You'll learn the basics, then I get some pleasure from teaching you." he said.

"I'll think about it." I said.

"And by the way, you can call me 'Hun' now." he smirked at me.

I giggled. "I like that." I said. "Well, uhm... goodnight, Hun." I added, then I blushed.

"Good night." he said. He kissed me on the lips. A sweet, good night kiss, then I got out of his car.

As I lied down to sleep, I thought about his proposal. He's right. He has needs. But I'm also sure as hell that I'm not yet ready. I want him. I want to give him the pleasure he seeks. As long as there will be no s*x yet, I think I could do it. I need to because I want him.