Young

Young(First chapter Ego)

Maybe, today looks bright with blue in the sky when the top of the sun reigns above the sky, the beam of heat is shining.

"Why are we in this vast desert, Andy...." A young man sat tired of being thirsty, he drank a bottle of water. "Waste of time, waste of hope looking for sustenance..."

"Budi, not time wasted...." Andy played with the big bottle in his hand "But, who met us here......"

"That's what you didn't say earlier...."

"Sorry, too riddles...." Andy smiled, drinking a little bottle. "Besides, we're not hungry on the beach. There are lots of people selling food there......"

"Then I'll go first, who knows if there's food or cigarettes to kill this boredom...." Budi walked towards Andy, while carrying a shoe on his shoulder. "Wait, maybe I've been busy chatting with other people for a long time. we were minutes ago sitting here……”

Andy looked to his right, the girl walked towards him.

"You've been alone for a long time, or are you waiting on purpose...." The girl sneered at Andy, something was hiding. "Where's your friend who was here, Andy. Run and hide from us, or plan something else..."

"Mutia, is it always like that...." Andy didn't care, he had known for a long time the nature of the girl beside him. "It's better to talk, why do you want to hold a meeting here.

"It's not fun to meet in public, after all, there's nothing wrong with meeting in this place.....!!"

"Not fun, just like MI agents.....!!" Andy laughed out loud, throwing a water bottle to Mutia.

Mutia smiled catching the water bottle, it was funny to hear Andy's expression. The bottle was taken, quenching her thirst.

"Ah....damn, should know who asked to meet in this strange place....." Budi grumbled seeing Mutia beside Andy, approaching the two people. .."

"Two boys fooled by one girl..."

"It's just you, Andy..." Budi started to walk the other way. "Tomorrow, don't take me to your meeting. We are not government agents, we are people who have time for business. No, take a walk without content here.. ..."

"Yes, I was wrong if I invited you here...." Andy got up from his seat, clapping his hands on the surface of his jeans. "Otherwise, you refuse because you don't take a walk...."

"For the record, I won't be interested anymore. Ok...." Budi spoke, without looking back.

"Maybe, he seriously said that...." Mutia looked at Budi who was walking away. "Because he is often bullied, so he is full every day by tricking you...."

"Friends are there, even though far away, they are always together. Because everyone has their own memories, make a story in the old days...."

Andy looked at Mutia, they started down the desert.

"Will not be together, will not know what happened...."

"Whatever it is, it's just a flash of uncertainty, it's still unpredictable the meaning of everyday memories..."

"Still have meaning, those flashes of memory are in television dramas. We feel, memories come back into words to ourselves. It used to be so stupid to let go of everything, just chasing other things..."

Mutia laughed at Andy's words, maybe it was understandable. Still, time went by to repeat the memories.

"If we're not busy, because work diverts things that don't matter to be a burden...." Mutia explained her point of view, everything was limited to activities. "Besides, memories arise when we enjoy holidays...."

"Or, when we're relaxing with other people. All those memories are meaningless to remember......"

"If that person gives a newly learned trait, but if he annoys us every day...." Mutia interrupted Andy's words, memories easily arise. day....."

They stopped walking, staring at each other. There was a strong bond from the past when they were together, too long to unravel.

"It's funny, telling the story that the two of us didn't realize we were sharing what we never thought of..."

"Andy, you never say anything wrong. Instead, we meet to talk about relationships because of illness reasons. Or, for some other unclear reason to prevent us from seeing each other again..."

"Staying away, or running doesn't change the facts. If that question can be answered with satisfactory results, it keeps repeating itself. Not today, but tomorrow when we experience the same thing, it's a dilemma..." Andy saw Mutia's face, amidst the whistling wind. on the beach. "It's not the right to stop it, indeed I invite you to meet to talk. Even though, the condition is to make other people upset ..."

"Budi, a friend from middle school when we first met grade 3...." Mutia smiled, followed by Andy's small laugh. "If he doesn't remind us, we are selfish when we love. No, try to understand it to fill the meaning of emptiness.... "

"Blindness of youth, lost in search of answers..." Andy realized, when he was overflowing with youthful emotions. "Because we spend time together, not looking for something to do....."

"That being said, it is normal to be human to carry out all the experiences learned...." Mutia looked far ahead, the footsteps arrived at the shore. "If we go back, with this in mind. Maybe, changes will not be like now... ..."

"But, it didn't happen...." Andy looked at the vast ocean. "Because I know there are other people who hang on our shoulders in this life....."

"Have you got the answer, Andy......"

"Yes, with the time from S.M.P to S.M.A. Even though, long isn't forever...." Andy paused, continued walking. "It's time to find someone else, maybe they will add meaning to this life...."

"Can you use a Phil Collins song..."

"This is not a soap opera, this time..." Andy scratched his head, the song describes the emotions people feel. "Although, the words in the song have full emotions depicted for moments like today...."

"Ah....not fun, without background music at this time...."

"Yeee....music is listened to when we relax and unwind, there are moments like when we accidentally meet people from the past......"

"Goodbye, Andy...." Mutia smiled in the whispering wind on the beach.

"Good to meet, Mutia ....." Andy walked slowly. "Time is not limited by circumstances, changes to unite. If needed depends on us understanding, meaning that is maintained in the future ....."

"Perhaps, it's hard to do it alone without any response......"

"Hehehe.....not interesting, without having to fight beyond the limit...." Andy laughed, hearing Mutia's complaint."The war in front of us with what we are fighting, it all depends on our perspective. If you want to try to understand the situation from another point of view, then look to turn things around. Good for us, or good karma for tomorrow..."

“Still, it is futile to try to turn things around……”

"Nature doesn't waste what's wasted, it's still paid according to the sacrifice...." Andy paused, glancing at Mutia's face. "The bet is who regrets it, the meaning of the struggle in this relationship war. "

"Time judged all of this to be the best thing to remember..."

"It all depends, from the education of the family and the people around us...." Andy pointed to his head, a smile adorned Mutia's face. At least, there is a lesson in the situation to be smart in attitude. It depends on us looking towards the good, and the bad, we take our own wisdom...."

"We who experience it, other people don't understand all the experiences we feel...." Mutia laughed broadly, understanding what Andy meant. "Really, lucky to be with you, really can't be together anymore....."

"Because it's time for us to learn, from other people who provide new experiences to learn...."

"That's the change you mean, the change in identity in this relationship..."

"Because we have been together for a long time, it doesn't necessarily give the impression of walking on one goal...." Andy walked back, Mutia looked at his back away. "Other people who complete our lessons, not old people with us. Learn new experiences, not from someone which is old....."

"Thank you, Andy...." Mutia looked at Andy, she made a decision without looking back.

Mutia paused for a moment, there was a desire to be expressed before drifting away from the beach.

"Tell me, Andy......" Mutia exclaimed loudly, stopping Andy "Is this the only thing we can talk about, is there anything else we don't explain. Is it so cowardly to express old feelings, or just be silent like a statue.... ...???"

Andy turned to look at Mutia, a stern face was reflected in Andy's frown.

"There is something I want to say firmly, there are people who think deviate from all the rules of society......???" Andy looked selfishly at Mutia, eyes harboring emotion. "Do you know that deviance cannot be denied by people in this world .....???"

"Yes, I want to hear that. As clear as you are in front of my face, standing without any idea of ​​who you are all this time..."

"It crossed my mind, can't you kiss me. Can't you r**e me. Are you afraid of having a sinful child, saying I want your stamp left in my body. You are, the person I deserve for this life. .....!!!"

Unexpectedly Mutia lunged at Andy, a hard hit lodged in Andy's face. Continued irregular beatings of emotions, hard for a long time to be buried undisclosed.

Andy was silent, his body became the target of Mutia's emotional outburst. Not stopping, the engine didn't run out of fuel and drove towards the destination.

Seconds after time rolled out, anger was not revealed, buried deep between the wind and the beach rolling on the emotions that were channeled.

"You are, one...."

Tears rolled between Mutia's eyes, bowed in Andy's chest. Andy's hands were gripped, strong fear was released from the bottom of his heart.

Mutia swiftly grabbed Andy's hair, his lips mashed up against the emotion of being channeled without stopping the tears streaming down his face. The stronger Mutia's tug gave him, the fiercer he played with his lips at Andy who was resigned to Mutia.

The emotions in the arms of the two people of the opposite s*x have come together.

Mutia cried loudly to release the selfishness in Andy's arms, sobbing was clearly heard in Andy's ears.

"What stupidity are we doing today, not satisfied I continue my life from the grip of this old hand that hugs my heart...."

"Are you done with this way of raping me……???"

"It's over without being a coward the next day, at least the emotional satisfaction of the atmosphere..."

Slowly keeping the emotions unraveled over time, exchanging glances at the meaning of the old emotional connection.

"Yes, your beauty has killed me in this unbelievably savage way of raping my heart......!!!"

"Thank you again for hearing you speak so selfishly......"

"Even though, depicted a deviation of paths between the two different worlds we live in......"

Both humans take their own life path, personal separation. Good or bad experiences for perfection are judged from the point of view of each individual seeing it.

"We are looking for a way, we walk in different directions, we never know, until wherever the answer to identity is based on other people......."

"Humans determine the choice of travel, it is selfish of us to choose......" Andy stood up, facing Mutia. "Be careful, in a mysterious way the Creator comes into play in the life of this world. Because we are on a journey of seekers, and determine destiny.. ...."

Andy went in a different direction, not the way. Mutia's right to contemplate without Andy's distraction, her personal right to decide her own life's journey.

Although the meeting is not determined, today they share the selfishness in the memories of the past. Because life is made for each other to experience, lessons are understood emotionally, personally judge in their own point of view.

"Wow.....this is another problem......" Budi was not alone, he came back, he saw from a distance the two people took different paths and separated from each other. "Still the power of young blood, it's hard to benchmark the path of togetherness living side by side... ..."

"It's hard to get together again......"

"There is an awkwardness of speech, especially in a situation like this......" the girl beside him, Budi, shook his head slightly understanding the selfishness of the two partners being defended. "

"I hate this,Charlista......" Budi scratched his head slightly, the corner of his eye colliding with the gaze of the girl beside him. "We will be entangled in the emotional problems of two people with different paths of life......."

"This would be, an interesting mystery regardless of time......"

"Yes, we see the meeting of their separation. At this time the young soul is full of a sense of selfishness, they feel human..."

Charlista chuckled, footsteps away from the beach. Budi followed Charlista's footsteps, left the beach with the wind walking at the sunset at the end of the ocean.

"Why did I decide to be your lover, Budi.....?

"Why, this is the first time I want to know the answer from your lips. Charlista.......?" Budi stopped walking, like Charlista stopped in front of him. "Is it because you wanted, fierce resistance got your heart at that time...... ??"

"Learning to understand, is not a reason for love I have to accept the weak side of women who have to be dazzled. By good looks, kindness, sharing, and, men's intelligence in leading the family...."

Budi scratched his head a little, shook his head a little. Didn't expect any side of his beauty to be seen, and was strongly described by Charlista.

"Every time there are small lessons, both logical, or spiritual, you give when you are together......"Charlista hugged Budi's spoiled body, her slender fingers played on the surface of Budi's lips. "You don't give boredom of time, there are small things given to understand which side of this soul is weak in admiration for your personality……”

Budi's hand is held by Charlista, her face is flushed with honesty. Charlista's honesty is right on the romantic side of women. No, only men can give a romantic state of speech. Sometimes an innocent woman speaks honestly, able to give romance.

Romance is, sincere actions are given with the value of actions, or spoken words are spoken from the bottom of the heart at the right moment without being made by stringing words together just for lustful desires that eliminate the value of loving for a long time side by side.

Choices, not above, but personal traits are created to be based on walking side by side together in life revolves around this world.

Ego may exist, only when it understands more meaning to choose the right partner in this world.

The time of life is spent rotating the earth revolving on its axis with the moon at night, and, the sun during the day.