~Breaking the silence~
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Chapter Seven: Breaking the Silence
The classroom emptied in a blur of shuffling shoes and chatter, but Eva lingered by her desk, waiting for the tide of students to thin. Her notebook lay open, untouched, though she stared at the same page as if it might rearrange itself into answers. Kai had slipped out the moment class ended, silent as always, leaving behind the faint echo of his late arrival and his single, silk-smooth apology that still rang in her ears.
She told herself she wasn’t waiting for him. She wasn’t watching the door in case he turned back, wasn’t hoping he’d pause, wasn’t expecting—anything. And yet, when the last of her classmates drifted out, she was still seated, unmoved, restless.
Finally, she stood, gathering her things, her movements sharper than necessary. If he wasn’t going to talk, then fine. But she wasn’t going to sit with the weight of his silence forever.
Lili was at her locker down the hall, balancing a pile of books against her hip. Eva approached before she had time to second-guess herself.
“Hey,” Eva said, forcing casualness into her tone. “Got a minute?”
Lili looked up, her smile quick and warm. “For you? Always. What’s up?”
Eva hesitated. Her fingers drummed against the strap of her bag. She wasn’t sure how to word it without sounding like she cared too much. “It’s about Kai.”
Lili’s brows lifted, curiosity flickering in her eyes. “Kai Black?”
“Yeah.”
“What about him?”
Eva exhaled, hating how uncertain she sounded. “He… spoke. In class. Today.”
Lili laughed lightly. “So? He can talk, you know.”
“I know.” Eva’s cheeks warmed. “It’s just… different. He never really does. At least, not around me.”
Something softened in Lili’s expression, the amusement giving way to a more thoughtful look. She shifted the books in her arms. “Honestly? That’s not unusual for him. He doesn’t talk much, period. I’ve never really seen him with any girl.”
Eva tilted her head. “Never?”
“Well,” Lili said, lowering her voice like she was sharing a secret, “there’s this one girl who chases him around sometimes. But he doesn’t give her the time of day. Never has. He just… keeps to himself.”
Eva’s chest tightened with something she couldn’t name—part relief, part frustration. So it wasn’t just her. His silence wasn’t personal. But then why did it feel like it was? Why did it feel heavier when directed at her?
“Why are you asking?” Lili said, her eyes narrowing with playful suspicion.
Eva shook her head quickly. “No reason. Just curious.”
Lili smirked but let it go. “Well, don’t expect miracles. Kai is… Kai. That’s just how he is.”
But Eva wasn’t convinced. She mumbled a thanks and slipped away, Lili’s words echoing in her mind. That’s just how he is. As if silence were a permanent state, unchangeable, unbreakable. But Eva couldn’t believe that. She refused to.
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The afternoon sun dipped low when Eva found herself outside Serena’s house. Her day off stretched ahead, empty, and the thought of returning home to an absent mother left her restless. So she came here instead, clutching onto the one friendship that had survived her messy, shifting world.
She knocked, and the door creaked open to reveal Serena, her curls tied up messily, her face lighting up the moment she saw Eva.
“Eva!” Serena squealed, throwing her arms around her. “Where have you been? I missed you!”
Eva laughed, hugging her back, the tension in her chest easing a little. “I’ve been around. Work. School. You know.”
“You’ve been hiding,” Serena accused, pulling her inside. “You left me all alone. Do you know how boring life is without you?”
“It’s not like that.”
“It is exactly like that!” Serena said, flopping onto the couch and gesturing dramatically. “Abandoned. Forgotten. Replaced.”
Eva rolled her eyes, but she was smiling. “You’re impossible.”
“You love me,” Serena shot back with a grin. “Now sit down and spill. You’ve got that look.”
Eva hesitated, perching on the edge of the couch. Her fingers twisted together, betraying her nerves. “It’s… Kai.”
Serena’s brows shot up, and then a slow, sly smile spread across her face. “Kai Black? Oh, now it makes sense. The long sighs, the faraway eyes. Girl, you’ve been smitten.”
Eva groaned. “Don’t say it like that.”
“Why not? It’s true!” Serena leaned closer, eyes sparkling with mischief. “So, what happened? Did he finally say something?”
“Yes,” Eva admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. “In class. Just one sentence. But… his voice.”
Serena laughed. “What about his voice?”
“It’s hard to explain.” Eva shook her head, frustration bubbling up. “It’s not deep, not sharp. It’s smooth. Soft. Like…” She faltered, searching for the word. “Like silk. And I can’t stop thinking about it.”
Serena let out a delighted squeal, grabbing Eva’s hands. “Oh, this is delicious. You’ve got it bad.”
Eva pulled her hands free, flustered. “It’s not like that. It’s just—his silence. It’s not indifference. I know it’s not. It feels like a shield. And I want to break it.”
Serena’s grin widened, wicked and encouraging. “Then break it. Shatter it. Make him talk. Make him see you.”
Eva’s heart thudded. Serena made it sound so simple, so possible. The determination that had been simmering inside her flared brighter, fueled by her friend’s teasing but earnest support.
“You really think I should?”
“I think,” Serena said, her eyes glinting, “that you won’t rest until you do. So go on, baby. Break him open.”
The words settled into Eva’s chest, heavy and electrifying. She laughed, shaking her head, but the resolve in her heart only grew.
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Night had fallen by the time Eva made her way home. The lights from the kitchen spilled into the hallway, warm and inviting. She stepped inside to find her mother at the stove, stirring something fragrant.
“Eva,” her mother said, turning with a smile that softened the lines of her face. “You’re home late.”
“I stopped by Serena’s,” Eva said, dropping her bag by the table.
Her mother nodded, but her eyes lingered on her, a quiet longing in them. “It’s been a while since I’ve seen you properly. You’re always rushing off somewhere. If I go to sleep, will I even see you when I wake up?”
The words struck deeper than Eva expected. Guilt curled in her chest. She crossed the room, resting a hand lightly on her mother’s arm. “You will. I promise. My next day off—we’ll spend it together.”
Her mother’s smile warmed, small but real. “I’d like that.”
They shared a simple dinner, the hum of conversation filling the quiet corners of their small home. For a while, Eva let herself sink into the comfort of it, the familiar rhythm of her mother’s voice, the grounding presence that had always steadied her.
But when she finally retreated to her room, closing the door softly behind her, the thoughts returned.
Kai.
The image of him, slipping out of class, the memory of his voice, smooth and careful, lingered in her mind. She lay back on her bed, staring at the ceiling, restless.
Lili’s words. Serena’s teasing. Her mother’s reminder. They swirled together, weaving into something sharp and undeniable.
His silence wasn’t indifference. It was armor. And she was certain—more certain than she had been about anything in a long time—that she could break it. That she had to.
Her fists clenched against the sheets. Tomorrow. She would make him see her. She would make him talk. She wouldn’t let his silence shut her out anymore.
The night stretched long, her heart pounding with determination, her mind chasing after blue eyes and silk-soft words. Sleep came slow, tangled in resolve.
And when it finally did, her dreams carried only one thought:
She was going to break Kai Black open.
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