Found Broken, Being Repaired

The Boxing Match

    Summer was a smartass with her friends because at home, she was so unhappy. Her Mom and Step-Dad drank, a lot. They we're mean and made her feel worse about herself. They didn't beat her but having your own mother call you a "b***h" and a "slut" can make you feel a certain way. On top of that, these two girls constantly told her to kill herself, and that she was ugly, and no one would ever want her, online everyday for five years. She never even met them in person, an old ex boyfriend knew them and asked them to make her life hell. She was a virgin by choice and had a few men try to take that from her and she wasn't ready for it. 

    A few days before the boxing match, Summer had the unpleasant experience of meeting a low life named Levi. He could sense Summer hadn't done anything. But after Macy and her new boyfriend Adam left them alone together he asked her if she wanted to f**k. She said no, she was a virgin and didn't want to do it like that. So he gave her an ultimatum either he would tell everyone including Glenn she had s*x with him, or she could give him a hand job. She had done that one before with a boyfriend and kinda knew what to do. So rather than Glenn thinking less of her, or simply just walking to Glenn's house and telling him what Levi did. They went into a shed she hid behind a wall while he stood in front of the door blocking the view from Macy and Adam.

    She felt gross and dirty and later that night she cried in the shower for feeling trapped in a situation she was never in before. She didn't tell anyone for five years about what happened. The next day she saw Glenn and felt like he wouldn't want her now that Levi made her do something gross. She didn't know at the time that Glenn had done much more with many different women and wouldn't of looked down on her, in fact he would of defended her honor. He made her laugh all day feeling like she was down about something but didn't want to make her say what it was in front of all of their friends. 

    Two days later she was over at his trailer again sitting up on his white car that didn't run talking with them. Feeling a little less gross after Levi. Summer would say weird things all the time as a comeback. This period and time her go to was "Let's box!" Which she said this day to Glenn after he said something smartass. He lit up like a Christmas tree "Let's go!" was his response.

    "Um, really?" Summer asked a little nervous now. 

    "Ya, let's go." Glenn said taking off his shirt in a tank top now, her heart melting at the sight.

    "Okay, let's go. I hope you're ready because I'm about to take you down!" Summer said knowing she would lose to him. He was ripped, he had done football for years as a quarterback. She did nothing but sit around and eat and let her high metabolism do the work. She was getting all wet getting into a fighting stance. 

    "Hold up! Let me show you how to throw a punch first." He said walking over to her and grabbing her hand and moving her thumb to the outside of her fingers sitting it across her fingers and extending her arm to show her. 

    "Okay now we're ready!" He said getting into a fighting stance. They proceed to walk in circles with her throwing punches but only landing two out of the fifty she threw overall. He didn't miss one. He hit her a little harder than he meant too but she didn't show him that it hurt because she couldn't stop laughing and joking around. At the end he was declared a winner by her. They had to go back to Macy's house and would have to wait until the next day to see each other.

    Over night Summer somehow got into a relationship with Glenn's brother Steve. She didn't know why she said yes to begin with. Macy was fixing it up. She knew Summer liked Glenn without Summer ever telling her. The next day they went over there and Summer automatically ignored Steve and started joking with Glenn and showing her arms having bruises. He apologized for hitting her so hard and she laughed. 

    "Not hard enough I'll box again." She said to Glenn hoping to feel his skin on hers again. It was the most he had ever touched her, she didn't care how it would hurt later as long as he was touching her. Steve than just kissed her and caught her off guard, it was time for her to go back to her house, so Steve repeated one word over and over for ten minutes straight. "Meow" Summer was over it. She dumped him. Told Glenn she dumped Steve and didn't know why Macy would do that in the first place. 

    "Well, Macy was just trying to be nice," He said.

    "I get that, but I really like someone else and don't like being put into a situation like that because I just say yes so Macy will shut up." She replied.

    "You like someone else? I wonder who it could be. I bet it's me, It's always me." He replied with a smile on his face.

    "You're my best friend, if you we're my crush it would defeat the purpose. And a little on the nose don't you think? :P" She replied feeling butterflies wanting so much to admit to it but felt like he was joking and didn't want to lose him. 

    "Boo, well if you won't tell me who you like, than I won't tell you who I like." He replied trying to cause her to admit to liking him so he could say he liked her too. 

    "You like your girlfriend, because you're with her. People don't stay with people they don't like." Summer didn't really know much about relationships she knew she didn't cheat and expected the same and she defiantly didn't like being the reason behind a break up.

    "Well yes, but there is someone else I've become more interested in since meeting." He replied, baiting her.

    "Well I won't tell you who but they have brown hair. You know them. That is all." She said her heart pounding in the bathroom, as she undressed for a shower.

    "Hmmm, interesting. I like a girl with long brown hair. She's so beautiful, I think about her all the time, and I would be 100% willing to leave what I have for her, because I feel like she's worth it." Was the last thing he said to her for a week.

    Her heart pounded so loudly for a week she wanted to see him, no she needed to see him, to tell him how she felt as soon as she could. That was such a long week she often thought of what she was gonna say. She masterbated to the thought of him taking her virginity. And officially making her his. She wanted him to take what he wanted. She wanted him to teach her everything he knew.