The hallways begin to feel empty and small as I approach the office my father used to sit and let me flip the pages of our memories in. I feel so weak that my knees are about to give in. I stop before I turn into the same hallway I have ignored for the past couple of weeks.
I just have to relive my happiest moments before I let this all go to absolute s**t. My heart sinks further into my chest as I try to take one step after the other. I don't think this was a good idea to go all by myself.
No, I have to. It's the only way to let go of my childhood and become the person I have to become. I have to let go of all the ties that hold me back. I can't cower in a corner any longer. I must throw myself into the deep end.
This is the only way to truly let my father go and allow me to do the th
