SOULMATES

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME !

13.

PERCY'S POV.

Oh God,what's happening to me? I was suppose to be jubilating not feeling like a piece of s**t! .The kissing intensified and though my mind was screaming at me to break away,my lips said otherwise. Why wasn't she even pushing me away?!!

My hands starting roaming around naturally before settling in her tigh. I began to stroke it. The dress was quite short, exposing her tighs as she sat. She held onto my shoulders with both hands and my other hand dropped to her waist.

She pulled away from the kiss but i didn't stop. My lips dropped down to her jaw. I kept kissing down to her neck and she gasped , mourning my name. I groaned.

"Percy.. ..plea..please.. Stop.."

She whispered. My lips were now on her chest. I couldn't obey her weak plea, I was far gone. She'd had to do better than that. I reached for her zip and her eyes flared open. She held onto my hands and pulled away, finally gaining some sort of control.

I looked up at her and she looked back. I sat up and cleared my throat. I wondered what changed but I was grateful for it. I didn't think I was in the right state of mind to do anything at the moment. My thoughts were so jammed I was more than confuse.

On one hand I was doing what the boys expect of me; which I wasn’t too sure I wanted anymore. On the other hand I was following my heart, doing exactly what it had been commanding me to do since day one. At this point whatever I was doing had nothing to do with the bet but it was going to be difficult to prove.

"Sorry."

I whispered and she nodded. I didn't know what else to say So I kept quiet.

Minutes passed and we still sat in silence with me looking through the window , my back to her and she with her head bowed. I guess she wasn't as whipped as I thought. The fact that I wasn't persisting was the surprise of the day.

After some time she broke the silence, and my heart too.

"Can I go home now? "

I turned to look at her but her head was still down.

"I said I was sorry."

I said calmly and her head snapped up immediately.

"I'm not angry at you Percy."

She said through laughter.

"So why do you want to leave?"

I asked, trying my hardest not to let my desperation show in my voice. God what was wrong with me! If I wasn't going to do anything then she had no business being in my room!

"Isn't it like, late?" She shrugged.

"Which is why you're not leaving." I stated.

she looked away without protesting. I didn't understand myself anymore. Why was I sitting here staring through the window instead of getting to work? I knew she couldn't resist me for long but I didn't know why all of a sudden I wanted us to do this right not because of some stupid bet.

I wanted to know how she felt about me. I'd like to believe this was beyond l**t, that she felt the sparks too and the insane heartbeat anytime we were close. I wanted to know if I was the only one loosing my mind. I didn’t even know why it was important to me since I didn’t want things to escalate.

"Phoebe, do you.....ha..have feelings for... Me?"

I Stammered. She looked down at her toes. I moved closer and tugged her braid behind her ears.

" I just want to be sure of what we're doing. Do you?"

Whatever that meant, I didn’t know. I thought we weren’t doing nothing anymore.

she nodded slowly refusing to look me in the face. My heart made a leap. She loved me?

Okay she didn't say that..

I took her face into my hands and stared into her eyes. This night might not be wasted as I initially thought. My Mind went back to the boys and the fuss they were going to make if I let tonight pass without accomplishing my task. I might as well get this over with.

Yet my heart couldn't bear the thought of hurting this beautiful soul. I was torn between two worlds. f**k it !

"Do you...feel the same way? " she whispered.

Well, since I didn't know how to answer that, because I was confuse more than ever, torn between following my heart and pleasing the boys and my ego, I leaned forward and kissed her,hoping She would take that as a yes.

A part of me wanted to pour my heart out to her desperately while the other part,the proud one kept insisting that I was incapable of loving anyone. But no,I wasn't going to do this.

Fuck Sam and f**k the bet. ... I was not doing anything she didn't wanna do.

I pulled away minutes later and she rested her head on my chest. I closed my eyes and sniffed in her sweet scent.

After a while she raised her head and asked if I could get her anything to sleep in.

She was actually staying? That would make it the very first time a girl slept in my room,in my bed. Nessa would kill for this opportunity but hell no! No bitches around my room. It was strange how excited I felt knowing very well this had nothing to do with s*x. I just wanted her here with me.

I stood up and went into my closet and got her an oversized t.shirt of mine.she made a face and took it,making me giggle.she sure would look funny in that.

She took the shirt from me and stood up looking back at me , waiting for direction.

"Go ahead." I said, a smile playing on my lips

"Here? "

She asked not believing it.

I rolled my eyes and turned to face the window.

"Seriously ?!!"

I was sure she could still make out the smirk on my face even if I was facing away from her. Seeing that I was serious she sighed and proceeded to take off her dress, not taking her eyes off me for a second in case I tried to take a peep.

The problem was, I knew very well she was going to seek my help sooner or later because there was no way she could reach that zip. After listening to her shuffling around and cussing under her breath for a while, I cleared my throat,

"Any problem?"

of cause she knew I had it figured out.

"Need help."

She mumbled and turned around. She rolled her eyes seeing the grin on my face .

My heart began to pound so hard in my chest when my hands brushed the flesh at her back as I unzipped her dress.

This was all very new to me. I had never felt this way about anyone before.

" urr,I'm... done. "

I stepped back and turned towards the window once more.

I Was waiting for her voice to call after she had finished but it was taking forever so I swung around and to my surprise, she was already in bed with the blanket rapped tightly around her.

"What the hell? "

I barked.

She looked at me innocently .The way the blanket was tightly rapped told me my shirt must be very short for her. A crazy thought crossed my mind immediately.

"Get out of there." I said.

"No." She challenged.

"Phoebe get out of there. No sleeping until I say so.."

I said sternly.

"Who said I was sleeping?"

"So what are you up to? Trying to hide from me right.. Quick,out of there."

She pulled the blanket over her head and I jumped on her.she screamed and I laughed. I wrestled the blanket from her and tossed it on the floor and stood up.she tried to cover her exposing tighs with her hands and I laughed.

Unable to, she covered her face instead. I looked her over and swallowed hard. She was so beautiful, more than any girl I've ever tasted. I bet She'll taste good too...........

By AnnieAmour.