Sleep Token- Granite
B.B.
Ahsan left. I've been lying in the pit for a couple of hours now. I practically threw myself at him and now I feel a little dirty and low. Angry even because when Ro catches up to him, he's probably going to be the one to give him what he wants. I can't for the life of me beat the living s**t out of him the way Ro does. One of these days we're all going to have to take a seat and talk about that. Just not today. Today, I'm going to let him grieve the way he wants to. I consider myself lucky to not have been on the receiving end of his rage and there's an abundance of it. It's burning bright. He didn't want to talk either. He didn't want anything from me and it sucks.
"Not trying to interrupt. Just getting me-" Lucien stops in the doorway when I kneel to look
