Annabelle’s Diary

Chapter1

Suicidal content below!!!!!

Annabelle’s pov :

- [ ] I looked down at my mum screaming and crying for me to come down from the high building a crowd had already gathered trying to convince me but I couldn’t,nobody cared when all those things happened to me,nobody bothered to check up on me, no one tried to help, i went through all that all alone and honestly speaking i was beyond redeeming, my soul, heart and body were already broken, I tried, i really really tried to fight it but I couldn’t and now I’m just tired of trying, “ Honey please come down from there let’s talk about this,please “ my mum screamed with shaking voice from below but I hated her,she wasn’t exactly the reason for all these but if only she was there, if only she was there that night or the ones after , if only she had listened, if only….. , I look at the world one last time with tears in my eyes and my mind goes to her, my twin sister and best friend Anastasia , she lives at the other side of town with dad due to our parents divorce, dad took her and mum me, how would she feel when she hears the news of my death , we had promised each other to work hard in high school and go to the same college, but I failed, i failed her, less than a year to the end of high school but I know that this torment would never end , i took my phone and dialed her number and she answered on the first ring, very typical of her no matter how busy she was she would never leave my calls unanswered “ I’m sorry, I really am Ana, please take good care of yourself and always know that I love you “ I said and hung up the call before she could even say anything, if only…. , if only dad had taken me but then again all these could’ve happened to Anastasia and I honestly preferred it did me than her , I saw the police and fire fighters arrive but it was too late, i close my eyes and tuned out the noise before Pushing myself forward and finally falling to my death

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Different people gathered around for Annabelle’s funeral , some looked sincerely sad while most just looked bored

Anastasia , Annabelle’s twin sister just stared into space,she didn’t know how to feel as she looked at her sister’s pale face in the casket, her emotions were a mess and she felt as if a part of her had left her, actually it had, her twin sister, her best friend and confidante was lying there cold and lifeless and there was nothing she could do about it

she couldn’t believe it , she really couldn’t but then again she remembered the phone call, the way her tears rang through the other side of the call and her broken voice when she said sorry then it hit her, the signs were all there, her once vibrant and down to earth sister had stopped smiling and became closed off, the way their calls became less frequent and the way she would shiver when ever anyone asked about her school, the signs were really there

Anastasia had tried to ask her about it but she would always change the subject, she even tried to talk to their mum about it as they lived together and thought that she would surely know something but the mum’s response was simply “oh really?, I didn’t notice,and even if there was really something wrong then it’s probably just a phase “ then she went back to work. Ana (Anastasia) looked up at her mum delivering some kind of speech and her fists subconsciously clenched, her eyes traced over to her twin sister’s obituary picture and tears dropped down her eyes one after the other, she remembered the picture from a year and half ago, her eyes shined brightly and her lips spread across both side of her face in what seems like the most beautiful smile ever, the both of them were like opposites , they looked nothing alike and their attitudes were different too, her eyes lingered on the picture as more tears fell , annabelle was the only light in her dark world and now that light was gone.