why do you look like me

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There is someone shaking my body. Ah, a familiar but quiet voice stopped. I think I know it. I don't want to open my eyes now, but the voice rose suddenly. I got up in shock. My eyes did not leave his face. _Where am I..I turned around. It was a small room similar to my old one, but he was still standing in front of me..How did I get here? He didn't do anything, he just gave me a glass of water to say in his calm voice: Drink and shut up _What will you do if I don't shut up? Speak, I command you _ I don't think you want them to catch you right! I have to be silent...I don't have all the time for you.. (really a provocative boy) _What you mean!? Who will catch who I think you made a mistake in... I didn't finish my words until he turned and laughed softly, saying: Everyone in the area knows the story of the d**g boy.. I couldn't stand what he was saying to raise my hand. I wanted to slap him with all my strength, but this time I grabbed it instead of really punching me. _I advise you don't take it back..I'm not that strong d**g boy I got up in front of me, my dread had tasted of it: Repeat your words and consider yourself among the dead...I understand. He stood right in front of me to stare again at the woman in front of me...the tragedy of the whole world reflected in his eyes..I smiled at him...to add: your eyes are beautiful and shining. I looked back, thinking he was ashamed of my words _You have no business, don't repeat this. I laughed to see his face turned really red, making me look like a child _ He said with annoyance, trying to get away from me.: Get away, you idiot.. I stood laughing to keep my smile.: Well, thank you, I think you brought me here right!? He didn't answer, he just stood in front of me with his head down, as if he had someone to say _Can you tell me what happened? Quite simply, he answered with his face raised: I was unconscious and brought you here..only _And just above it?! Is that how everything really happened already فقد _ He smiled sarcastically and replied: What do you want, for example, to happen..if you want to be imprisoned, then go outside, I don't mind..this might be better _ Annoyed: You mean.. and what is this place!? Why would you bring me here if it was better to go? I pity you no more _ I don't need pity from you, I understand.. and what is this place Don't you see it or what.. just a small house He sat on the other side of the bed, with his hands folded. To respond with annoyance, approaching him: What now do you not go or return to your house, for example.. _ He laughed sarcastically to make me angry: Why are you laughing, do you like it!? _I'm not as stupid as you to go out..because of you I can't go for all this time you idiot _ Bayan's annoyance has increased, he would have exploded had he not understood what he meant.. _But it's not my fault I didn't do anything that is impossible to sell that garbage to anyone... I've never seen it before even to sell it _ In the same tone of his voice, Ian replied: So why don't you run away, why don't you go out with confidence if you don't do anything? On the voice of a statement angrily: Because no one believes me, I told them that I did not sell anything, but no one believed me, but I do not know what is happening and the cafe..... He fell silent, lowering his head to complete quietly: It exploded _40 dead bodies and three wounded He raised his head to be shocked: Mm.. what!? _This is what they posted today..I wish you were one of them _Why are you talking like that, what did I do to you, answer!? _Because because of my stupidity, I will be hidden _ And you, what entered you so that you do not go out, go and get out with your confidence that you claim, you arrogant one _ They will think you are you, you i***t. Keep quiet and don't talk about anything. I don't want to hear anything. The police are twisting all over the area to catch you. They want to know the rest of the information about the d**g lord and you.... _Continue! And what!? Heh, who are you until I talk to you, you will not understand..with difficulty. He said to himself, troubled, to continue: No one will believe me. He sat in his place collapsed under the cold eyes that watched him silently.. He folded his legs to his chest and wrapped his hands on them to put his head on them.. repeating: No one will believe me ...no one would do it.. his eyes betrayed him, and those salty drops began to descend under his quiet sobs, trying to hide them, but what he was really trying to do to hide them... repeating the same words: no one would do it, no one would believe me.. how long would I run away.. I swear I didn't Sell ​​that rubbish all I was doing in that coffee shop was cleaning all day and..and by night Ferson obeyed orders under everyone's insults and........ He didn't finish his words, so the other came and put his hand on his hair and said softly: Don't cry! _ The other was shocked by his words, for this is the first time he says something nice, with a wide smile on his face _I get upset when I see tears in front of me when I stop, or I'm going to hand you over to the police _ The other laughed at his words, he knew that he was trying to change the subject, to reply: Why are you like this? _How do I? _With a smile, Bayan replied: You are cute _ Ian was upset, saying angrily: And who is the i***t who lied to you and said that I am like this? Your stupid features I think _ Ian hit him on the head angrily: i***t! As for the other, he started laughing and Ian smiled, saying: What are you going to do now?! _ The smile suddenly disappeared and he sighed with a serious look and voice: I'll go out and let what happens.. and you can go back to your house _ He smiled sarcastically to reply quickly: This is my house.. _What!? Really _Why am I shocked? _ Tensely, Bayan replied, putting his hand behind his head, saying: Haha, no, but..I thought you were from a rich family, something like that..don't care. _ He replied with a mocking laugh, to reply: Well, you disappointed.. Go back to your bed. Your hand is still bleeding. Wait for me to get a new bandage. He raised his hand to see that he had forgotten about it, but did not even notice the wound, to say with astonishment: How did I get hurt? The other laughed, returning to him with the bandages: I didn't know that you were so stupid, is he hereditary!? _ He replied with the same laugh.: I don't know haha, but I really don't remember how I hurt my hand.. He came back with quiet steps to sit on the bed and the other one followed him with the bandages to start sterilizing the other's hand quietly. _ Silence prevailed in the place after he finished changing the bandage to thank him quietly.. A strange silence prevailed, as if there was something for each of them to say... to say in one voice: Why ~she looks like me~? You were silent for a while, so that the statement of a light laugh followed by the other with the same thing.. Well, I guess we both don't know the answer Bayan replied nervously: Yes, but...don't you think this is strange? _I don't know...maybe!...I'm going out to get some food _The other replied: No..don't go out..didn't you say that the police are outside looking for me..if they see you they will think you are me and also...I'm not really hungry..I'll take a while, thank you With a mockery, the front-bomber replied: You can't judge my stomach.. I'm the one who's hungry. Who said I'm going to bring you food? Don't be too optimistic, you i***t. He finished his last sentence, laughing at him. Bayan got upset and got up from his bed: You arrogant fool, go to hell, I won't care... You graduate and imprisoned. _Okay I'll go don't touch anything for a few minutes and come back _ He replied, continuing to annoy him... bye... I won't care Ian came out smiling silently for a few seconds and came behind him, putting a heavy object on his back.. _Put on this coat and wear the hat...I don't want to end the rest of my life in guilt if I'm imprisoned The other stood astonished or shocked by the other's action. No one had ever cared for him before. He took it and put it on to thank him and order him to enter and close the house behind him. The other entered quickly and did not close the door to bring his own coat and put it on. He replied, putting on his shoes, saying: I will go with you, I will not stay here. I found out a while ago that I was starving.. I have some money, I will not ask you for anything... He continued to put on his shoes to stand facing each other with a smile I made the other smile of his own accord. Nothing was answered. He was content with silence, and they started walking aside each other, wearing their coats and hats. Aryan's mind didn't stop thinking, and the smile didn't want to disappear. He grabbed some looks at the other until he noticed him in amazement to ask him: Why are you looking at me? He completed his question with a smile. Trying to find a difference between us hahahaha The other was nervous to deny this by shaking his head, expelling the disturbing thoughts from his mind, and ordering him to be silent and to continue their walk, lowering their head cautiously. (Well, if there was a difference between them, it would be calm, arrogance, and bombardment of Ian, as opposed to a statement of disturbance, loudness, arrogance, and unstoppable stupidity) As for the difference in shape, there is no difference, so Arian hardly tried to find an inch of difference between them. They ordered some food. ~Ian~ _________ I think that Bayan is trying to devour the restaurant. What is this strange appetite..and from a few he said that he will be satisfied with a hot drink to find him now looking at my plate and what is this strange way to eat and this session. Both his feet are on the chair and does not use the fork but eats with his hands What disgusting.... What I did to notice it with me....I think I'm going to throw up. I don't want to eat anymore..but I'm hungry. Well, I have to finish it quickly before it eats up........ Ian did not complete his speech to himself, so Bayan extended his hand towards Ian's plate: Why don't you eat let me. I taste.. Ian grabbed his hand that was stained with food, making his body shiver as soon as he touched his hand: If you want to stay alive, stay away from this plate... A statement proudly leaning on the chair saying: I don't see you eating at me I said to take it away from you, you didn't touch anything from the plate.. Eat before I change my mind Ian replied, his eyes not far from the clump of chaos facing him: Yes! I will, I have no doubts that you will not. Ian began to eat quickly, while the other just laughed at him quietly, asking Ian why he laughed _Don't worry. Eat fast hahaha i***t! ............... They walk next to each other after he finished their food and after Ian himself decided that it was impossible to bring a mess like Bayan with him next time.. Moments after that silence was interrupted by a statement _why are you quiet? _ He came back to his senses and said nervously: Nothing.. Well, are you full, or are you still hungry? I'm fine now thanks Bassan turned in front of him, putting both hands behind his head, to ask hesitantly: May I ask about these bruises if you live alone The other was shocked by his question, as it is not a suitable time for him to answer him. He replied to him, trying to escape from the answer, saying calmly. Remind me of you so I can answer you!? Bayan sighed, everything he said annoys him Well...you can go home now. Thank you very much The other stopped, shocked by his words, as he did not think that he would say these words. He replied with clear hesitation: Well, and...and you!? Where are you going? He smiled reassuringly: Don't worry, I'll be fine.. Thank you again and I apologize for disturbing you _ Ian was completely destroyed but pretended to be strong in front of him to raise his head to prevent his tears from falling, which he doesn't really know the reason for. They hardly know each other to cry as soon as he says he's going.. _Okay then... I'll go... Bye _ A statement replied in the same calm tone, saying goodbye to the other after he returned to fear and headed to his home ~What am I going to do~ A statement said after the other walked away to start walking to his unknown destination (Is it really going to end here) He thought and thought and thought and did not find an answer to his tears The rain started to fall for a few moments, and Ian woke up from his straying, raising his head to the sky.... Get out of my mind, you i***t. . His voice was hidden in the darkness, but he recognized him in the midst of those white threads that flashed in his red eyes as soon as he saw him... to say with astonishment: You!?... Why did you come!? and why _ He was nervous about his surprise question, to respond hesitantly.: I felt bored and came here to hear your loud voice, so you came Did you really hear what I said!? Ian replied in a calm voice: I don't understand _Bayan sat back and said in frustration, I believe what I'm going to say The other sat next to us, saying: Speak! Taking a deep breath, he looked at the sea in front of him, under the suspicious calm of Ian. I want you to stick this accusation on me Ian's body suddenly rose to silence As for the other, he started telling him about his treatment with him, and he is not his real father, and he does not know his real parents by origin And how the police caught him and about Jimaru’s strange behavior recently, he was almost unconscious and when he gets angry or loses his temper, the statement of his boxing bag and on top of this is a statement that he never gave up or gave up, but these two words were not in his dictionary, he told him about last night and about taking his freedom that He wasn't happy with her for a few seconds until the police came to frame the other on a charge he had never heard of ...the silence of the other is really suspicious. He did not show signs of astonishment, surprise, shock, or any of the things he mentioned. He started looking at the sea in front of him and his ears with a statement. As for his mind, he is in a place far from him. _Do you really hear me!? _ The other did not want, but his mind was not with him until Bayan shrugged his shoulder, saying in a loud voice..Oh, boy..speak!! _His body twitched nervously, "Okay, go on!" Bayan was upset because he lost everything he said, thinking that Iyaan had not heard a letter from him... Where was your mind, I'm done. _ Ian smiled and answered him: Yes, I know.. I was just imagining it no more and.. _ Bayan interrupted him quickly: What? He spoke _Nothing, why are you so pissed off, don't you know how to talk a little quietly? _ Bayan laughed lightly to reply with his hands behind his head: I've never tried this before hahahaha Well, how will you convince the police of your innocence? Bayan lowered his head with clear sadness: I don't know, but I don't want to be imprisoned unjustly. Ian smiled, as he did not come to the beach and meet him by chance, he did not come specially for him to ask him: Are you studying? Bayan turned to him, surprised by his surprised smile, saying himself ~ even his smile is calm ~ هادئ _Yes..and I think you are also right ايضا _Ayan's features have changed for happiness.. There is only one school in this area, which is after the center. Do I study there?! _ Surprisingly, a statement from his happiness, surprisingly, replied: Yes, and why are you so happy? _I also study there if I find it! _ He furrowed his eyebrows, trying to understand the one who came to meet him, and his eyes grew brighter _You can come and live with me Well, this was very surprising. I can't do this. Who is he and why is he offered to me!!? _what??impossible Ian's features changed to seriousness, saying: I know you will say this, but do not think that I am offering this to you as a kindness of me. (Although it is, but of course Ian will not confess!) _Then why!? listen to me! His statement replied more seriously: Speak!! We study in the same school and we are the same age, we will be the same for the school year that is in the last year on average True ,_Yes! Good...you will come to stay with me and after three days until the school doors are opened again we can study _ For now, I don't understand you what this got into. I know that the study will open, but I won't go all my things to that cafe, but they burned with it. Ian sighed, impatiently saying, "Listen to me first, don't talk until I'm done." Apologize, Bayan, to complete Ian's words You will live with me without feeling that you are a burden to me. We will take advantage of the thing that binds us to live _How! I don't understand _Shut up _Present We are very similar to each other and no one can differentiate us, it is impossible.. you will come to live with me, but provided that you take advantage, you will burn, study and live in a house, what do you think _How will I study and work, smart one? I didn't finish my explanation you idiot...for the thousandth time shut up _But you are the one who said what I think I said shut up _Okay, I'll shut up, speak clearly _ We will go to study, but the day you and I, for example, when I am studying, you will be at work in the morning and the next day you are in study and I am at work. We will switch roles, no one will reveal this like this, and the day when you or I will be absent, we will make up for each other Bayan was silent for a while: Why do you want me to live with you!? _What you mean ? My intent is clear! Why me? Why don't you leave me alone on the street when this idea came to your mind that didn't hit my head, or maybe if I did I would have ignored it because I can't offer you such an offer that is almost free for me.. Can you answer me? Why do you want to help me!? _ Ian smiled: I don't know but I want..~ I guess because you look like me~ What should I do to repay you this favor? _Study hard and be calm, that's what I want you to do _The other laughed at his words, and bragged: Did you hear my name last year... I was the first in school? _ Ian replied, laughing mockingly: As if I would believe, for example _You have to believe because this is what really happened..I don't think you will be at my level in studies, because I am the first _Really shocked..as stupid as you are the first? How? _ Bayan closed his eyes and raised his head with pride and arrogance: Huh, don't ask how, but the question is how will you reach me..what is your level? _Really!? Are you asking me about my level! I heard my name last year..hahaha _Point of annoyed statement: I am trying to imitate my words _No, really.... Silence prevailed and suddenly one thing knocked their heads together.. they turned to each other in shock, saying at the same time: What is your name!? They laughed out loud, because after everything that happened between them, they didn't know each other's names yet.. They were silent for a while, each waiting for the other to know his name until they surrendered to Lyra at the same time again _statment! _Ian! Really even the name!??? Well I will go crazy but how and why Bayan laughed at his words, for it is really strange that this happened....copied from some and on top of this their names are similar There was silence again, but this time it was a beautiful silence ~quiet~comfortable~ She gasped to ask Ian to come home under the tension of Bayan, which was evident in front of Ian. Ian: Don't say that you are ashamed because you will live with me Bayan: Well, frankly, yes..I don't know, but..wouldn't I be a burden to you? For the first time, Ian wanted to be honest with him: I want you to stay with me..I don't want to stay and live alone Bayan was shocked by his frank words, overwhelmed with happiness. Ian froze in place, no one had really held him, but he felt somewhat relaxed, smiled calmly, raising his head, the moon, which was a witness to this unforgettable moment. ...as for the statement, he exaggerated his inclusion in order to keep it for a longer period فترة Ian added in annoyance: Hey boy, really stay away, enough. What are you doing, you intend to stay with me all night long, and also who allowed you to hold me? Bayan laughed lightly at his words: You are arrogant _Go and shut up _Finally, remember the statement of the other: I remembered you, you were the owner of a lineage, ummm, how I forgot _99.9 percent _Yes, it's true, they talked about you a lot. I didn't see you, but I wished for this _when? _ Bayan replied laughing to himself at that time: I was very upset that day because your percentage was higher than mine lol and I swore that if I saw you I would hit you.. _How much was it? _ Annoyed by the response of a statement, he thought that his rate would be higher than Ian even, but the opposite happened 99.8 percent _Well this time Ian may commit suicide because of the i***t in front of him... he went ignoring the other _Why don't you want to be arrogant about me, well, I admit that you are higher than me, but you will see this year _Hahahaha you really are an idiot..can you just walk in silence I don't want to hear your stupidity Ok but first let me hit you The other was surprised by his words to raise his hand, while the other one ran quickly, and Bayan was behind him laughing at him. _ What are you doing, you madman, go away, don't come close.. you are in your mindعقل _A statement replied loudly, running behind the other: I have sworn and I will lol . ....
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