Vee's POV:
A week passes at work and Max hasn't come back to work. I am grateful for this as I wouldn't know what to say, but I am really missing him. More than I should be after only dating for a few weeks. There is a permanent ache in my heart. Sometimes I think I hear whimpering and I wonder if I am going crazy. I try to push it to the back of my mind. I need to move on and past this, but time does not seem to be helping. If anything, I am starting to feel ill.
I thought about Ben's proposition and came to the realisation that I didn't want that. I felt something so amazing with Max. Nothing compares. There is a small part of me that feels physically sick at the idea of being with another man now. Obviously, I didn't word it to him like that. I just explained that while I love him, I
