It might seem to people watching her life on the outside that she didn't know what she wanted and to some, they might think that she was playing hard to get, but that wasn't the case at all. She was just afraid. It was that plain and simple, and if he hadn't been such a kind of man that chased a woman or chased after something until he got what he wanted, she might not be in this sort of situation.
It was such a push and pull between them, judging from the way he hadn't shown up for their studying yesterday and after that, she had flat out ignored him, not picking up his call or reading his text. Why should she?
Not coming for their studying might not be something he had done on purpose. It might have been something that happened because he was busy, but she used it as an excuse to avoid
