CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
NADIA
A new session, but everything else remains the same!
A week had passed since Alex and Sandro took my virginity, and the numbness still hadn't left me. It wasn’t even that I couldn’t feel anything—I was drowning in everything, but it didn’t make sense. None of it made sense.
Of all the fantasies I had, never would I have imagined that after intentionally staying away from s****l intimacy with any man, all of my first s****l experiences would be terrible.
I had thought something loving and sweet, where he’d put me on the bed and after softly kissing me, go easy on me as he penetrated but it was none of it, instead, two different d***s thrust into my v****a with no atom of care and as rough as it could be.
Instead of being cuddled, I was treated violently a
