Nova Pov Reggie misted into our pack today to pick me up. He is such a good kid. I am really glad that he and Jessabelle ended up being mates. He tells me that he and Jessabelle are returning to Joeys pack today so I will only have around an hour before I need to return. He leaves me outside Arlo’s door and heads downstairs. This never seems to get easier. Visiting Arlo whilst he lies there unmoving. It is really unnerving to see and makes my breath get stuck in my throat. I feel so many emotions when coming to visit Arlo. I feel loss and despair at not being able to speak with him, hug him. Pity and empathy for his family. Absolutely gutted for his baby girl. Anger and frustration at Raven. But most of all. Guilt. Guilt for Max. He is so good to me. He is understanding and k

