Taming Him with My Innocence

Chapter 6 Dream

Akira pov

I just finished talking to my parents they want to know everything I did today. I absolutely have no patience to explain things that happened with me today. I don't have strength. I starved myself all day, ate one packet of chips, the entire day, I'm mad hungry. I just don't want to talk to anyone. I have another task to do that is to message my senior now they want to talk to us online as ofline fontact is strictly under supervision of lectures i can say its prohibited they are contacting us online, there is this one senior name pavan he told me to message me everyday at noon, if I don't i heard seniors will make us personal assistance and juiors under seniors need to do their work and sometimes it's in extremes that , some juniors suffer juggling between seniors work and their own college work , some people even got to a point to leave the course.

This senior pavan feels like a hood guy he just talks about normal daily life and nothing more. After talking to him, I didn't find him intimidating as he was at the first meeting.

anyway, I'm gonna rest now. I have to watch catchup all the k dramas. my eyesight has been worse lately cause I'm mot sleeping well. I am thinking of changing my look . use contact lenses in the future. Right now, I have to take my parents' permission, and lenses cost a lot, and maintaining them is a is a big task.

I wonder how my life will go, I have realized I can talk to strangers absolutely fine. People around me filled my mind with different opinion , and they treated public speaking as a difficult thing, and It made me think it's dangerous , so I never even tried to do, I always struggled with speaking conveying my feelings, even now it's hard to talk to my parents, in my childhood I was not much verbal, My brother used to talk al lot ,I used to make him speak for me.

That's the reason I don't have proper friends. I used to talk to Them,

when we are around meeting them, at that time people around me made me feel less, and sometimes I was their puppet, I have no connections with them, Even they didn't tried to contact me, a conversation goes both ways.mqybe I was not emotional connected to anyone I don't even miss them much.

I want to sleep so badly. I always know how to disturb my sleep. My mind is the antagonist it's makes me remember the most embarrassing most emotional situations in my life, I have to stop thinking , I tried meditation, breathing exercises, blinking rapidly I even watched some YouTube videos to learn how to fall asleep at night , ironically enough I watched them instead of sleeping.

I am finally on the bed. I am living in aunt's (my mothers big sister)

home they only have two rooms the master bedroom has a big king size bed enough for 3 people.My cosine brothers usually work late so they come home in the morning, and my brothers wife also works in the nightshade

I put on some sleepy songs 🎵 and gradually fell asleep...... 💤

I am in a hotel . I just arrived here with my dad, I don't know what I am doing right now, but I am going along.

This hotel looks like a palace from Narnia. It's a beautiful place. I feel like I've time-traveled back to the past. The architecture is amazing. I think I'm dreaming right now. There are chandeliers hanging from the ceiling, walls with intricate designs, a big entrance, and rooms decorated with flowers and candles. My dad told me to watch my step because I was gazing at the ceiling.

There were some people waiting for us who greeted us warmly and escorted us to my room. The room was exquisite, reminiscent of a Raja Ravi Varma painting. It featured white curtains, a spacious bed with plush, high mattresses, a study table adorned with a designer lamp, a closet, and a stunning mirror installation on the ceiling.My four-poster bed was draped with white nets.

I saw myself in the mirror; I was wearing jeans and a pink flannel shirt, which was quite a contrast to the room. I felt out of place and wanted to change my clothes. I opened my big suitcase, and it was filled with unfamiliar clothes. I tried on a white cotton flared wide-neck long frock, and it suited me well. I was admiring my reflection, and it fit like a glove. I never realized I could look so good.

I went outside. I was wandering in the lobby of the hotel when I saw a water fountain; it was unique. I wanted to inspect it more closely, so I stood near the fountain's railing and admired the garden's landscape as the sun was setting.

There was another person doing the same. I slowly turned my gaze towards him; he was watching me too. Our eyes met, and I turned my head instantly with embarrassment.

I wanted to see him again. I glanced towards him; he was standing beside me. I recognized him, but I don't remember his name or where I had met him. His face was familiar. He asked me what my name was. I replied, and we began exchanging a few words. He asked me why I was staying here in this hotel. I honestly have no answer. He sensed something. My hand was on the railing. It was almost dark. I could hear crickets making sounds. His pinky finger touched mine. I felt an electrical shock, and my body temperature rose a bit. I had never felt this in my life.I felt a tingling sensation down there, then he came closer, whispered in my ear ........

To Be Continued....