Taming Him with My Innocence

Chapter 2

Akira pov

I barely reached my to my class on time. Luckily, there was no lecturer present, I calmed myself first and then entered the classroom, there are some eyes staring at me. I sat at the first bench. I had no sleep due to anxiety, and after my mom's call It was hard to sleep.

It sure is hot for September. on top of it my class is on the top floor hah where the sun rays directly hits the room, I thought to myself, "This is a design class, and it's called the school of planning and architecture, yet it has no proper planning for passive cooling or any amenities like air-conditioning. I regret joining now. Maybe it is my fault that I wanted to join design because of passion. It's too late now I am already in the class, the lectures joined two of them came in and started explaining about the course structure

Their language is funny , one of the lecturer is mixing English and telugu. his English pronunciation is worse. I am sitting on the front bench facing him, containing my laughter and maintaining a neutral expression.

this skill is easily acquired if you grew up in an Indian house hold, I have other skills like walking without a single noise, secretly unlocking my phone and using them under blanket, reading pattern of people'sfootsteps, deleting all text messages after sending. even though I never had a boyfriend on my life. my parents call themselves cool and modern but factually they make desecions on their convince. it's like flicking a switch.

Ad I fas consumed in my own thoughts the lectures instructed us to shift to the other room. I collected my things and started walking. I realized I hadn't talked to anyone till now, and people are already making long conversations 🙃 I should have come early

or at least sat in the last bench because no one I their right mind would prefer first bench in university.

My first day should be productive. I should make some friends here. and I entered the conference room it has a lot of desks and the only place is free is the first desk on the right front.

I sat there unwillingly placed my notes on the desk, I thought the introduction class will be short and sweet but these two lectures are literally ragging the students to comeup with answers, they want people participation and clearly no one is interested in the topic they are talking about. they don't know how to read the room. one boy from the left front bench began to talk he has curly hair, and a beard doesn't look 17 at all. Then, some other students began to talk, the discussion was going nowhere, I t was 3 hours long, and no one gained anything. In addition, the whole class lost a few brain cells. 3 hours if hell. I got the gist how my future days were going to be, I saw all the students' faces displaying disgust, After class, I talked with a few classmates, one of the classmates name is madheena and other name is bindhu,they are warm and friendly I don't know who will be my best friend in this college

After this horrific class I went home I had to cook myself food there were no one inside the house. I was used to home cooked meals by my mom. I don't miss her because I know how to cook and enjoy cooking

I was 7pm and I was enjoying watching s*x education alone in the room then my parents vedio called me , i suddenly jumped out of the room and attend I was no tin a mood for a vediocall but I had to attend . my mom flooded with questions and I replied with vague answers, I hate talking to these people , my dad asked me how I was and if I had lunch or not I answered him politely and he sent me money instantly to eat something. This is the only thing that is good in this whole conversation. they are worried that I would get kidnapped or get SA d or something their thoughts are wild even for a parent. it like they are manifesting it to happen , I'm kidding 😅. even I am afraid that something might happen to me. I always try to be carefull, they give me long lectures on safety but never to my brother, or not once they got me a pepper spray or a tazer, or join me in self-defence classes, it's like they are manifesting it to happen.

after the painfully akward conversation with my parents, they left me alone.

I finished season 1 of s*x education and wanted to pleasemyself really bad , I know some sights where adult material is available. After watching it realized it is not as sin to mastrubate, pleasuring my self was impossible I never really explored my self because I had no privacy even in washroom if I took more than half-hour people disturb be bang on my door until I open, today I am all alone in my cousins home they all are out and usually come late i the night,Today I got proper time to explore myself.