DIARY OF A PLAYBOY

Pregnancy

Chapter Five

The morning was wet and warm, it was immediately after a lazy man rain, you could see the multicolored arc up there, I guess the rainbow was also in a big mood just like me, I woke up feeling great, the kind of feelings that comes once in a century, I set out for the eatery after a stressful workout from the gym, ahead of me was this slim, tall, dark skinned, red lips and wide eyes looking lady standing, just few gates away from my house, initially, I thought she was just a random visitor finding her route or waiting for someone to pick her up, can't resist the look, so I pull over right closely, as usual, pickup lines never finish on my head; "give me 100 reasons why a beautiful lady will be standing in this sicky weather all alone, if the reasons are not upto 100, then you have to hop in and let me take you to your destination", with a genuine smile, she replied "the beautiful lady is standing front of her house, so sorry, she isnt entering, so sorry", she's this type of girl that got sparks but she's seems much predictable and vulnerable emotionally, she's so kind like she has no friends and wants, she did much of the talking, just few minutes of talks, I knew more than a stranger should, I knew her dad is a Major General, a strict parent too, I knew she hardly goes out, infact, I knew her type in a guy, so I knew what and who I need to be around her, I knew the skin I need to wear, things went nice for couple of months, the same lady with a strict parents is sneaking out already to see me, inviting me over her boys quarters, she's already obsessed with me, my words means the world to her, she already memorize alot from my poems, she connects more with these line from my fav poem; "Take my hand and forget about the world, look into my eyes and dream about us both, listen to my words, there are all lullabies meant for you, be in my thought, that's the only place you will be entertain", I told you all, she's vulnerable, so vulnerable and that was my greatest weapon, I could make her do and undo even when it doesn't sound nice to her, I have made her abort a baby too, now she's pregnant again, this is where things turned around, the white cat in her is making her feel something might go wrong, opting for an abortion this time around and at the same time, the same lady I could make to do and undo is now pon and not giving in.

Weeks of no calls, no chats and not even meetings, I was in the room on a Sunday when she pulled up, still heavy on her decision, I knew our moments are coming to an end as I'm not interested in listening to how much she missed us not talking, not interested in how she feels anymore, her tears was irritating me already when said "I'm still by you, I never sold out, sick of me?, then you can fall out", I guess she wants to fall out, when she walked out of the room without saying a word and my last word to her was; "..and so what if you leave, you are just the 101 girl on my list".