16 STERLINGAs I stand here cleaning the dishes, I’m in shock at how well tonight went. I went out on a limb, given that I never plan dates, and Camryn isn’t even someone I’m supposed to be dating, but that was incredible. That kiss. The conversation. It was more than I expected.
I wanted more with her, to take her to my bedroom and explore her body, to bring her pleasure. But I settled for her sweet, tender kisses because there’s no upside to rushing this.
That bit about her finding her lobster—I smile when I think of it. Behind her tough persona, she’s actually quite a softy. A romantic. The basic human need for closeness has never felt so real. I’ve spent the past years pushing all of it from my brain, but now, confronted with someone who challenges all my preconceived notions, I’m awe
