Akon POV
Wedding day is suppose to be the happiest moment for anyone alive but not me, my wedding was not what I envisioned it to be like. It was what my family and Mr Williams wanted and now here I'm in my room alone and my dear husband is with the woman he loves.
Do you know what is more confusing and disturbing about this whole situation, it's the fact that I don't know how to feel about all this.
Should I be more concern about the fact that my husband has a double room with just a little barrier for the privacy of those in the very room meaning I can hear everything damn thing they are saying.
So should I be bothered that my husband is whispering how much he loves his dear ex wife or should I be glad that he is not expecting anything out of this marriage just like me, our only concern being our unborn children.
But seriously what do you do when your supposed husband is making love to another woman, I for one knows how passionate he is the difference is our time together was a moment of weakness but this is out of love for her, why the hell are am comparing again.
I must give it to her though only a woman of virtue and true love accepts to set her husband free to marry another woman and even attend the wedding that too staying as a mistress to the said man in almost same room just so the husband can keep his children, I can't say my family is heartless for suggesting marriage. Maybe we could have just have shared custody of the kids instead of making the poor guy divorce his wife but maybe they were thinking about their perfect Johnsons name again either way the guy is stuck with two wives.
She is either the best woman to ever walk the face of earth or she like to show me how she has got my Husband, that's right My Husband tangle around her little fingers either way I don't really care, so Mr Williams you thought you saw me being a brat then I guess you will have to form another word to describe what am going to be around here.
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Damn I haven't lost my taste when it comes to music, I know every kind of music because I use it every time my family mess with me, I know the kind of music to irritates someone and right now am blasting one of my weapons and I can not hear the moans and groans from my husband and his beloved wife do not get me wrong am not jealous or anything but seriously speaking who wants to hear such things and that too from the father of my unborn children and his mistress that too in the same room, we are just separated by a glass door so yeah they should keep it that side
As the second song comes on my wonderful husband matches to my side of the room looking furious, hmm looks like I got him riled up, do not ask me I too do not know why am doing it in the first place.
'' I knew you were a brat but seriously this is beyond appropriate. ''
Now am looking at him half naked in my room I can definitely see how attractive he is, he has dark brown eyes almost black if you are not looking well, the jaw line is very sharp and going down to his chest to the V line that disappears to the towel around his waist. hmmm
'' Hey brat, my face is up here, did you lose something down there? ''
I can see a smirk on his face though he is trying to hide it very well.
'' what are you doing here dear husband?''
Leave it to me to continue annoying him because I can tell he hates it when I call husband just now.
'' are you trying to remind me or you that am your husband, don't tell me my dear bratty wife is jealous that am making love to another woman ?''
That's it if he thinks he can rile me up just like I did with him then he is dead wrong.
'' you know, I could have another room after all this house is huge that way you will be rid of me and I you, it's a win - win if you ask me.''
'' wrong, I need to know my kids are alright and if that means I have to keep you close even I don't like it. It's a price am willing to pay for my kids. ''
Is he being serious right now, of course they will be OK even in another room.
'' you know I can't really understand whether you are just dumb or you are actually concern, seriously I took care of them for two months without ya so what makes you think something will harm them under your own roof ''
I must say that got him good, right now he is looking at me like I have got ten heads.
'' you know what suit yourself, blast the damn music if you like but you are staying here and can I tell ya a secret, to ruin the mood between me and my Leila you going to need more than music. I thought you saw her she is drop dead gorgeous so be my guest and do whatever makes you sleep at night....
Night kids dad loves you two ''
Can you believe this guy he is actually talking to the unborn kids.
Impressed though, he loves his kids already and that is even for me, not that he actually knows. The poor dude thinks am interested in him, yes I lost my innocence to him but that's where it ends.
'' don't tell me you expect them to answer you now, not that am throwing you out of my room or anything but I think she will in dreamland when you get back so what's it gonna be let me sleep in peace or lose yours it's all on you dear hubby. ''
Oh how good it feels to have the last word, my dear hubby is walking back to his side of the room without a word .
OK seriously someone tells me why I keep calling Mr s**t face ' my dear hubby' it's creepy but that aside let's get to the important stuff yeah, who spends her wedding night alone in her bed when the husband is just a hand reach away, ha that's right me.
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Playing music was fun while it last but it looks like my dear hubby has a strange sinister satisfaction in letting me know how much he actually don't care about, that am only here because of his kids. If that was not the case how the hell can two normal people be up at four in the f**king doing God knows what.
Don't get it twisted people, am not jealous but will you sleep when your damn husband can't cut it out for six hours that's right I was counting, don't judge me am a living testimony of his ability to go on the whole night but seriously have some mercy on a pregnant woman, I need to sleep and he knows.
Lying in bed, blue strips crossing the White ones that are going in circles. That's right am f**king looking at my ceiling that now I can tell the colours and all that s**t.
One more sound from that damn room and he will know how bratty I can be.
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This ceiling is a lot better both the blue and white go in circles and the pink dots make it a lot better.
That's right am in a new room, a lot better that the other one and am actually feeling sleepy here, I got a room which is very far away from those two actually it's close to the servants quarters for just a rich man, he has servants in his damn castle.
I just want to be very far from them, so this room will do besides there is cozy room next to mine that I can decorate for my kids so it's double the win.
I have to see the doc tomorrow though and Mr shitface can brace himself because am going without him.
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'' and where the hell have you been, I thought I made it clear that you tell me where, how and when you are going somewhere I must be
informed. ''
So yeah I went to see the doc and now my dear hubby is very furious, he is actually fuming down the staircase.
'' worry yourself not my dear hubby I can take care of the kids just fine, just to be fair I went to the doc and yes they are very healthy so chill will ya. ''
Miss Leila seems not to like the term hubby coming from me, well then too bad it's not like I knew the dude was married when I got involved with him.
'' And who said you could call him that, you little brat? ''
OK I was feeling bad for the poor woman but now am not so sure about that anymore, like seriously she is calling me brat too, it was funny when James does it but coming from her I feel insulted maybe there is something wrong with me.
'' I don't need anyone's permission for that but fear not am not interested in his heart you can keep that part of him actually on a second thought keep the whole of him and that too very far from me if possible. ''
Some emotion I have never seen on him flash in his, it was gone as soon as it was there so yeah my husband not only bossy but very good with hiding his emotions as well quite admirable if you ask me.
'' oh I would gladly do that but you see I can't because like it it or not you are here for the kids so he has got to make sure they are alright so that means taking care of a brat like yourself. ''
Ouch
Ouch
She didn't have to remind me that am not actually needed here but rather my kids are.
'' you know, if you just wanted the kids you could have just talked to me and we have a shared responsibility instead of marrying someone you can not put up with.
This environment is not healthy for my kids, in a house where their mother is not needed, you only boss me around. ''
Seriously I didn't mean to sound whinny but my emotions are f**king with me. My dear hubby looks guilty, serves him right.
'' look I know it's not your fault that we are in this kind of situation but...''
'' Thank God you can at least understand that much. ''
I could not let him finish what he is saying coz seriously I know the dude loves her not me but that does not mean, I become that insignificant.
'' before you rudely interrupted me, I was going to say that ...but your family kinda cause this situation, they threatened to keep my kids away from me if I didn't marry you so there was not a real choice there. ''
Typical Johnsons, they always get what they want I wonder why am not as ambitious as my family.
'' fair enough but that does not mean you have to make me miserable here, how about you pretend you are both still married, yeah just pretend am not here. ''
With that I walked to my room hoping they will take my word for it and leave me the heck alone for the time being before I lose my s**t.
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Peace✌ & love