“Note to self: buy more garters.” * * * Even though Sid’s shift ended thirty minutes before mine, she still wasn’t home when I trudged up to my apartment, which meant she was likely staying at Sean’s again. Should I text her and tell her how much I need her? No. She was happy. No need to f**k up her life again because of my past. But, damn. I didn’t want to be alone again tonight. I slid down the wall in the kitchen, sat on the floor, and put my head on my knees. “Wait, didn’t Aiden give everyone his cell number on the new syllabus he passed out?” I asked out loud to no one in particular. I shook my head. No. It was nearing one in the morning. I couldn’t call him this late. That was a ridiculous thought. About ten minutes later, I peeled myself off the kitchen floor and weaved to m

