Here goes nothing. I hope he lets us stay. BUT even if he does, for how long until he gets tired of me and kicks us out? What will my parents do? I don't wanna go rogue, neither do I want my parents to. Please moon goddess I have put my parents through enough already please don't let him kick us out.
"Leo! the alpha is talking to you. " I hear my dad's voice snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Yes! I am sorry. what were you saying?" I say.
"You parents already told me about your current situation and I hope this place helps you get over your depression. It would also be good if you were to connect with Talina. Let him free. As for school you won't be attending the pack school like most of the kids and parents prefer. I already sent a request to the school my son attends and they accepted you even if the classes already began. You will be living with your parents unlike most people you age. Most live in the pack house because it easier for them to attend training and school. Until you are are comfortable with your new environment we will lay off on your training for now."
"Do I have to attend school? Can't I be home schooled like before?" I ask knowing precisely well what the answer was going to be.
"You have to Leo. We are doing this to help you get back your life together." Dad says.
"Hey!it's okay. you don't have to start immediately. You start your classes next week Monday. So you have the rest of this week to settle in and get used to the new place." Josh tells me.
"You will meet my son later or tomorrow. He will help you get used to the new environment and school. He will pick you up for school on Monday but we have to make formal introductions up front. If you don't want him to pick you up, I will send Beta Josh to drop you off." the alpha says.
'Great now I get a baby sitter. I hardly have both my feet in and I have myself a baby sitter.'
"You know I can hear your,don't you?" the alpha asks and I am taken aback.
'How can he hear me? No one hears me not even my parents.'
"And LOgan is not a baby sitter. I am sure he will hate this as much as you do, but it's only for a week until you can know your way around ." he says.
"How can you hear me?" I ask out loud." No one hears me since the shift. How can you hear me?" I ask knowing I was doubling up the question like I was out of my mind.
"Mikela my wolf told me. He says that he likes you and Talina. He feels your sadness, confusion and he can hear you because you came back to your roots. THIS where white wolves began. Many have been killed and it's the duty of the alpha to look after his own. From what I gathered not even your old pack knows the colour of your wolf and many assumed you were wolfless. Talina refused to come forth in front of anyone except your parents. He says he hated being around that pack and when you pushed him away he created that barrier to give you the space uou needed."
"You can talk to Talina without me noticing? How is that even possible? You can even hear him? I thought I had him few minutes ago but I thought it was my imagination."
"Talina has always been there. He never went away he just stopped talking to you because you pushed him away and he thought you needed the space. He hurts when you hurt because he is part of you. He tries soothing you as best as he can without you noticing . You just have to accept him and warm up to him and you might shift before you know it." he finishes and I start tearing up.
''You mean I scared my own wolf to hiding. I never realized I was such a mess." I say and completely break down.
Why am I crying? I never cry ,not even when I was bullied not even when my world felt broken I never cried I just held it all in. I think this place is starting to break me.
I am sooo sorry Talina. I am sorry,I blamed you for things that had nothing to you. I am sorry for everything.
My eyes are closed when I feel a hand on my shoulder. "It's okay son. The pressure would have been alot for anyone but I am glad you are letting it out." I hear the Alpha's voice.
I cry to my heart's content and then say as I wipe my eyes," I wasn't, I was just sad. " That did sound lame but I have already done so much mess since we came in and we haven't had the initiation into the pack yet.
" I didn't see anything, did you?" The alpha asks addressing my parents and Uncle Josh.
" Me neither, me too." were there answers.
" Since we talked about the good stuff let's start the initiation. I, Alpha Fabian of the Blue moon pack here by accept the Norman bloodline into my pack. From today onwards I am their Alpha and they my people. I will protect them like any other member of my pack. To unity and strength may the bond withhold." when he finishes beta Josh tells us to repeat after him.
"We the Norman Family here by accept the bond to the Blue moon pack. To be led and to respect alpha Fabian. To live and work under his rule. To fight to protect each other as a family.To live in unity and strength we let the bond withhold."
After we finished I felt a tag like something tangible connect me to the alpha. The bond was there I could feel it. I was now connected to the earth. I could feel the forest and Talina wanted to run free. For the first time I felt like home. I felt I belonged. I was where I was meant to be.
When everything sunk in I heard Josh ask us to follow him to our new house. We were almost out the door when I heard the Alpha calls my name.
"Leo this is home now. You belong here. Have do you have a drivers licence already? Maybe we can give you one of the pack car to drive yourself to school when you get a grip to the place. If not tell Josh and we will arrange something for you until you can legally get one" he says.
"Thank you." I say as I walk out knowing I was really going to love being in this place. My home ,my place where I can finally say I belong.