CHAPTER 4. LEO'S POV
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Today is the day. I finally can shift and finally see my wolf.
"Hey Leo. "Stacy says as she walks into my room.
"Hey Stac. What if you walked on me naked?" I ask her putting on a shirt.
"Yeah right there is nothing about you I have never seen. So it's nothing special if I did."
"wow, you just broke my heart." I say dramatically while holding my chest.
"You are just being dramatic. We both know you are hot AF and any man would die to have you in his bed." she says.
"Anyways what brought you here?"
"Do you have to ask when it's such a big day? What do you plan to do tonight?" she asks.
"I dunno. Maybe hang out in the woods until the transformation or just stay home till the hour comes. I still haven't made the decision." I say with a shrug.
" Come on. You can't be serious. Let's go to our hide out and maybe you can relax a bit out there." she says while pulling me down stairs.
We are the front door when I here my mum asking," Are you leaving already? I thought you were gonna stay and have dinner."
"SOrry, Mrs Candace. I will pass by later or maybe tomorrow." Stacy replies.
"Sorry mum. Seems Stacy is in a hurry. I'll be back later. Love you."
"Love you too Leo. Just be safe." she finishes as I walk out the front door and I know that goes two ways.
"Does your mum think we are going to have s*x?" Stacy asks immediately we are out of ear shot.
"ewww just the thought of it gives me goose fresh. I am sure she meant something else like take care of myself." I say knowing it's not true.
Stacy gives me the look of ' we both know she meant we have safe s*x ' but I ignore it. I haven't told my parents I like men but I know they know by now already and just prefer to stay that way until I am ready to tell them. I know I can talk to them about it but sometimes I feel like a disappointment to them for being different. I can never be that man who brings a girl home as my girlfriend to meet my parents. I just hope they don't kick me out when I do.
"Hey,are you still coming?" Stacy asks as she starts to walk towards the forest.
"Yes i am." I say as I walk towards her and put a hand on her shoulder.
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We walk to our place as we call it near the cliff. We talk for a while and I tell her to let me take me a nap for a while I didn't get much sleep last night. I lay my head on her lap and close my eyes.
"What were you doing you could hardly sleep?"
"I was too worried about today I didn't get much sleep." I say knowing even if it was true was keeping a part of it to myself.
What if I don't shift? What if I am an Omega instead of a beta or an ALpha. What if my parents don't like my shift? What if I am different?, I have always been different I think to myself as tiredness starts taking over. And I start drifting off.
"Everything will be alright Leo I know it will be and if it's not I am here for you,' I hear her say as she strokes my hair and I fall into a deep slumber.
It will be. It has to be. i hear a voice in my head say.
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I woke up a few hours later and it was already dark and it took a few minutes for me to register where I was. Something felt off, I just don't know what it was.I looked around and I could find Stacy. Where was Stacy? Why was I feeling like something really important was missing.
I stood up and looked around the cave and I couldn't find her. Where could she be? I walked out of the cave and something dawned me . It red moon appeared but I still haven't shifted. Why haven shifted? I was in utter shook and didn't know what to do any more.
"Hi Leo. I am Talina . " I heard a voice and I turned around to see who it was.
"who is there?" I asked knowing well no one could find me here unless Stacy told them.
I heard a chuckle," I am in your head silly. I am Talina your wolf."
"If you are my wolf, why haven't I shifted yet? Am not supposed to shift?'"
'Yes many wolves shift but you are different. Different from all of them. You will shift after you accept me and accept you are an Omega. One in a million. A white wolf different from ever species of wolves out there."
"What kind of nonsense are you talking about?" I ask.
"You have to Leo. It's true and meant to be."
" What do mean I am an Omega . I am not one, I will never be one." I say and take a sit to gather my thoughts and everything starts sinking in. I have not shifted and might never shift and I am an omega. of all the things.
"No leo you are not just an Omega you are special." Talina says.
"Why is this happening? why?" I ask ask tears start filling my eyes. i don't want to be like this. who will want me. I am already a disappointment to my parents will the want me after know I am not only gay but an Omega.
The night drifts away as I cry myself to sleep.
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I don't go back home that night because I couldn't face my parent. In the morning I felt my mom hand on my face and I think it's a dream.
"Leo you are finally awake. I was so worried when you didn't come home last night and I thought something happened to you. "she says holding my face. '"Oh Leo have you been crying?"
I start shaking violently and can't hold back anymore." It's okay Leo."
"it didn't happen did it. We should have prepared him better something like this was going to happen. I already told the Alpha we found him." Dad says from behind me.
Talk about what and great now everybody knows I can't shift and I was missing all night.
And that's how it all began.
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